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Fun in the locker room~

#citrus flavoured #they're clothed ok #tales of symphonia #fanart #botta #yuan ka fai #yuan x botta #nsfw

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I'm a big ball of sadness 99% of these days, and all creativity I could wring out was some spicy face doodling lmao.

He's such a cutie.

#citrus flavoured #tales of symphonia #botta #fanart #doodle #pencil

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Whumptober 2023 Masterpost

Putting it all together again. Will be tagging cw, characters, if it's ship and also if it's explicitely canon compliant (in my hc lol) OR part of my very weird, very unhinged Whumper!Yuan AU OR my much more light-hearted other AU that's roughly "Cruxis runs both the cops in the open and the Desians as the mob in secret, in a completely selfless and benevolent attempt to 'Control Crime' by keeping a firm monopoly on violence in the wider area".

Oh and I'm dead-doving the pieces I think are particularly cruel, but that's just my own assessment, so as always. Proceed or not at your own comfort.

Whumptober 2022 Masterpost

Whumptober 2023 - The Complete List

Day 01: But Now This Room Is Spinning While I'm Trying Just To Fill In All The Gaps

Fanart

Characters: Botta

Content warnings: noncon drug use, forced stripping, noncon touching, restraints, kidnapping

Day 02: I’ll Call Out Your Name, But You Won’t Call Back

Fanart

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai

Content warnings: kidnapping, restraints, gags

Day 03: Like Crying Out In Empty Rooms, With No One There Except The Moon

Fanart

Characters: Botta

Whumper!Yuan AU

Content warnings: kidnapping, captivity, restraints, shock collars

Day 04: I See The Danger, It’s Written There In Your Eyes

Fanart

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai, Botta

Ship: Yuan x Botta

"Crime Control" AU

Content warnings: police brutality

Day 05: You Better Pray I Don't Get Up This Time Around (Yeah You Better Run Like Hell)

Fanart

Characters: Botta

Content warnings: blood, homophobia mention

Day 06: Do Or Die, You'll Never Make Me Because The World Will Never Take My Heart

Fanart

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai, Mithos Yggdrasill (mentioned)

Content warnings: torture, restraints, broken bones, blood, injury

Day 07: Examination (Goddamn Right You Should Be Scared Of Me)

Fanart

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai

Canon compliant

Content warnings: medical abuse, experimentation, forced stripping, body horror, restraints, body modification, angel transformation, military research, noncon touching

Day 08: I’ve Got Soul, But I’m Not A Soldier

Fanart

Characters: Botta

Content warnings: torture, restraints, threats of torture, forced stripping

Day 09: Drugging

Fanart

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai

Content warnings: kidnapping, noncon drug use

Day 10: Can't You See That You're Lost Without Me?

Fancomic

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai, Botta

Whumper!Yuan AU

Content warnings: kidnapping, captivity, restraints, shock collars, electrocution

Day 11: All The Lights Going Dark And My Hope’s Destroyed

Fanart

Characters: Botta

Content warnings: torture, restraints, strangulation, asphyxiation, nooses, choking torture

Dead Dove Do Not Eat

Day 12: I Haven't Slept In Days, But Who's Counting?

Fanart

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai

Content warnings: torture, restraints, collars, sleep deprivation, humiliation

Day 13: Hunting

Fanart

Characters: Botta

Content warnings: guns, death threats, threats of execution, head hunting

Day 14: Feed Me Poison, Fill Me 'til I Drown

Fancomic

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai, Botta

Whumper!Yuan AU

Content warnings: kidnapping, captivity, restraints, shock collars

Day 15: I Don't Need You To Help Me, I Can Handle Things Myself

Fanart

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai, Botta

Whumper!Yuan AU

Content warnings: kidnapping, captivity, restraints, shock collars, electrocution

Day 16: Would You Lie With Me And Just Forget The World?

