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Okay so horny thought: How would Adrian react to finding out his partner is a virgin and has never had an orgasm? Would it turn him on or would he be more put off by it?

yo whaddup bitches it's me back by unpopular demand it's hc time (once again this turned out a lot longer than expected)

warnings: piv sex, oral sex, virginity loss

you're crazy if you think that horny bastard would be put off by this 💀

we know from the show that Adrian didn't hit puberty until his mid-twenties, so I'm gonna go ahead and assume that he didn't lose his virginity until around that time. so you tell him that you're a virgin? eh, whatever. he was a virgin a few years ago, too.

I think he would probably ask a few questions. he wouldn't want to be offensive but he'd probably ask how come you're a virgin but he wouldn't necessarily care about your response, whether it was because you weren't particularly interested in sex or you were waiting for the right person or WHATEVER he'd just shrug his shoulders and be like oh cool. i think he'd be curious about the orgasm thing and he'd definitely ask how you've never had an orgasm before (I just know this boy was getting horny and beating his meat over e v e r y t h i n g) but like if you just explained your reasons he literally wouldn't care.

NOW. if you were dating and you mentioned that you would be interested in having sex with him that would be an instant hard on. like literally he would be going absolutely feral inside.

i hc adrian as the possessive and jealous type, so I just know that he'd lose his mind about the fact that out of everyone you trust him. you want him to take your virginity. you want him to be the one to make you feel good. you want him to be the one to bring you to orgasm for the first time. it would definitely be a huge ego and confidence boost for adrian. he would never be able to stop thinking about the fact that you just want him, and no one else. he literally doesn't care about the whole "ViRgInS aRe TiGhTeR" bullshit or anything like that, he just wants to make you feel good and to show you that he cares about you in an intimate way.

I think that ideally, he would love to make your first time really romantic, but it'd probably just happen in the spur of the moment. the two of you are probably making out on the couch and you feel him dry humping you (because he's feral ok), rolling his hips against you and you don't mind it because you can feel his cock straining through his jeans and it's sending you dizzy already. he wouldn't mean to do it, and once he notices he'd probably become incredibly embarrassed and start apologising profusely. he'd look so cute with flushed cheeks and parted lips all flustered as he apologised. his jaw would probably drop to the floor when you tell him that you don't, and that you want to have sex with him ("huh? you wanna do it now? fuck. I had a really good plan. it was gonna be so romantic." "are you telling me that you dont wanna have sex with me right now?" "....i never said that")

he would definitely ask thousands of questions ("are you sure? you really wanna do it with me? are you on birth control?") It would be a mix between wanting to go fucking feral and pure panic because he's probably never taken anyone's virginity before and he cares about you and wouldn't want to hurt you.

once he's sure that you're sure, he'd insist on moving to the bedroom because you're worth more to him than fucking on the couch (that could come later)

honestly I think he would be more nervous than you?? I dont think he'd voice his nerves to you, but I think it would be obvious from his body language and how tense he becomes once he has you laid on his bed and he crawls on top of you. you'd probably have to remind him that youre okay, you want this, that he could never hurt you, that you chose him to give yourself to. this would definitely spur him on and make him feel less anxious (honestly it would be like dirty talk to his possessive ass)

he would take his sweet time figuring out what makes you feel good. he'd kiss you, slip his tongue into your mouth, just to hear you moan against his lips. then he'd direct his attention to your neck, peppering kisses along the soft skin, licking and sucking against the soft skin whenever he hears you let out a quiet gasp or a whine. if you tangled your hands in his hair I fear he wouldn't be able to pull himself away. he'd probably accidentally but not really accidentally leave a lovebite, he can't help it, you sound so good when you're whimpering underneath him.

he'd want to get you out of your clothes so fast. he thinks you're beautiful but fuck he would love to see how beautiful you are without clothes on. he would be super sneaky about it too. if you're insecure about your body he'll be sure to fix that. he would kiss literally every part of your body because fuck you're the prettiest thing he's ever seen and he's so lucky that you want to give yourself to him and that he's the only person who's ever seen you like this and he wants it to stay that way forever. he'd be mumbling praises, telling you how lucky he is and how beautiful you are and how he's so happy that you chose him. he would literally worship your body.

