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WOOOOAH I MISS NYSSSA IM SO PISSED I GOT KICKED IN THE HEAD THIS YEAR BC ALL MY RECENT MEMORIES ARE CLOUDY AND THAT IS SUCH A BIG ONE THAT I OFTEN FORGET HAPPENED OR WHAT I FELT LIKE TO BE THERE BUT LUCKILY I TRIED SO HARD TO REMEMBER THAT FEELING but when it comes back man it takes my breath away and puts tears behind my eyes wow what a month it gives me such joy to think of the new class of students coming in july they have no freakin idea what they're in for gawd bless

#nysssa2015

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The conversation between your fingers and someone else’s skin. This is the most important discussion you can ever have.

Iain S. Thomas (via naturaekos)

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Date someone you can be fucking weird as hell with who at the end of the day still wants to get naked with you.

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I stopped breathing for a solid 45 seconds thinking about leaving Kevin for college. I cannot actually believe it’s my turn to go. I’m doing the leaving this time. Im SO ready to go don’t get me wrong. It absolutely doesn’t feel real yet because I’m not committed to school but I could potentially know where I’m going in a week. One week. I just had my last performance on the Hauppauge High School stage, I’m never going to perform at SPAC again, it’s terrifying. But like, happy. I’m moving on starting my life and I'm so grateful for the memories I’ve had there, but WOW is this a transition. and it’s ME doing the transition. For the last four years I have been sympathizing with all my friends who would leave, trying to pretend I knew how they felt. I don’t think I ever made light of the situation, but you just don’t know how it feels until you’re trying to pick out a date to break up with your perfect boyfriend. I’m turning 18 in 2 days. I joke about how I’m a woman but like, I am. My biggest problem isn’t having to live on my own in a couple months though, I think it’s more that I need to pick someone to vote for out of all these shitty candidates. That’s a lot of responsibility. I really gotta start doing yoga or some shit. I really can’t leave Kimmie here alone. I don’t know what my problem is that I can’t keep in touch with people long distance but it hurts me to think I may lose touch with some of my closest friends because my life has moved on. I’ve been doing a lot of thinking about leaving school friends completely forgetting that I’m leaving nicolette and aj. I just stopped breathing again. and my fucking cat oh man I can’t leave her. March is very close to August, too close. It’s when we all start looking at each other and saying “fuck” for no reason. We just know that whatever’s coming is going to hurt like a mother fucker. 

#personal #yikes

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I just wanna be as happy as drake in this picture

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It's time for me to go to college

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"Yeah goodnight I love you and miss you and u have a really nice ass and you are the funniest Sarah I know 😊😊"

#ridiculous #Kevin #personal

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I am so ready for this experience to be over

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1 more college audition left

#yeet #personal

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when someone really cute calls you cute first