Fancomic

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai, Botta

Whumper!Yuan AU

Content warnings: kidnapping, captivity, restraints, shock collars

Day 17: You’re The Lump In My Throat And The Knot In My Chest

Fanart

Characters: Botta

Content warnings: monster attack, tentacles, choking, strangulation, asphyxiation

Day 18: I Tend To Deflect When I'm Feeling Threatened

Fanart

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai

Content warnings: torture, restraints, whipping

Day 19: I'll Take One Final Step, All You Have To Do Is Make Me

Fancomic

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai, Botta

Whumper!Yuan AU

Content warnings: kidnapping, captivity, restraints, shock collars

Day 20: Card Games

Fanart

Characters: Botta

Content warnings: torture, restraints, forced stripping, humilation, stress positions

Dead Dove Do Not Eat

Day 21: See The Chains Around My Feet

Fanart

Characters: Botta

Content warnings: torture, restraints

Day 22: They Never Saw Us Coming, 'til They Hit The Floor

Fanart

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai, Zelos Wilder

Content warnings: guns, betrayal

Day 23: It's Gonna Get Me By The End Of The Night

Fanart

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai, Mithos Yggdrasill

Content warnings: guns, death threats

Day 24: I've Got A Head Full Of Chemicals, Mouth Full Of Ridicule

Fanart

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai

Canon compliant

Content warnings: medical abuse, experimentation, dehumanization, collars, gags, restraints, noncon drugging

Day 25: Broken

Fancomic

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai, Botta

Whumper!Yuan AU

Content warnings: kidnapping, captivity, restraints, shock collars

Day 26: Sometimes I Get So Tired, I Don’t Even Know Myself

Fanart

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai, Botta

Ship: Yuan x Botta

Content warnings: torture, restraints, dehumanization, stress positions, gags, humiliation, collars, leashes, animal costumes

Dead Dove Do Not Eat

Day 27: You Drew Stars Around My Scars, But Now I'm Bleeding

Fancomic

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai, Botta, OC Sōichi Nakahara

Ship: Yuan x Botta

"Crime Control" AU

Content warnings: mildly suggestive themes, injury

Day 28: We Might Not Make It To The Morning, So Go On And Tell Me Now

Fancomic

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai, Botta, OC Rachel McCampbell

Ship: Yuan x Botta

"Crime Control" AU

Content warnings: none

Day 29: I Only Sink Deeper The Deeper I Think

Fancomic

Characters: Botta

Canon compliant

Content warnings: PTSD, PTSD triggered, near death, drowning (graphic depiction), asphyxiation, panic attacks

Day 30: Bridal Carry

Fanart

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai, Botta

Ship: Yuan x Botta

Content warnings: none

Day 31: I Thought That I Was Getting Better

Fanart

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai, Botta

Ship: Yuan x Botta

Content warnings: mildly suggestive themes, citrus flavoured, self-esteem issues

Day 32 Because I Can't Count: Betrayal

Fanart

Characters: Botta, Zelos Wilder

Content warnings: restraints, kidnapping, betrayal (duh)

#whumptober2023 #completionist #masterpost #tales of symphonia #yuan ka fai #botta #mithos yggdrasill #zelos wilder #oc souichi nakahara #oc rachel mccampbell #whumptober #whump

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Whumptober 2023 Day 19: I'll Take One Final Step, All You Have To Do Is Make Me

Truly an arrangement that all parties involved benefit from.

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Legit one of my favourite ones this year because it's so unhinged. Whumper!Yuan outright like "bullying you makes me feel good :DD" and Botta sucking it up because eh not worth the hassle. So toxic and unhealthy. In any interaction, Botta can only lose, but at the same time they're at a strange point of... Not Peace.

Anyway, I like this one.

#whumptober2023 #no.19 #lyric #tales of symphonia #yuan ka fai #botta #fanart #fan comic #doujinshi #captivity cw #threats cw #kidnapping cw #restraints cw #whump #ink #whumper!yuan au

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Whumptober 2023 Day 18: I Tend To Deflect When I'm Feeling Threatened

A dark sense of humour.

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I like the hands tbh.

#whumptober2023 #no.18 #lyric #yuan ka fai #tales of symphonia #fanart #whipping cw #torture cw #restraints cw #whump #ink

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Whumptober 2023 Day 32 BECAUSE I CAN'T COUNT: Betrayal

Like cat and dog, only that they GENUINELY want to kill each other.

