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I just wanna not care... Is that too much to ask for?!

#mental health #triggering #anxious #depressed #depression #depressing post #Sad #Ugly #suicidal #self harm #social anxiety #skinny #kill me please #eating disoder things #anorexic #anorexia #Bulimic #Bulimia #not pro just wanna reach ppl.. #Pro ana #Thinspo #Bonespo

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I've been taking care of myself for a while, doing therapy, started antidepressants and ooop miss Bad Depressive Episode still decided to visit... Fuuuuun....

#depressing quotes #mental health #triggering #anxious #depression #eating disorder #mental breakdown #mentally unstable #mentally ill #suicidal #self harm #self destructive #not pro just wanna reach ppl.. #Pro ana #Pro mia #Thinspo #Meanspo #Bulimic #Anorexic #Kill me please #Sad

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Me: I couldn't care less about my appearance rn

Also me(one second later) : Oh I kinda feel like working towards looking perfect cause every bit of me is literally so ugly

#triggering #mentally unstable #mental health #anxious #hate myself #trauma #Eating disorder #anorexic #anorexia #social anxiety #not pro just wanna reach ppl.. #pro mia #pro ana #bulimic #self deprecation #depression #depressed #depressing quotes #suicidal #self destructive #self harm #thinspo #thinspiration #bonespo #meanspo #sweetspo

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Abusing laxatives be like;

Ouch that sucks I'll never do it again

*literally tomorrow*

Lol what pain?!

*Yummy yummy (laxatives) in my tummy*

#eating disorder #triggering #self harm #depression #anorexia #bulimia #mentally unstable #addiction #sad #suicidal #not pro just wanna reach ppl.. #pro mia #pro ana #thinspo #thinspiration #sweetspo #meanspo #bonespo #armspo #legspo #Ed memes #binge eating disorder #Ednos #anorexic #bulimic #abuse #social anxiety #skinny #starving

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LOL I'M TRASH

#mental health #anxious #triggering #mentally unstable #hate myself #trauma #eating disorder thoughts #thinspo #thinspiration #thinspiracja #not pro just wanna reach ppl.. #pro mia #pro ana #meanspo #self deprecation #self destructive #self harm #ptsd #addiction #Addict #Sweetspo #i hate my brain

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Therapist: When you were suicidal, did you make a plan how you'd end your life?

Me: No.

*doesn't explain how I made multiple attempts and none were planned, I just... Did them *

Therapist: Okay

Me:(fuck.)

#mental health #triggering #anxious #mentally unstable #hate myself #trauma #Therapy #Therapists #suicidal #Suicide #self harm #Eating disorder #Suicide attempt #not pro just wanna reach ppl.. #Pro ana #Anorexic #Bulimic #bonespo #depression #social anxiety #abuse #alone #anxiety

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I can stop any time I want

I can't

I just choose not to

It hurts resisting the urges too much

#mental health #triggering #anxious #mentally unstable #hate myself #trauma #self destructive #self harm #spiraling #eating disorder #Cutting #not pro just wanna reach ppl.. #Pro ana #Pro mia #Anorexic #Bulimic #Anorexia #Bulimia #binge eating disorder #Thispo #Sweetspo #Meanspo #thinspiration #Bonespo #Legspo #Armspo #Suicidal #Suicide

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Horror story:

THE PRINGLE LICK

*licks a Pringle in temptation*

Ed brain: I BINGED 😭

Reasonable brain: Well.. Actually binging is..

Ed brain: I broke my fast!

*Googles how many calories are in 1(one) lick of a Pringle*

Reasonable brain: You literally need so much more to nourish your body and it will not make you gain if you just take a proper care of...

*can't find it.. Obviously *

Ed brain: What if it is like... 10cal 😱 I must run for 3hours now and fast for at least a week to make up for it!!!

Reasonable brain: ... no

Ed brain: *INAUDIBLE YELLING*

-insert the meme where a woman is yelling at her child "why can't you just be normal" and the child is like histerically screaming -

The end

#mental health #triggering #anxious #mentally unstable #hate myself #trauma #not pro just wanna reach ppl.. #pro mia #pro ana #thinspo #thinspiration #meanspo #sweetspo #bonespo

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😒Bitches really be in recovery for a goddamn year and decide to fuck it up because SoMeoNe waS MeAN to thEm

You know where it's going...

