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How do we go back to sharing memes after this?

#jay #quote #yeah last night was ROUGH #we did ok #but i think this has been a pretty fundamental shift #I've not seen him so frazzled #he paces #personal #i don't know how to process this #i feel nothing but also tears leak out at all these random and inconvenient moments

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In today's adventures in home ownership, I have completely shattered the glass door of my oven.

All I wanted to do was finally cook dinner at 9:45pm and I can still hear it cracking.

#sigh #I'm so tired i just burst into tears

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could you stop being so kissable, it’s kind of ruining my life

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Casually spectacular sunsets

15/4/24

My world's on fire, how about yours?

#sunset #currently

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things that make your heart explode

Jay told me he loved me last night.

I asked Paul for a lift to a thing abit of a drive away next weekend and he was like 'yeah of course, it's only a bit out of the way but also it's you' like it ain't no thing.

#friends #love #paul #jay #after a number of months he's saying he loves me again #and i can't help but feel happy about that #and I so don't like being an inconvenience but Paul just being happy to take me because yeah it's me and friendship #and yeah i love that #my heart is full of love

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Today my team had 4 people on leave and one person went home sick so it was literally just TEAM MUM AND I holding the fort.

#work #working hard or hardly working #yeah i work with my mum #I'm the boss for a few weeks #today was a tough day and I've done 14.5 hours and will need to work the weekend #let mum go at a reasonable time though #personal

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Guyysssss the walk to the bus stop this morning (approx 1km) took me 14 mins. Back in October it was taking half an hour because lungs and back and pain and needing to stop all the time and basically BOOYAH

#the lump #lungs #personal #this blog js now all about getting ready for surgery

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You know how I recognise this bus driver over the years? He always has Elvis blasting through the bus.

#tbh VIBE #elvis #bus #public transport #canberra #like i think i catch his bus maybe 3 times a year?? and almost always the same

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And the boss (who only started back in late-Dec) just called to tell me she's moving on in 2 weeks.

Me @ work

#halp #work #working hard or hardly working #way for things to fall apart while I'm acting haha

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You know how I know I'm doing better with work and body and all the stuff?

I'm starting to feel excited again. I can see the promise of better.

I want to walk up hills, I want to kick the work goals, I want to lean into my hobbies and love my friends hard.

#today #feeling good #personal #work #working hard or hardly working #currently

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Went across for Monday night dinner and asked my (ex)housemate how things are going with her partner moving in - the first response was 'well we haven't broken up yet'. So, uh, yeah good luck with that one hey

#housemate #housemate love #they'll be fine #but yeah a tad awkward #haha #tash #anna #monday night dinner

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I walked up a hill! And I had to pause a few times but it didn't completely suck!! And I did it!!!!

#today #hill #walk #and after walking a few kms with paul in the morning after brekkie and he noticed we didnt need to stop as much as in the past #jay #paul #walks through hills on lawson #lawson

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Treating myself to a very civilised matinee show.

#potted potter #harry potter #canberra theatre #bought a last minute ticket 2 days ago to have some chill time to myself #this ppace is full of millenials and their children haha #love it

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Me @ work

#work #working hard or hardly working #manager is away and i am acting with half our team on leave #and a lot of fires have started... #halp #this is fine

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Told him the surgery is coming and the first thing he said is he'll be there if I want him to be. And I said yes.

One sentence of offer, one word of acceptance. A fleeting moment but it means something.

#surgery #zipper club #jay #last night

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If this isn't the most bachelor pad fridge door you ever did see

#bachelor pad #fridge #tomato sauce #mustard #soju #maccas little dipping sauces #the two bottles of whiskey cocktails and sparkling rose are mine #haha #jay

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Just hit me over the head with a freakin BEAUTIFUL sunset as we're coming into Canberra why don't you?

#sunset #canberra #roadtrip #murrays bus delights