youve never had an orgasm? well strap in because adrian is about to change that.

adrian is the king of oral sex, do not question this. he loves to talk, he's always running his fuckin mouth, so why not put it to good use during sex? I think he'd definitely want to give you your first orgasm with his mouth (fingers would feel too impersonal to him) He would work his way down your body, trailing his lips down your chest, stomach, hips, until he gets to your thighs. he'd gently kiss your thighs, nuzzling his nose against your soft skin, slowly inching his way to your cunt. he would ask if you were okay and if you were okay with him going down on you before </3. he'd start slow, kitten licking at your clit, before pressing his tongue down flat against your folds. he'd try out different things, flicking his tongue, moving his tongue in different motions / directions, sucking gently at your clit just to see what feels good, to see what has you arching your back and gripping at his curly hair.

he'd pop his head up every so often just to ask if you were okay (and he'd look so cute, doe eyed, flushed cheeks, his mouth glistening with your slick) and it would take everything in you to give him a small smile and a nod and not just shove his head back down between your legs because he's making you feel so, so good and his face looks so good between your legs. when you start writhing under him, gripping his hair and panting out his name I think that's when he would start going f e r a l. his tongue would attack your clit and he'd be grunting and groaning and moaning against you because he loves eating you out and he belongs between your legs and he wants nothing more than to feel you cum on his tongue. if you look down you'd probably see him humping the bed, desperate for any kind of friction against his rock hard cock.

when you cum on his tongue, panting and moaning his name and bucking your hips up, it would take literally everything in him to pull away (you'd probably have to drag him away by his hair). If it was up to him, he'd want to keep his face right there and push you over the edge multiple times (something about making up for all of the years you'd missed out on orgasms) but he'd have to remind himself that he'd just given you your first orgasm and that he shouldn't overstimulate you (that could be saved for later) but fuck you taste so good and you sound so heavenly when you moan his name like that and he decides that making you cum is his favourite thing

any suggestion of you returning the favour would be shut down so fucking fast he just wants you to feel good without the pressure of being expected to do anything in return.

when it comes to the actual penetration I think he would prefer to do it in missionary (just for the first time) because I don't know that feels more personal and intimate to him?? he'd prefer to make you feel comfortable so missionary is the first suggestion, though if that's uncomfortable for you in any way then he'd he so happy to switch positions he doesn't care he just wants you to be comfortable and feel good.

he'd probably spend like half an hour frantically searching for a condom, because even though you might be on birth control he doesn't want any accidents and it's probably too early on for him to cum inside you anyway

the nerves would really hit just before he pushes his cock into you. he'd panic about hurting you or making you uncomfortable and he'd ask you if you're sure at least ten times and when you tell him that you're ready and that you want him to take you he'd push his cock inside of you agonisingly slowly. he'd stop every time you gasp or whimper or adjust yourself under him just to ask if you're okay and it's cute and endearing but you just want him to get it over with. if it hurts he'd definitely press his lips to yours or lick and suck at your neck or even make a few shitty jokes just to distract you from the pain (".....so, do you cum here often?")

once he bottoms out inside of you he would literally have to stop himself from going feral because holy shit you feel so good and he's the only one you've ever wanted to do this with and that thought alone is enough to send him fucking insane!!! he's so lucky!!! he'd fuck you slowly at first, keeping an eye on your facial breathing and your facial expressions and your movements, checking what feels good for you. he'd be constantly asking if you're ok and if what he's doing is good. you'd have your head lolled on the pillow, your hand in his hair, telling him how good he's making you feel, his cock stretching you in the most painfully delicious pleasure. he would go wild if you asked him to go faster. he wouldnt go completely feral (there would be no rough gripping at your hips or slapping his hips against yours because he still wants to be gentle) but he would definitely have you gasping and clawing at his back and moaning his name, his face buried in your neck, nipping and sucking at the soft skin as he ruts his hips into you.