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Yeah, I can't count... I was under so much stress to finish in time and then when I was uploading I realized that I DID the original prompt of the day I THOUGHT I'd be using this as an altprompt on?????

Do we have 32 drawings this year.

I think Botta and Zelos really CLASH. I can't see them getting along. (Which makes Zelos stopping Lloyd yelling at Yuan that he never cared extra powerful imo.) I just think they'd really, really, REALLY grate at each other's nerves in the worst possible manner.

#whumptober2023 #altprompt #betrayal #tales of symphonia #botta #zelos wilder #restraints cw #whump #ink #modern au

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Whumptober 2023 Day 12: I Haven't Slept In Days But Who's Counting

It would probably help if he got to, you know, rest.

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I liked the entirely random idea with the heart knot.

#whumptober2023 #no.12 #lyric #tales of symphonia #yuan ka fai #fanart #sleep deprivation cw #torture cw #restraints cw #ink #whump

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Whumptober 2023 Day 23: It's Gonna Get Me By The End Of The Night

You don't want to know what happens to the poor souls who aren't his trusted companions.

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Gun in mouth good, and Mithos abusing Yuan also very good and whumpy.

#whumptober2023 #no.23 #lyric #tales of symphonia #yuan ka fai #mithos yggdrasill #fanart #guns cw #whump #ink #modern au

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Whumptober 2023 Day 09: Drugging

What kind of monster would spike someone's coffee?

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I like drawing loopy Yuan.

#whumptober2023 #no.9 #altprompt #drugging #tales of symphonia #yuan ka fai #fanart #drugging cw #noncon drugging cw #kidnapping cw #whump #ink #modern au

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Whumptober 2023 Day 15: I Don't Need You To Help Me, I Can Handle Things Myself

It's called the law of the strongest, and we're all on the level of animals here.

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Guess who's got Pfeiffer's disease. :D

Will be uploading the remaining pieces slowly, trying to today or at the latest tomorrow, but wow... I'm not feeling good. I'm not even in a lot of pain or anything, but very very weak. :')))

Direct sequel to Day 10: Can't You See That You're Lost Without Me. Oh and obviously Whumper!Yuan AU.

#whumptober2023 #no.15 #lyric #tales of sympphonia #yuan ka fai #botta #fanart #restraints cw #kidnapping cw #abuse cw #captivity cw #whump #ink #whumper!yuan au

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Whumptober 2023 Day 31: I Thought That I Was Getting Better

Pot. Kettle. You know how it goes.

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And thaaat... doesn't actually conclude Whumptober 2023 for me yet, because I still gotta upload the missing pieces. Which I will tomorrow. I hope. Hello, work schedule... <_<

These two are both so. Unwell. In their own ways. Never truly believing they're enough to just BE. Both trying to save the world for someone else's sake. In dire need for someone to say, "You know, you're allowed to just live without desperately trying to make up a justification for that". Awww... I love them.

I like Yuan having doubts in the relationship like "I'm NOT the right man for you, I am BAD LUCK and I should NOT want you so much!!" And Botta reassuring him in his own, smug (and trollish) way, like "Of course you should want me. I'm an AMAZING catch!! :D Who could resist me when I'm the best man you'll ever meet? Also I give great head."

:)

#whumptober2023 #no.31 #lyric #yuan ka fai #botta #yuan x botta #mildly suggestive themes cw #whump #ink #canon compliant #citrus flavoured

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Whumptober 2023 Day 30: Bridal Carry

Later, much later, Botta would take up claiming that this was the moment he'd fallen in love - a bold-faced lie, because THAT ship had sailed even earlier, back when his valiant Renegade leader had somehow managed to explode a coffee maker into his face and stood, like a wet and impressively angry kitten, in the communal kitchen at around three in the morning.

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The prompt was too good to pass up on. :D

Yuan: "aw damn I bet this is really akward and uncomfortable and also a bit scary"

Botta: entirely new daydream scenario unlocked and also "I Need A Hero" playing in his head

#whumptober2023 #no.30 #bridal carry #tales of symphonia #botta #yuan ka fai #yuan x botta #fanart #whump #ink #canon compliant

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Whumptober 2023 Day 27: You Drew Stars Around My Scars, But Now I'm Bleeding

Your Honour, he DID say "five"!

