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Thoughts on the ending?

still feels a little raw but, it, uh..

for me, my relationship with the show has been really wishy-washy since gabe died again. (i know, i know) but i’ve known what the original ending was supposed to be for several months, and even without that knowledge i think i’d feel like i’d sorta been walked out on

it had some good points. dean died on a rusty piece of rebar (which, i too thought it was a nail, a nail made more sense--i digress) and it made me Actually Cry, but the rest was spent with baited breath really waiting for...anything to happen

mostly, this felt more like a season finale cliffhanger than most of their others. so many open ends. who all got thanos’d? who all got brought back? did this have an impact? where are those last like 5 sad remaining angels? did chuck just fuck off after he became human?  who was the blurry woman? does anyone remember that antichrist kid? was he freaked out during this? who leaves a mid-back height piece of sharp rebar sticking out of a support beam? did sam’s kid have a middle name, and was it Cas or something? is rowena just queen of hell forever now? what happened to COUNTLESS HEAPS of destroyed universes? would sam really not get ANY OTHER tattoos, like not even to look more normal at the pool or beach? DID HE GET A JOB??? while jack was down there did he get anyone else out? are angels still relevant? do the juggalos realize they even killed a winchester? surely there’s more of them? how does sam make a whole life for himself as a middle-aged man when he’s literally a criminal in multiple countries? would the feds not catch up or did jack make him immune, making their whole not-controlled-by-god-thing kind of moot? if heaven is free-range chicken coop for humans, what if someone starts to try some shit? does jack just...throw them somewhere else????

EDIT: yooo i thought since rachel had said something it was a little more known about, but they were flying a TOOOON of the actors out to film for the finale. i don’t know how much else has been said, and i’m not under any specific NDAs, mostly just trust. i work on a lot of projects, and sometimes cast travel can affect timelines, so it’s usually just relevant to meetings

#askbutt #spn finale #spn spoilers #spns15 #spn #being careful with these tags #but they really shot themselves in the foot #so i suppose none of my questions will be answered #i'm sorta just like 'oh. i--well alright then' about it #i'm known for rewriting most of i anyway i'll figure something out #meadow-melody

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spn 15x20 | series finale

my first comics were about cas,

it’s really only fitting my last one is

poor guy is going to be self-conscious about his confession for the rest of eternity

#my art #spn #carry on #spn spoilers #castiel #jack kline #you guys i actually bawled and i did not expect to #like a 10 minute final death scene was a lot #however i absolutely could not with sam's old man wigs

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my ABSOLUTE FAVORITE pieces from 2019. i’ve always always always wanted my digital work to look more like oil paint, which is funny seeing as i’ve never used it before

per usual, the best awful boys: king chuck and sir gabriel

#my art #spn #god'n'gabe #gabriel #chuck #see!! the medieval one is cooler #i just like cool armor and shit more

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i’ve had a bunch of different g’n’g AUs rumbling around in the brain, and this was as far as the old western one went, 

but still

#scout's art #spn #god'n'gabe #gabriel #chuck #the medieval one that also went nowhere was admittedly cooler

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Heya!! Just wondering, are going to be going to any cons when they start doing them again? I always loved seeing your booth!! (If not it’s okay, times are hard and you have no obligations at all 🥰🥰)

THAT’S ANOTHER BIG GOAL!!

you have ANY IDEA how much i miss cons!? they were ALL of my interactions. i think since cons stopped, i’ve gotten enough hugs to count on one hand. because zerbe has asked me if she could

so i’m gonna be back as soon as i know it’s safe u hear

#askbutt #i'm so grateful and relieved that my home and family are also my friends #otherwise this would have been even less fun of a year!! #im-dumb-im-a-lesbian

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When is your Etsy shop opening again? You can take all the time you need, I'm just curious

currently no plans to revive the etsy shop right now. which does suck. i haven’t had it open in....YEARS now, which sucks even more. but once i moved i lost access to a post office, which meant i lost access to the income used to keep the shop alive, etc.

i would like to offer PDFs of God’n’Gabe/Swaingels at some point in the future. i know this would also help those with disabilities read them when they want! so that’s the current goal.

#askbutt #lovely name by the way #but thanks for the interest! #i'm basically 24/7 on-call freelancing for the time being #gay-trash56

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spn 15x19

look, i’ll be completely honest,

i have no idea what happened the entire time i watched this episode

#my art #spns15 #spn #castiel #the empty #well that escalated and de-escalated and then escalated and then de-escalated (x100) quickly #the only thing i really vibed with was the 'buy scout cookies' sign #like hell yeah buy me cookies shit damn i'll take it

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2012 --> 2020

redrew my very first drawing of cas! or i guess more paying homage to it. in any case, i got a lot better at blending

#my art #spn #castiel #i love every interpretation of him in hell tho #gettin his bf's ass #good for him

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spn 15x18

AND WITH THAT you’re all now up-to-date with this year’s comics! this was made post-love confession, and all i can do is put on a brave face and hope the empty is just as invested in this ship as almost everyone else ever

#my art #spns15 #spn #destiel #castiel #the empty #i'll start posting backed-up art intermittently as well! and try to catch up on asks #imagine if i'd left anon on #i'd just live here

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spn 5x17

no matter what happens, chuck’s dumb ass will always be one of my favorite characters

but amara not trying to kick the shit out of him constantly truly shocked me

#my art #spn #spns15 #chuck shurley #amara #i numbered things wrong! i was ahead an ep in my numbering #i just took a shot in the dark when i named the files so they're all labeled wrong eps #but anyway chuck absorbed amara so that's a thing i guess

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spn 5x16

to the surprise of no one john winchester is still father of the year!!

#my art #spns15 #john winchester #sam winchester #dean winchester #i accidentally drew the impala with a flat tire #just ignore that #but i mean also probably it did

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spn 15x15

this episode’s comic ended up being surprisingly relevant to current episode events

#my art #spn #spns15 #dean winchester #castiel #i missed drawing this two doofuses

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spn 15x14

i went back to my old comic style once spn returned for its final episodes! you could tell my handwriting was suffering so i returned to the comfort zone!

anyway,

DOES CAS KNOW DEAN BAKED A CAKE FOR JACK? DOES HE? IS HE AWARE OF THIS?

#my art #spn #spns15 #castiel #jack kline #in my headcanon jack either spells cas's name cas #or cas is named something like Dad C #but that would mean dean is Dad D #that's a little weird

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spn 15x13

looks like i skipped comics around this episode but felt heavily inclined to believe that dean would not immediately believe his car had been swiped from under his nose by a dean from a different universe, but rather something else had

#spn #spns15 #dean winchester #sam winchester #(s) #you could tell that other dean was probably a lil freaky #but like fancy too

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spn 15x11

this is all i’ll post today as to not overload, figured i’d end it on an incorrectly spelled note

#my art #spn #spns15 #castiel #everyone thinks cas's love confession meant he couldn't have dean #when really he just can never have his named spelled right #truly the one thing he can't have

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spn 15x10

chuck being the final major big bad is still the funniest thing, because at the end of the day, he’s truly just an idiot that happened to make the universe

#my art #spn #spns15 #chuck shurley #[spins the wheel and gets 'trip twice' 2 times in a row] nicce

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spn 15x9

there’s no way they didn’t rehearse their scary vampire faces. there just isn’t

#my art #spns15 #spn #sam winchester #dean winchester #chuck shurley #i know this because my sister and i would do the same thing