he'd definitely praise you so much. he'd tell you how pretty you are and how well you're taking him and that you're being so good for him and that he loves hearing you moan and whimper and gasp his name. he'd also want you to affirm this too!!! when he asks "you're being so good for me, aren't you?" then he'd like an answer!!! just so he knows that you know how well you're doing.

honestly,, I don't think he'd last very long. between his thoughts racing about being the only one to see you and take you like this, just being inside of you and his name tumbling from your lips in broken gasps he'd be cumming within minutes with a guttural moan, his hips stilling, cock twitching inside of you (If you're tired out then this is ideal but if you want more then honestly he would be ready for round two in MINUTES he's the resident horny bastard™️ what do you expect). either way he'd apologise so much and he's so fucking cute about it and you wouldn't be able to stop yourself from grabbing his face and smooshing your lips against his to shut him up

AFTERCARE SO MUCH AFTERCARE!! he'd treat you so fucking good literally like royalty. he'd just be so grateful that you gave yourself to him. he'd clean you up and give you one of his shirts and run you a hot bath (he'd probably scoop you up in his arms and carry you to the bathroom too) he'd wash your hair and your body and order food for you and do EVERYTHING for you :,) he'd also ask if you were okay every three seconds and he would joke around and ask if you had any feedback for future reference (it's not actually a joke though please give him any feedback positive or negative anonymously submit it to his Google form)

basically he would be a sweetheart™️ about it and I am in love with him ok thanks bye

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You Really Gotta Get Better At Lying

Adrian Chase/Vigilante x Reader

Featuring platonic!Peacemaker, Goff, and the rest of the 11th Street Kids

Adrian Chase Masterlist

Prompt: You’re a civilian with a superhero boyfriend. It was working out pretty well for you both until one day when you’re hanging out in his best friend’s trailer and you get stuck in the crossfire. This is based on episode 6.

Warnings: Mentions of guns, Cannon compliment jokes, language, and violence, joking references to m-preg and daddy kinks (this is Adrian and Chris we’re talking about and it’s based on the butterfly interrogation scene lol), Angst with a happy ending

A/N: Hey Guys! Cannot believe this is my first full fic I’ve been able to finish since last August…11 months! This year has been pretty nuts for me, but I miss my man :)))) ❤️🧜‍♂️❤️ (Also the part in italics is a flashback if that’s not clear.)

“Come in Adrian!” You heard a voice coming from the trailer as your boyfriend knocked.

“How did you know it was me?” Adrian asked.

“You knock in a very annoying way. Hi, (Y/N).” Chris said as you walked into his place.

“I’m sorry.” You placed a hand on Adrian’s shoulder.

“Well I think it it’s cute.” You smiled at him. He smiled down at you, breaking into an infectious smile. Your own smile only grew. “Hi, Chris.” You said turning to look at Peacemaker. Today was your day off and Adrian wanted to get wasted at the trailer. Despite not always getting along, you were pretty good friends with Chris so you loved going to his place with Adrian to hang out. When you got there he was in his super suit. This was no surprise to you. Adrian had brought his as well. Usually a day at Chris’ meant at least an hour would be spent doing target practice or what you liked to call watching your two favorite idiots fuck around.

You had learned about Vigilante not too long into dating Adrian. It wasn’t hard to figure out. You loved him, but he was an awful liar. One slip up lead to another and suddenly it was 3am and Vigilante was knocking on your door. You’d had a nightmare and called Adrian because you knew he was a night owl. You woke up hyperventilating and sweating, too scared to go back to sleep. You just wanted to hear his voice, but you weren’t gonna complain when he said he couldn’t sleep either and was on a late night walk by your apartment. You didn’t question how weird that sounded, you just wanted to be with him so you said he could come over. What you didn’t know was that he was actually on patrol on your side of town. He meant to change, before reaching your door, but somehow he was in such a hurry to get to you he just forgot. He didn’t realize when you screamed upon opening the door, already shaken up from your nightmare and now confused as to why the news’ least favorite costumed crime fighter was at your apartment. He screamed back at you.

“What are you screaming about?!” Vigilante asked.

“What am I screaming about?! What are you screaming about?!”