It's me.. I'm Bitches

#mental health #triggering #anxious #mentally unstable #hate myself #trauma #eating disorder thoughts #eating disorder #binge eating disorder #anorexic #bulimic #anorexia #bulimia #not pro just wanna reach ppl.. #pro mia #pro ana #thinspo #thinspiration #therapy #bonespo #legspo #suicidal #self destructive #self harm

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I have anxiety... Yuh

👁️👄👁️

*drinks coffee*

I have fast anxiety... Yuh

✨👄✨

#mental health #triggering #anxious #mentally unstable #hate myself #trauma #social anxiety #anxiety #eating disoder things #eating disorder thoughts #not pro just wanna reach ppl.. #pro mia #pro ana #thinspo #thinspiration #Bonespo #Sweetspo #meanspo #bulimic #bulimia #Ed meme #Mental health meme #mental health memes #bipolar #abuse

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1. Completely avoiding human contact so nobody can get mad at me

...

✨And other things childhood trauma cursed me with ✨

#mental health #triggering #anxious #mentally unstable #hate myself #trauma #abuse #self deprecation #self destructive #self harm #depressing quotes #depression #depressed #social anxiety #anxiety #suicidal #eating disorder thoughts #anorexia #bulimic #not pro just wanna reach ppl.. #pro mia #pro ana #mental disorder #therapy #bad parenting #kill me please #ptsd #actually ptsd #ptsd recovery #bipolar

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My disordered brain: post your body check

My reasonable brain:

#triggering #hate myself #not pro just wanna reach ppl.. #pro ana #pro mia #Thinspo #Bonespo #meanspo #sweetspo #anorexia #anorexic #bulimic #bulimia #eating disorder thoughts #eating disoder things #eating disorder #binge eating disorder

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*you got a message*

-Hey, do you want an Ana coac...

#mental health #triggering #anxious #mentally unstable #hate myself #trauma #anorexic #anorexia #social anxiety #anxiety #abuse #alone #not pro just wanna reach ppl.. #pro mia #pro ana #eating disoder things #thinspo #thinspiration #bonespo #bulimic #bulimia #binge eating disorder #bipolar #suicidal #self deprecation #self destructive #self harm #starving #kill me please #toxic people

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Spooky season in my brain all year long.

Yeee(t) haaaaw

#mental health #triggering #anxious #mentally unstable #hate myself #trauma #eating disoder things #eating disorder thoughts #binge eating disorder #eating disorder #anorexic #anorexia #bonespo #bulimic #bipolar #bulimia #abuse #social anxiety #anxiety #alone #not pro just wanna reach ppl.. #pro mia #pro ana #thinspiracja #thinspo

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Wouldn't it be so fun if I just had a normal brain for like a day...

Just for the sake of everyone around me.

#mental health #triggering #anxious #mentally unstable #hate myself #trauma #eating disorder thoughts #eating disorder #depression #anxiety #anorexia #anorexic #bulimia #bulimic #social anxiety #not pro just using tags #pro mia #pro ana #thinspo #thinspiration #suicidal #borderline personality disorder #Bpd #bipolar #self destructive #self harm #sad #quotes #depressing quotes

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Wishing I was drunk so I could get some rest..

#hate myself #mental health #triggering #anxious #mentally unstable #trauma #alcohlism #alcohol #drunk thoughts #drunknights #drugs #relapse #eating disorder thoughts #binge eating disorder #eating disorder #anorexia #bulimia #pro ana #not pro just wanna reach ppl.. #thinspo #im sad and tired #Tired #sad #sad thoughts #suicidal #self deprecation #self destructive #self harm

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#mental health #triggering #anxious #mentally unstable #hate myself #trauma #eating disorder thoughts #binge eating disorder #eating disorder #not pro just wanna reach ppl.. #pro mia #pro ana #depression #depressing quotes #bipolar #suicidal #self destructive #self harm #thinspo #thinspiration #sad #body dismorphia