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Ghosts 3x08 | Holes are Bad

#suicide tw #hetty woodstone #Cbs ghosts

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I couldn't remember hetty from cbs ghosts name and my sister said 'American fanny?' And i was SO tempted to say 'I think they call it pussy' I had to physically hold my mouth closed

#cbs ghosts #Hetty woodstone #lady fanny button

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ALSO can we talk about Hetty’s reaction after Flower tells her “You’re a good friend”???

Think about where she was at this point last year—having also just revealed a massive secret, one that almost irrevocably ruined one of her oldest friendships. She’d admitted in Ghost Court that friends were not something she’d ever had in life—something she hasalso just reiterated moments ago to Sam and Isaac, that one of the reasons she felt so trapped and alone and without options at the end of her life was because she had no friends.

Think about how far we’ve seen her come; in season one, it’s huge growth for her that after Jay’s possession, she admits to the other ghosts that she missed them. Or season two, how in a very un-Hetty move she’s willing to swallow her pride and apologize to Nigel (even though she’s sure she isn’t in the wrong!) for the sake of saving her friendship with Isaac. Or even earlier this season, how closely she’s clinging to Alberta in so many of the episodes, because she’s so grateful she got her friend back after being so close to losing her that she doesn’t even want to be physically separated from her.

And then now, she’s just once again revealed a secret she’s kept for well over a hundred years, in order to save Flower. She’s kept this part of herself from everyone for so long, and the very second she sees that Flower is securely out of the hole, she turns her back to everyone to gather herself and then bolts.

Isaac and Sam make her see that, yes objectively she has people here for her now like she never had in life, but Flower coming in and thanking her is when she actually gets to see and experience the reality of how different her existence is now. “You’re a good friend,” she says, and it might be the first time someone has ever said that to her. And Hetty just looks up at Flower so surprised in that moment, and so heartbreakingly hopeful, because I genuinely think that until right then, she really hadn’t considered it like that before; she just knew that Flower was in trouble and that she had to help her whatever the personal cost, because not saving her wasn’t even an option.

So much of the ghosts’ relationships, especially early on, were transactional, and, especially in Hetty’s case, built around enforcing particular power dynamics: accruing a wealth of back rubs, extorting Pete’s TV time before signing Elias’s contract, or any of the countless occasions she brought up her status as ‘lady of the house’. So the fact that she makes this sacrifice that feels like a loss of power to her is in and of itself big; but Flower acknowledging that, and making sure Hetty herself sees it too, by calling her a good friend—it’s a whole different level of meaningful.

She doesn’t just thank Hetty. She makes sure that she sees what her actions mean to her. And Hetty is so taken aback by it, because Flower saying this to her and meaning it is a gift she was absolutely unprepared for; a “good friend” is not something Hetty has ever known herself to be, up until now. But she very badly wants for it to be true.

#cbs ghosts #hetty woodstone #cbs ghosts spoilers

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Who’s a lesbian in your eyes but it hasn’t even been confirmed or hinted at

Effie Trinket

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you can trust her with your account she won't ruin your fyp with lumberjack thirst traps she promises (she's lying)

#hetty woodstone #im going to try tumblr again #revamping my blog

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I couldn't remember hetty from cbs ghosts name and my sister said 'American fanny?' And i was SO tempted to say 'I think they call it pussy' I had to physically hold my mouth closed

#cbs ghosts #hetty woodstone #this is genuinely fucking hilarious #i was going to delete tumblr like actually fully get rid of it and i clicked on it to see if there was anything good to stop me #from deleting and i see ythis #i will never delete tumblr

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the madness

#fionna and cake #marceline #winterking

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ewe

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inktober day 16: wild

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i’m not against vaping, but man, vaping two inches from my face on the subway is a ridiculous asshole kind of move. this dude was billowing like he was auditioning for the role of haunted house fog machine. the humidity in the whole car changed, he was ruining haircuts. just jump starting the water cycle. condensation was dripping down my glasses. people were slipping off poles, it was chaos. it was like watching one man try to terraform the moon. a planet with one dense, root beer scented atmosphere blocking out the sun and choking all life. 

#i just want the girls at my college to stiop vaping in the toilets #he queue is not 10+ minutes long #and now youre breathing in my shit particles masked by your watermelon fizz

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finally... my chemical romance photocards

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Take this dialect quiz! X

#im from NW england so i took it for funsies #now im a new yorker 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻

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Take this dialect quiz! X

#im from NW england so i took it for funsies #now im a new yorker 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻

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happy pride month to every bbc ghosts fan because i know there isn’t a straight cis person among us

#and happy pride month to all the ghosts #not one straight amongst them either #bbc ghosts

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I was teaching kids today and they got fixated on the usual ‘are they dead now?’ question when I was talking about historical figures. So I was just like ‘Yes, they’re dead now, everyone who was alive in the 1800s is dead now.’ and then one kid was like ‘Except for you’.

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it might be euro but i sure wish i didnt vision it

do the audience votes even matter actually. like fr

the jury decided it. ich hasse es hier

#THE JURY VOTES WETE RIGGED AND THE TELEVOTES WERE SO DIFFICULT TO CAST #LIKE WHY COULDNT THE UK VOTE VIA SMS WHY DID I HAVE TO CALL 20 TIMES TO GET THROUGH

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FUCK the jury voting

#JURY VOTING IS SO RIGGED #THEY HAVE NO TASTE #eurovision 2023