“Okay! Stop screaming! I am really confused right now!”

The more you thought about it the more you realized you knew that voice.

“…Adrian…”

“Of course it’s me! I know it’s late and it’s dark, but is it that hard to recognize me? I think you might need to check your eyes again, Bug-a-boo.”

One of those silly nicknames you loved. It was Adrian.

“…mask…”

You saw his eyes go wide behind the tinted red visor. His gloved hands went up to touch his face. He’d forgotten.

“Oh shit…” He said under his breath. “I- I don’t know who Adrian is…who’s that? I’m sorry I scared you, innocent civilian. I was just out doing my patrol duties and I-“

“Adrian…” You started to tear up.

“I told you I’m not Adrian. I’m Vigilante. Common mistake. Both names sound like super similar actually-“

“Adrian…” You cut him off again, bursting into tears, hugging him. He sighs.

“You’re okay, (Y/N). I’m here. Everything’s okay.”

You stared at a jar on Chris’ table. It had some sort of bug in it. It was a species you’d never seen before.

“What’s that?” You asked.

“You kept Goff?” Adrian questioned.

“Is that like the name of the bug or did you guys name it?” You keep staring, confused. It almost seems to stare back at you.

“That’s his name. We found him in a shitty politician.” Adrian answered. In him…? You didn’t want to know so you decided not to press as the boys continued to argue about keeping Goff as a dangerous pet.

“Why is he dangerous? Is he invasive?” You questioned.

“You could say that!” Adrian joked.

“Where is it from?”

“I don’t know, but I don’t think they came from our solar system. I feel like NASA would have figured that out by now, but I wouldn’t be surprised if they were fucking lying to us.” Chris said on the verge of telling another conspiracy theory.

“What…?” You finally broke your gaze from Goff.

“Don’t even fucking get me started on the moon landing and-“

“No, I mean this- this is an alien?” You cut off Chris. You turn to Adrian. “You’re fighting aliens?!”

“Yeah! How cool is that?!” His face lit up.

“So fucking cool!” You started nerding out with your boyfriend until your attention was drawn to Goff who was drawing a peace sign on the jar in some sort of weird goo. The three of you, after taking about a minute to freak out, sat on the couch to investigate. You sat in between Chris and Adrian. You were hoping this would keep them from arguing, but it did nothing of the sort. Before you knew it your head was resting on the back of the couch as the two guys argued above you. “Will you guys just kiss and make up already?! Jesus! Get a room! Chris you gotta have more patients and at least try to see his point of view. Adrian, baby, we have to ask yes or no questions because Goff can’t speak to us verbally and we don’t have an alphabet for him to spell things out with.”

“What if we got like an ouija board and just let him move the little triangle thing around?” Adrian wondered.

“I think that’s a great idea, but we don’t have one right now, so just while we’re limited on time we gotta keep it to yes or no questions, alright? Think of it like that pendulum thing I showed you. It can only swing so many ways like how Goff can only tap so many times.” Adrian finally seemed to understand. One of your favorite things to do together was info dump about your interests. Not too long ago you’d had a really big hyperfixation on ghosts, which is probably where he’d gotten the idea for the ouija board in the first place. It wasn’t that he was stupid, he was often just running a marathon in his head to find different solutions to the problems everyone else had already given up on. While he was trying to figure out a solution, everybody thought he was an idiot for even trying. That was one of the many reasons you and Adrian worked so well together. You both understood how the other person’s brain worked.

“Okay. Goff, are you here to put babies in us like in alien?”

Two taps: No.

Adrian sighs.

“Dude, you’re upset about that?” Chris asks.

“Well how else am I gonna experience motherhood?” Your boyfriend asked sadly. You rested your hand on his knee.

“I’m sorry, baby. But you know what? Maybe one day you can be a really incredible dad to our kids.” You blushed.

“You think I’d be an incredible dad?” He asked in awe.

“I think you’d be the most incredible dad.” You kiss him as Chris gags.

“Now it’s my turn to say get a room and not one in my trailer. I don’t want you guys fucking roleplaying your daddy m-preg shit in my bathroom.” Chris rolled his eyes.

