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Tbh, anytime I read a Marie Antoinette biography, I am still shocked that it took Marie and Louis seven years to consummate their marriage.

They didn't dislike each other or anything. They got along well enough for an arranged marriage. He found her charming. She didn’t mind him. He was affable enough. Everyone assumed: “Well..he has physical problem. Or she has a physical problem. Why else haven’t they done it? They are not competent leaders!”

Then in the end…it turns out they were both idiot teenagers that no one had ever explained basic lust/sex to.

Why the French aristocracy failed. No sex Ed.

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I have nature and art and poetry, and if that is not enough, what is enough?

Vincent Van Gogh

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wuthering heights in memes (p2)

wuthering heights and thrushcross grange:

heathcliff writing love letters to cathy 2.0 under his sons name:

linton heathcliff:

hindley when heathcliff knocks at the door:

aaaand heathcliff, right before reducing hindley to a bloody puddle:

everyone when heathcliff shows up after 3 years:

anything: happens

joseph:

[heathcliff talking to infant hareton after hindley's death] ". . . previous to following with Hareton, he lifted the unfortunate child on to the table and muttered, with peculiar gusto, 'Now, my bonny lad, you are mine! And we'll see if one tree won't grow as crooked as another, with the same wind to twist it!' The unsuspecting thing was pleased at this speech: he played with Heathcliff's whiskers, and stroked his cheek . . ."

heathcliff, 3 seconds after marrying isabella:

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do i like him because he is cute and a very intelligent being or because he has a british accent? the world may never know

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surprise

NEW CRUSH ALERT

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reblog if you believe fanfic writers are as valid and talented as any professional writer who publishes and sells their novels

I’m trying to prove a point

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we’re writers— of course we fantasize about every interaction we have

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Bianca Stone, from What Is Otherwise Infinite: Poems; “Artichokes”

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i repeat

need a boyfriend stat

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You guys do know you're supposed to reblog things, right

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she was her mother’s daughter

but then, so was i

and in that lingering backdrop of sunshine

electricity—beautifully, dangerously collide

her lips were soft

but her words were malicious, hurtful, vile

and so this illicit affair we condoned

because only one liar could come out alive

we let this pipe dream ruin us

because true love never dies

in the end, she left me, as lovers always do

when the purity is corrupted, only can we run and hide

because she was her mother’s daughter

she was borne of deceit and lies

and my mother’s heart was too pure

to teach me how to fend off the monsters inside

and in that fire where my house burnt down

i felt a part of her had also died

she was truly her mother’s daughter

and in the end, sadly, so was i

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Bbg i will be honored

WELCOME TO TUMBLR HOLLY 😭❤️❤️

LMFAO THANKS— i’m coming to you 24/7 on guidance how tf i work this thing

#GUYS HOLLY IS HERE #THIS IS SO GREAT DINEJDJD

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context//

Someone comes over and says "hi"

And my mother nudges my shoulders, respond I take off my headphones because even if I can hear clearly

It's impolite if I still have them on

I say "hello" like I know who they are and their every secret

I watch my mom's face, as if proud of me

Which I can never fathom why she would love me so, still

Does she not see what I see?

They ask "How are you?"

And I wonder what I should respond with

'I am wondering about the speed of that truck

And if it will hurt when I go under it.'

*I am listening to old Lana Del Rey songs

Wishing I didn't feel the way she did'

I wonder if I should talk about the friends I thought I would never lose

Now thousands of miles away, forgetting that I love them still Or if I should talk about the one boy for who I had the courage to give my heart But that also wasn't enough for him to stay

How do you describe this cloud of darkness my mind has created

Only for the rain to fall on my darkest days

That I'm pretending everything is fine

Even though for this acid mind, there is only acid rain They are still looking at me, awaiting an answer

They don't care about the truth, it's just a polite gesture

"I'm fine," I smiled

I may be dying on the inside

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#depressing shit #academia #classic literature #dark academia #loki series #i am tryna be a poet pls dont come at me #poetry #poets on tumblr #poems #books and literature

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#depressing shit #academia #classic literature #dark academia #loki series #i am tryna be a poet pls dont come at me #poets on tumblr #poems #books and literature #poetry #deep poems #first love #first heartbreak

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I’m the reason why he is still alive

Is @chrisevanstrash Your sister? Love the banter between you two

-sunset anon

@chrisevanstrash are you my sister? nah she is my worst enemy!