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Just me being silly and literal with the prompt and laughing at my own jokes.

Featuring my OC Souichi, who I originally came up with as the very timid "team healer" type? But who developed over the years - and many Whumptobers tbh - into the "I'm a Healer, but" meme. NONE OF HIS PATIENTS HAVE ANY SENSE OF SELF-PRESERVATION OK!!!

I like my Botta as pure troll, too. <3

#whumptober2023 #no.27 #lyric #tales of symphonia #yuan ka fai #botta #yuan x botta #fanart #fan comic #doujinshi #mildly suggestive themes cw #injury cw #medical cw #whump #ink #modern au #oc souichi nakahara

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Whumptober 2023 Day 21: See The Chains Around My Feet

In over his head.

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Not me browsing the web for sports pictures again for references lol.

I like his hands. <_<

#whumptober2023 #no.21 #lyric #tales of symphonia #botta #fanart #torture cw #restraints cw #chain bondage cw #ink #whump

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Whumptober 2023 Day 29: I Only Sink Deeper The Deeper I Think

What doesn't kill me keeps haunting every breath that I still get to take.

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Yeah, today's prompt and song were just. Very fitting. I planned to go from the PTSD angle right from the beginning, but the notion that getting into pouring rain could be triggering occurred to me only shortly before I began truly working on this.

Someone get him out of the weather.

(If I had more time, I think I'd be going with a short comic strip of an older Lloyd being there like "*chatter chatter chatter* *turns around* OH SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT".)

#whumptober2023 #no.29 #lyric #tales of symphonia #botta #fanart #drowning cw #near death cw #asphyxiation cw #ptsd cw #ptsd trigger cw #panic attack cw #ink #whump

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Whumptober 2023 Day 28: We Might Not Make It To The Morning, So Go On And Tell Me Now

"Not trying to be ungrateful here, but you couldn't have broken through that ceiling, like, thirty seconds earlier?? Fifteen, maybe?? Te-- Don't look at me like that!!!"

Aftermath:

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Finally figured out how the first sort-of-confession goes in that other more complex AU I have, which is like "Modern AU and Cruxis is the cops while running the Desians as the mob, all in a scheme to supposedly Selflessly Control Crime Duh by holding a monopoly on all violence in the area all alone, also there is guns because guns are sexy". :D

Featuring my OC Rachel, who is very tired of dealing with This Bullshit.

#whumptober2023 #no.28 #lyric #tales of symphonia #yuan ka fai #botta #yuan x botta #fanart #fan comic #guns cw #ink #whump #modern au

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Whumptober 2023 Day 26: Sometimes I Get So Tired, I Don't Even Know Myself

Woof.

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Yeah, that's another one for the "senseless torture" category. Also very Dead Dove Do Not Eat for the dehumanization/humiliation/making-a-person-pose-as-an-animal aspect imo.

Yuan: Gearing up into full Rage, so angry he could kill someone with just his bare hands, all that's pounding in his mind is "Don't you dare hurt him when MY useless body inevitably fails us DAMN IT".

Botta: Acutely aware that it's actually YUAN who has the endless reserves of stamina, while he himself burns close to 10k calories a day just by existing in his body. :)

I guess it could still go either way. Botta is extremely motivated to not vomit and black out as his muscles burn through glucose like paper clippings - as he does if it comes to this, he's just VERY good at resource management and also hiding this little issue from people - but Yuan is defeatist, caught up in shame and self-loathing, and also desperately angry and therefore unfocused.

Yes, I've been giving this a lot of thought. :)

(Actually yes, this came from musings about their overall stamina and also the fact that Botta has a Glass Cannon thing going on, which must come with some physical drawbacks.)

#whumptober2023 #no.26 #lyric #tales of symphonia #yuan ka fai #botta #yuan x botta #fanart #dead dove do not eat #torture cw #humiliation cw #dehumanization cw #restraints cw #gags cw #stress positions cw #whump #ink #modern au