“Oh my god that is not what I meant! Please can we just get back to the alien bug sitting on your coffee table?!” You exclaimed.

One tap: Yes.

“See! Even Goff agrees you’re being ridiculous!” You tell him.

“I am not!” Chris started to argue like a toddler.

Two taps: No.

“You’re acting like a toddler.”

One tap: Yes.

“Woah! It’s like Goff’s on (Y/N)’s side.” You smiled at Adrian’s amusement.

One Tap: Yes.

“You are not helping me here.” Chris whispered in a harsh tone to the jar.

One Tap: Yes.

You laughed. “Goff, do you wanna be friends?”

One Tap: Yes.

As you and Adrian continued to argue with Chris, much to Goff’s amusement, Adrian’s phone started to ring.

“Who is this…Vigilante? I- I don’t know that person. That’s um- is that even a name? I’m- sounds Italian and I’m- I’m- I’m American, so I can’t even-“ Chris ripped the phone from his hand and you gave him a sympathetic look.

“Babe, you really gotta get better at lying.”

“I’m great at lying!” You gave him a smile.

“Okay, honey.”

“I am!”

“A month after we started dating you showed up at my door fully suited up, completely forgetting to change after patrol.”

“That’s because I wanted to. It was my way of telling you.” He was obviously lying again

“Okay, honey.” You smiled as Chris shushed you. He was panicked, far more panicked than usual.

“What’s happening?” You questioned, starting to get nervous.

“The entire police force of Evergreen is outside right now. This place is fucking crawling with cops.” Chris whispered, opening his sunroof.

“Are we gonna fucking crawl up there?!” You whisper yelled, trying to keep your voice down. You were a civilian and despite hanging around superheroes you had never been in on the action yourself.

Adrian grabbed your hand. “It’s gonna be okay.” He tried to give you reassurance, despite not quite knowing what they were up against. “I need you to promise me you’ll stick by me, okay?” You stared at the roof in fear. “(Y/N), I need you to promise me.” Adrian looked at you desperately searching for an agreement.

“O-okay” You stuttered, your mind barley able to process what was happening. Chris climbs through helping pull you up as Adrian lifts you through the hole. You were so scared you didn’t even really notice Adrian had Goff tied to him with duct tape. Chris started climbing in a nearby tree. Adrian pushed you towards it. You shook your head at him, giving him a face that said ‘There is no way in hell I’m doing this’.

“I’m not gonna let you fall.” He promised. So much for that. Not long into climbing Adrian himself fell out of the tree. Usually you would find his clumsiness cute, but now was not the time. Chris put his free hand over your mouth to stop you from screaming.

“Oh fuck…I’m okay…” He said, a little out of it, just having at the wind knocked out of him. Of fuck. Goff. This is when you fully process the glass jar taped to Adrian’s back…the broken glass jar. Chris quickly helps you get down. You run to Adrian.

“Are you okay?!”

“I’m okay, I promise.” Adrian reassures you.

“DON’T MOVE!” The police detective yelled, pointing her gun at you. Adrian rested one hand on his hip, close to his knife and the other on your back so he could push you underneath him in a second if bullets started flying. You were terrified. You didn’t even notice Goff flying towards the woman until he started to fly into her mouth. Now you knew what Adrian meant by in the senator. Blood started pouring out of her mouth.

“What the fuck?!” You yelled in shock as Chris and Adrian started pulling you up from the ground. Everything was happening too fast. Suddenly you were running through the woods. Bullets were flying. Knives were being thrown.

“At worst, he’s paralyzed!” Adrian’s voice barley broke through to your clouded mind. You could see a clearing up ahead. Just get to the clearing. You can do it. Just get to the clearing. You saw Chris stop in front of you. He had a gun pointed directly at him. Then another. You and Adrian stop behind Chris. You’re surrounded. Adrian keeps you close. Then one of them falls to the ground. You grab onto Adrian’s back, not wanting to limit the movement of his arms. He reaches behind himself to put a hand on you. You turned to see another policeman had shot the guy who was pointing a gun at you.

