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coffeezhong · 2 years

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il mio cantante (pt.2)

warnings: it will break your heart

vampire!reader x park jisung

evermore - taylor swift & bon iver

‘I had a feeling so peculiar, that this pain would be for evermore”

The parking lot was half full as people arrived to do desperate last minute Christmas shopping. From where I stood inside the car I could watch him stroll through the store absentmindedly along with his child. The little girl was only a toddler but already looked so much like him, only her hair reminded her mother. After that night, I watched him have the normal and safe life I wanted for him, he graduated, married and now had a lovely baby girl with the woman he seemed to be in love with. Sometimes though during the years he would stare blankly ahead, like something was wrong or missing, the last piece of the puzzle to complete his happiness. At those times it took every particle of my unliving body to prevent me from reaching out to him and returning everything I took away from us. But he would quickly come back to whatever he was doing and the momentum was lost. In the end there was nothing I wanted more for him than his happiness and security, and I know that he was happy, except for those tiny little fractures of his consciousness when I wasn’t sure I erased every single memory of me from his brain. The ache and hollowness in my chest seemed rather insignificant compared to the act of condemning him to an immortal life I was sure he would absolutely despise.

It might have been the sight of him along with the magic of my favorite time of the year but I suddenly decided to go into the store. Bolting out of the car I tried to remember to move slowly as humans did, the sound of the fresh snow crunching beneath my boots calming my senses. As the automatic doors of the store slid open I was overwhelmed by his scent, I could locate him with my eyes closed. He was standing on the flower aisle, probably picking something for his wife. I stayed further away hidden behind some canned goods, staring at his broad back. Suddenly he stopped in front of the white chrysanthemums, my favorite flowers. Was it just a coincidence? Was my desperate need to believe that somehow he still remembered me and loved me as much as I loved him making me see things that weren’t there? The debate in my own head lasted seconds as my legs seemed to move toward him on their own. His scent was unbearable now, I raised my hand to touch his shoulder and he turned around at the same time, as if he too could sense the attraction between us and no amount of memories erased would make that disappear. For a normal human it was amazing how his face hasn’t aged, sure his eyes looked way more harsh than the innocent ones I used to stare at some years ago but other than that he was as beautiful as I remembered. His look was confused and hurt at the same time, his brows creased in a quizzical way ‘’Sorry, do I know you?’’ I gulped at the sound of his voice, swallowing the lump in my throat was almost impossible as I answered ‘’No, I don’t think so, I must have mistaken you for someone else’’.

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coffeezhong · 2 years

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il mio cantante

warnings: mentions of blood, smut (don’t like it don’t read it)

vampire!reader x park jisung

❤ all i wanted - paramore

The fog helped cover my slender body between the trees, his house was just across the street and I could hear him saying good night to his mother and climbing the stairs. The dim light of his night lamp allowed me to see Jisung’s perfect silhouette. It’s been two years since I was transformed and two years since my boyfriend thought I died in a car accident along with the rest of my family. I was the only one of them that arrived in the hospital with my heart still beating, fortunately the vampire doctor in the E.R thought I was too young to die.

I felt everything more strongly now, the urge and thirst for blood but also my love for him. I just couldn’t stay away, every night I watched him. In the first few weeks after my death he cried until he slept and it took every single cell in my body not to tell him everything. But my will to keep him safe from myself was wandering away each day, I just had to touch him, smell him, hold him and feel his warm body against mine again. Seeing him tonight with the forever dull look on his eyes made my will break, I needed to comfort him.

Waiting thirty minutes after he turned off his lamp to approach his house, I climbed the tree that led to his balcony. His old habit of leaving the curtains ajar so that he could see the stars made it easier for me to pass through his window. He laid perfectly in his bed, shirtless in the July heat, his full red lips slightly parted and sleeping soundly. The urge to sweep my fingers through his dark blonde hair made me freeze. I had to decide if I was strong enough to fight my new instincts before I touched him. He smelled like fresh peppermint tea, nothing like any other human, and it made me salivate. His blood pumped in a steady but calm beat through his body, and lewd scenes of me biting and feeding from him while we made love ran through my mind. I stopped breathing so I couldn't feel his scent and sat beside him in the bed, gently touching his cheek, his skin so warm to the touch it made me feel alive again. He slowly opened his eyelids and stared surprised at me. ‘’ Y/N? Is this a dream?’’ his deep voice almost made me cry, I missed it so much. ‘’No baby,’’ my voice cracked and a tear slid through my cheek ‘’ i am so sorry I couldn't come earlier I had to know I wouldn’t hurt you’’

‘’You are so cold Y/N, what happened to you?? I was so lost without you, where have you been all this time??’’ So I calmly told him all that happened to me, the transformation, fighting my new nature and the never ending appetite for blood and all the nights I came here to watch him. I was prepared to be sent away and be called a lunatic, but he just stared at me with gentleness and said ‘’ I am not scared of you, whatever you are now I know you are not going to hurt me. I don’t want to spend another day of my life without you.’’

