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hello... (and bye ig 👋)

#👋😭 hi... #i haven't come on in about a month and i didn't realize a month passed by like that... i've kinda stopped using any apps on my phone #i barely even talk to my friends anymore lol 😭 #i just saw my follower count this morning and realized i hit 13k and i was like 🥸 huh... #uhhhhhhh 😭 idk i wanted to say thank you i guess 🫂 #i'm done with stayblr and tumblr in general 😭 this much has been obvious for a while now... i tried to fit myself back in during 5star but #i think i realized i've outgrown the vibes here and in online spaces in general... i don't really enjoy it anymore 😭 which is weird cause #i've used tumblr since i was in middle school so 🫡 end of an era some would say... #i think it sucks because i don't have the same feelings about this place or skz or anything in my life right now... i tried to ignore it bu #it's so obvious now that the entirety of december passed without me really talking to a single person / without me using social media / #without me really doing much except for like homework and assignments lmao #i think genuinely i've stopped enjoying everything i used to like and i don't know why 😭 it hit me the other day bc i don't even enjoy #pc collecting anymore which is CRAZY considering how much time and money i've put into that hobby so 👋🥸 who knows what goes on #i haven't consumed any skz content since rockstar dropped 😭 and that also feels weird to me... idk... i would say maybe i'm going through a #depressive episode but i don't really feel how i do then... i think i'm just tired like i always am and that's just how i am now .. i think #i'm just not really interested in things anymore? weird but .. yeah idk😭 if i knew what was wrong i would Fix It sndjdndkd mostly i'm just #sad because i haven't been talking to friends... i keep ignoring everyone and not replying to any texts from anyone because ???? #i tell myself i will do it later but i know i won't ... idk i genuinely don't know why i'm struggling to talk to ppl anymore 😭 i've become #even more of a reclusive hermit than i already was 💀 and the worst part is i feel normal abt it #i don't feel /bad/ i just feel guilty that i'm not replying to ppl bc i don't want to hurt ppls feelings... on my end i feel Normal abt it #like i ??? is it weird that i'm so detached from everything that not even a month ago made me so happy..? that's weird right 😭 like idgi #i don't feel (as) depressed (as i usually do) but clearly ?? smth is wrong ?? like ik i'm not a clingy sentimental person but ? it kinda #makes me sad wondering if i really don't care abt ppl anymore ... but i think 😭 it's also the object permanence issues that come with adhd #not seeing or talking to the ppl i love . not doing my hobbies or seeing the groups i care abt . makes it easy to not care or forget what #they make me feel etc etc ... i get it... but idk 😭 if that's what this is . well wow it sucks ASS.. cause i feel guilty for not feeling #anything at all ... 😭 idk how to explain that HENSKDNISJS anywayyyy 💀 #i came on cause i wanted to say thank you for 13k followers 😭‼️ and that i probably will not be online anymore unless i really want to say #this was a really long winded way to say i feel bad but i'm done with stayblr fr 👋🥸 i tried so hard for the last 2 years to make it feel #like home again but it stopped ages ago so 🥹 that's ok.. i still cherish my memories here 🫂 anyway thanku and sjsjsksksks bye i guess 😭 #who knows maybe i'll enjoy it one day again and come back :') never know what the future holds 🫡

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5-STAR STRAY KIDS

#😁 thought you all would like to know my prof who is incredibly hard to please and is hypercritical of type #said this was amazing and cool #i almost burst into tears 👍

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231119

#sr #q'd

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not tablo making an ig post saying 2024 is gonna be crazy 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 oh i'm going to be fucking SICK.....

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i hope everyone knows that this is the most li catered li centric li pandering they've ever done . THIS WAS FOR ME AND NO ONE ELSE . THIS IS THE CRAZIEST THING THATS EVER HAPPENED I BURST INTO FUCKING TEARS. EPIK HIGH HAS BEEN ONE OF MY ULTS SINCE FOREVER AND THIS HAPPENS???? 😭😭😭 OH THERES NO FUCKING WAY YOURE EVER HEARING THE END OF IT FROM ME

#FOR ME FOR ME FOR ME FOR ME FOR ME.

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231119

#i made a lot of food for 4 am... but i ate ... and its been abt an hour so .. #zzzz time #sr

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daily affirmations: im affirming that i love chan

#goodnight #im gonna eat a snack and go to bed #i got distracted watching (and slandering) inki and i didnt finish my tea #and now im hungy... so fuck it ! we ball ! #anyway i love chan so bad u guys.. #i got my albums and i didnt pull any jeongchan #(im being dramatic i pulled chans headliner pob but ACH THE MOST BORING ONE...) #chans album pcs give me actual heart burn this era like he ate . #compared to his pobs which 80% kinda flop :sob: #i love him so much but oiganweofinawo TT __ TT sigh #anyway.. snack time :] #li.txt

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231119

#chan #bang chan #stray kids #skz #cb97net #createskz #*gifs #*m #flashing tw #scuffed ass gifs as always.. #but how can i say no when he's this cute... sweet lil gremlin #its 3:30 am... #i luv him so much... #u guys YOU GUYS... #i love him... #its illness inducing.. #god i wanna kiss his silly nose......... so perfect.... #hes so lovely #im sad

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part 5

4 horsemen of the apocalypse

#AFTER SO LONG I CAN BRING THIS BSCK #HES SOOOO SCRUNGLY CODED 🥺🥺🥺 #you guys hes so squishy... #i luv him so bad .. guys GUYS

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Bang Chan .:. 락 (LALALALA) Inkigayo [231112]

#sr #gonna gif the fancam................. haven't watched it yet bc i feel like im decaying but..........

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Bang Chan .:. 락 (LALALALA) Inkigayo [231112]

#sr #the non boyfriend asked me about the skz comeback and i was kicking my feet and giggling because he said chan looks hot #i get butterflies when ppl say chan is pretty #i showed him this stage and he was like . speechless when he saw chan and jisung ... he's just like me ! #the non boyfriend is adorable... he wants to unbox my albums with me 😌🤲 heheheh i said i'll let him keep a chan pc if we pull one dndmdmdmd

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Bang Chan .:. 락 (LALALALA) Inkigayo [231112]

#sr #q'd

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HYUNJIN | 231112 • LALALALA @ INKIGAYO

#i think it works famously 🤲😔 #waited just for you to post #and now i'm going to bed zzz #hyunjin

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HYUNJIN :: LALALALA @ 231112 SBS INKIGAYO

#hyunjin #flashing tw #his lil headband..

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Bang Chan .:. 락 (LALALALA) Inkigayo [231112]

#chan #bang chan #stray kids #skz #cb97net #createskz #*gifs #*m #oh its BAD. #this is the one (1) shot he had ... #there was 3 in total today and :) the other two well......... lol . #whatever. silence on my end on that. #i made 4 gifs out of 2 shots and it all looks horrific so ! #you get a 2 set </3 #thats all i can do #i like my psd on this part #anyway they all looked INCREDIBLE today.. #but i have a skull splitting headache rn so zz time

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SEUNGMIN – ‘락’ comeback stage @ Inkigayo (231112)

#seungmin #flashing tw #glove...

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HYUNJIN :: LALALALA @ 231111 MUSIC CORE

#it famously does NOT look bad ! #he's just a noodle that came to life and had to pay bills #hyunjin #flashing tw