“What the fuck?!” You yelled, trying to keep your panic down.

“Do you wanna ask stupid questions or do you wanna live?” He asked you as you hid behind Adrian again.

Chris and Adrian pulled you away from the scene as the man shot the defenseless low level cops on the ground. He mocked their cries as he shot them. Chris and Adrian brought you to a car the man had told you about. A getaway car that was waiting for you just down the road at the edge of the woods. Adrian shoved you into the car. You sat in the back seat with him as he continued to argue with Chris, even throwing his phone out the window at one point. He kept an arm around your shaking body. Eagly was squawking in the passenger seat. It was all too much.

“SHUT UP! BOTH OF YOU PLEASE.” You started to cry. “I LOVE YOU BOTH, BUT PLEASE! FUCK!”

Adrian placed a kiss to your forehead gently starting to rub your arm. “I’m sorry.”

“No, it’s not you. Usually I wouldn’t care, but what the fuck is happening?! Is the detective fucking dead?! Like is that what they do?! Just like fucking drill into your skull through your mouth and play Ratatouille?!”

“They can go through your butt too…” Adrian said quietly.

“Oh great! So glad! That must be so much more pleasant!” Adrian went to open his mouth, but you knew what he was gonna say. “Yes, I’m being sarcastic!”

“Okay. Thank you for specifying. Let’s just breathe. Can you do that? Can you breathe with me?” Adrian asks, starting to exaggerate his breathing for you to follow. He knew you were starting to get worked up. You always got upset when you were confused, but this was an entirely new level with an added sense of extreme terror and danger. You try to follow his breathing. “In and out. Good job.”

“Forget about the aliens I wanna know what the fuck was up with that one cop!” Chris questions from the driver’s seat, now done using Adrian’s phone to call headquarters.

“You mean you didn’t fucking know that guy?!” You question.

“No! Why would I just know a crazy fucker at the police station?!” Chris yells.

“I don’t know! Maybe the fact that he gave you a car?! You know some pretty weird fucking people! I’ve never met King Shark!” You scream, letting out a sigh, leaning further into Adrian’s touch as he kisses your forehead again, still trying to calm you.

The rest of your short drive to headquarters was mostly spent in silence. You had never been there, but you knew where it was. You were the only person Adrian told everything to. You walked into headquarters quickly, not wanting to be seen stashing the getaway car.

“What the fuck just happened?!” Chris yelled bursting into headaquarters.

“Who’s the civilian? I don’t think I have to remind you of the privacy of this mission.” A man who seemed to be in charge asked as you tried to make yourself small feeling scared and embarrassed. You think you remember Adrian saying his name was Murn.

“They’re my partner.” Adrian told the team.

“You have a partner?” The man who was absolutely John Economos asked. He was even taller than you imagined.

“I told you I had a partner. You knew about them.”

“Yeah, but I didn’t think they were real.” John laughed at his own joke.

“Um…hi. Sorry. Very real partner over here, what the fuck is happening?!” You interrupted. They all exchanged a series of looks you couldn’t read before one of them spoke up.

“Hi my name’s Leota. Why don’t we go talk in the other room for a bit?” You didn’t answer her, you just squeezed Adrian’s hand, not wanting to be separated from him.

“It’s okay. You can go. I’ll just be a few minutes. I promise you can trust her. Eagly does!” Adrian smiled at you.

“I guess he’s pretty good judge of character.” You joked, giving Adrian a smile.

“It’s okay. We’re safe here. Here, take this.” He reached for the back of his chair and grabbed a sweater he’d accidentally left there. He wrapped it around you. He knew how much you loved to wear his clothes. You were happy to be surrounded by his smell. You sighed, calming a little bit. “I won’t be long and I’m not gonna leave the building. I promise.” You nodded, reluctantly following Leota.

“Harcourt you handle this. Peacemaker, Economos in my office now.” You heard as you walked up the stairs. As Leota was answering some of your questions Harcourt and Adrian were downstairs having a very difficult conversation.

“You don’t look so happy. I thought you loved violence. I thought you said it was awesome.” Harcourt started, her voice thick with sarcasm. Adrian missed it yet again.