‘’Babe I could hurt you, kill you even and so easily. It’s not safe for us to be together, every second I am close to you I am in the verge of losing control’’

‘’I don’t care, living without you for these past couple years, Y/N, I have never felt so lost. There’s nothing else I want in this world more than to be with you, please don’t leave me again.’’ The pain in his voice made my unbeating heart ache. I closed the distance between us and gently touched our foreheads, his scent now so strong it made me dizzy.

Warm lips crashed into my marble cold ones and the little control I had over my actions went down the hole. I sucked in his plump bottom lip between my own, nibbling at them, my sharp canines ripping the sensitive skin and making me roll my eyes at the taste of his blood. Jisung whimpered softly at my actions, it was too late to go back now, both of us unquestionably lost in each other.

He then pushed me to lay down on the bed staying on top of me. His warmth was like ecstasy, making me want to pull him even closer although there wasn’t any distance between our bodies. I parted my lips allowing him to push his tongue inside my mouth, running my fingers through his exposed chest and abs remembering every detail of his perfect body. He was already hard and I could feel his huge bulge on my lower abdomen, making me rock my hips against his erection. He parted our lips and growled, rolling his eyes to the back of his head, I continued to rock my hips and Jisung pulled my hair and sucked the icy skin of my neck, making me moan. His big hands ran through my body removing the thin summer dress, the only piece of clothing I had on. ‘’Dirty angel, you were already planning this weren’t you?’’ His deep voice whispered in my ear making goosebumps run through my body, his effect on me clouding my mind and blocking any coherent words to come out my mouth.

Changing our positions, I suddenly was on top of him tugging his shorts down. His member sprang free hitting his stomach, almost as hard as my stone skin. Admiring his god-like figure for a while, my tongue circled his leaking cock causing low growls to come out of his throat and a tingly sensation between my thighs. Swallowing him whole, I could feel his veins pumping on my mouth, making me salivate and my canines pop up, scratching his delicate skin, grasping his thighs I stopped myself from going further. ‘’Did I hurt you?’’ Jisung opened his dazed eyes to look at me ‘’No, I liked it. You are perfect’’. He then pushed himself in a sitting position, his back leaning against the headboard, ‘’Ride me, please’’ biting back a groan, I moved to sit on top of him. The tip of his cock under my throbbing core, I rolled my hips gently stroking him and Jisung let soft whimpers escape his lips. Adjusting myself I sank down, feeling him hot and hard inside of me, I grabbed the headboard, my knuckles turning even whiter while I held the impulse of smashing my teeth in his perfect neck. Allowing myself to slowly start moving, Jisung put his strong arms around my waist to pull me up and down in a steady rhythm. With his face just inches away from my breasts he circled one of my hard nipples with his warm tongue while massaging the other, making my walls tighten around him. He moved his hands away from my cleavage, grabbing my ass and squeezing it hard. I kissed him ferociously, moaning into his mouth, both of us out of breath but still not wanting to let go. Not able to maintain my hands away from him any longer I held his muscled shoulders and bounced harder, my forehead resting in the crook of his neck. His scent was the strongest there, luring me in. ‘’You can bite me if you want,’’ Jisung whispered in my ear, kissing my earlobe ‘’ I know you won’t kill me’’. Letting pleasure cloud my vision, I licked his collarbone and gently sucked the thin skin, marking him. ‘’Your mine’’ I breathed into his neck, and my teeth grazed his pulsing carotid, Jisung gasped and I sank my teeth in him. A rush of euphoria hit me as soon as I felt his blood on my tongue and I swayed my hips harder against him, my walls even tighter around his member. Jisung moaned loudly then and jerked his head back, instigating me to continue. I reached for his hand and moved it towards my clit, the combination of his taste in my mouth and his touch on my core bringing me closer to my release. I let go of his neck and kissed him, making him taste his own blood as I creamed his length. Removing himself from me, Jisung put me down on the bed on my stomach. Grabbing my hips, he pulled my ass up and entered me without warning, the lingering pleasure of my release making me grab his pillow to cover my mouth and conceal my loud sobs. His thrusts getting faster and sloppier while he chased his own high and filled me with his hot fluid, he laid us both back on the bed still inside me and kissed my cold forehead. I touched his cheek, caressing it softly and moved down to where I had marked him in his neck, Jisung winced. ‘’I’m so sorry’’ I said, my voice cracking ‘’this is why I was so scared to be with you again’’ , he put his thumb on my lips ‘’Shhh, i’m okay, this was nothing’’ he assured me brushing his lips to mine ‘’please stay with me’’. I knew he didn’t mean only for this night but I agreed anyway. As I ran my fingers softly through his hair his eyelids grew heavier, I could see him fighting sleep not wanting to miss a single second of this moment. Eventually his breath assumed a stable rhythm and his hands, resting on my waist, went limp.

part 2

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