“Not when they’re involved.”

“Well maybe you shouldn’t have involved them then.”

“I didn’t mean to! I’m not normal. I know and usually I don’t care, but they are the only thing in my life that makes me feel normal- the only part of my life that feels normal. Even…even when I’m just Adrian Chase, the busboy at fennel fields, everybody acts like I’m a fucking freak or some big burden. But not them. They let me be myself. They like me! They’re separate from all of this. I should be allowed to have this one thing.”

Harcourt’s face softened. “You should be and I’m sorry…but that’s not how this life works. I know you want to keep them safe. It’s only gonna get more dangerous from here. You know what you have to do, right?”

“I’m not doing it.”

“Look…” Harcourt paused taking a deep breath. “Adrian…I’m sorry. Doing what we do- it isn’t easy.” She used his real name. He thinks this might even been the first time she’s really called him anything other than Vigilante, psycho, or dumb shit.

While they were talking downstairs you were upstairs asking all sorts of questions to Leota about the butterflies. She was answering as much as she could until Adrian knocked on the door. “Can I have a minute alone with (Y/N)?” He asked.

“Of course. Let me know if either of you need anything.” She smiled at you on the way out.

“She’s nice. I’m sorry I freaked out earlier. I think I finally have a handle on everything now.” You smiled at him, but he wasn’t looking at you. His eyes were glued to the ground. “Ade, what’s wrong?” You asked.

“I’m breaking up with you…”

“Yeah haha very funny. Now, what actually happened downstairs?” He stayed silent. “You’re serious? Adrian, you’re not breaking up with me.”

“Yeah I am actually.”

“Why?”

“Because I don’t want to date you anymore.”

“That’s not true. You’re an awful fucking liar, so look at me and tell me why you’re breaking up with me.”

“I already told you why.” He was starting to get choked up.

“Adrian, I love you.”

“I love you too-“

“Then don’t break up with me!” You cut him off.

“I have to!”

“Why?!”

“I need to keep you safe!” He raised his voice at you. He’d never raised his voice at you like that before. You started crying.

“Why don’t I get a choice?! What about what I want?! Shouldn’t it be my choice?! Adrian, I don’t give a fuck if it’s dangerous! Before I met you my life was awful! I was a freak! You are the only person who makes me feel like I can be my fucking self! You are the only person I don’t feel like a fucking inconvince around! The only one who understands me! Why can’t we just have this one fucking thing?!” You yelled.

He laughs through the few tears that had just started falling down his cheeks. “That’s what I said.” He sighs, sitting on the couch, wrapping you in his arms. “I’m sorry.“

“Please don’t leave me. You’re my entire world.”

“I may be your world, but you’re my sun, I live for you- because of you. There would be nothing without you. Nothing.” He kisses you on the forehead.

“So, don’t break up with me.” You were pleading quietly through your tears at this point.

“I’m sorry. I don’t wanna say I was eavesdropping, but I was totally eavesdropping. If you’re worried about them being safe I think I can help.” Leota entered the doorway again.

“How?” Adrian asked.

“Well, I have my wife set up in a safe house right now while things are a little extra sticky. Sometimes things get lonely. I bet she’d love a new roommate.”

“Adebayo, are you serious right now?”

“Very serious, Adrian.” She smiled.

“Oh my god I could kiss you.”

She laughs at his comment. “Don’t kiss me. I’m married. Go kiss your partner who you’re not breaking up with and don’t tell Harcourt about this.”

“I won’t.” He smiles.

“Okay, now I think you should really take her advice and kiss me.” You smile up at him, kissing him.

“Okay, lovebirds. I’m gonna go distract buzzkill 1 and buzzkill 2 downstairs. I’ll let you know if you’re needed.” She smiles, leaving you to alone.

“I can’t believe you almost broke up with me.”

“Yeah that would have been stupid.”

“Really stupid.” You added, both laughing. “I love you more than anything.”

“I love you too more than anything.” He said. You both smiled, kissing. You snuggled deeper into him and started a discussion about the logistics of how you would navigate this new adventure.

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