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Ok, I'm taking a step back and giving myself a actual break from Tumblr for a while. I won't be gone gone from here I just need a little breather.

I've been not good mentally and emotionally as of lately, and after techno's passing it absolutely destroyed me emotionally, till then I most likely won't be posting or rebloging anything for now.

I'll be back soon just not right now.

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have you eaten? (i love you). did you get enough sleep last night? (i love you). how do you feel today? (i love you). did you have a nice day? (i love you). will you come on a walk with me? (i love you). here's some fruit I cut up for you. (i love you) (i love you) (i love you).

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something about phil’s tribute to techno being a silent minecraft build on his hardcore world. something about tommy’s tribute to techno being making people laugh. something about wilbur’s tribute to techno being storytelling. ya know

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Tea time with the goddess of death

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something that i will always remember of technoblade is how he was kind just for the sake of it.

i will remember him claiming the monopoly sound was too loud for him to hear wilbur when he spoke of techno staying up all night to comfort him when he was sick. i will remember him taking the time to add watermarks for his artists when they themselves forgot. i will remember niki and sophie saying how he always somehow made sure they never felt excluded or neglected and how he would hate it, it would embarrass him when they spoke of his kindness publicly. i will remember him personally dming ponk to thank them for sending a 45-minute video of someone feeding hotdogs to raccoons in chat and timestamping his favorite part. i will remember his love for the people who created for him, how he would keep his mentions on for everyone before his fanart tag was formed and would just scroll and scroll to make sure not to miss any art someone made for him. i will remember half his friends and peers having some kind of a story of him reaching out to them during tough days, reassuring them, believing in them, making them feel loved.

i will remember him in every act of kindness i receive and i will remember him during times in my life when i will need to remind myself to be kind despite it all.

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I know we joke about the whole “[streamer] can’t love you” copypasta, but watching Techno’s father read his letter and talk about what went on in his final days, I can’t find words to express just how much that isn’t true.

Everything Techno did, everything he said, was oozing with nothing but love for his community. Techno was never afraid to tell his community just how much he cared, he never hesitated to say what we meant to him or how proud he was of us.

So I don’t think it’s wrong to say Techno loved us, and I don’t think it’s wrong to admit that we loved him. Maybe not personally, maybe not intimately, but love isn’t defined by intimacy. Love doesn’t have much of a definition at all, really.

So don’t be too worried about being “weird” or cringy or parasocial about this, okay? The passing of a loved one is incredibly difficult to handle, and Techno loved us every way he was capable. There’s no need to be ashamed of how you grieve someone you loved.

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Take care of yourselves everyone, it’s going to be a very rough couple of days. It’s going to be a very rough couple of months. It sucks. I’m so sorry to everyone in this community, to the CCs and his family. It’s such a rough hand he was dealt. Drink water, make sure to eat, reach out to friends if you need, try your best not to beat yourself up, I know Techno would want all of us to remember him at his best and be happy for the good times we got. I don’t know how we’re supposed to move on like this but we’ll get through it and always remember the amazing man he was. Technoblade never dies.

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The Technoblade channel releasing a video where his father reads a letter announcing that Techno has passed away titled “so long nerds”, then dropping a line of post-death merch where all proceeds go curesarcoma.org to is both the most fucked up thing Techno could have done, but also the most in character thing he could have done. Even in death he’s trying to make people smile.

Fly high Techno, We’ll miss you bud.

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The Technoblade channel releasing a video where his father reads a letter announcing that Techno has passed away titled “so long nerds”, then dropping a line of post-death merch where all proceeds go curesarcoma.org to is both the most fucked up thing Techno could have done, but also the most in character thing he could have done. Even in death he’s trying to make people smile.

Fly high Techno, We’ll miss you bud.

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“When god sends me to hell, I want him to hesitate.”

God better have hesitated. He’d better have.

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and the universe said I love you/

and the universe said you have played the game well

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curesarcoma.org/donate

You'll be missed, Techno. Blood for the blood god.

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I love the gif because there’s an incredible number of mistakes crammed into just a couple of seconds. 

1. how the hole starts in the wall but it keeps moving forward

2. then magically heals itself

3. the triceratops walks right through the wall

4. the table blinking before the dinosaurs appear

5. both tables disappear

6. so suddenly appear again as they are toppling over

7. two people clipping into running without any transition 

8. the table outline hides a man’s legs but there is no table

9. the triceratops horns aren’t white in the second clip

10. tables changing both color and material in the second clip

11. a carnivorous dinosaur’s first instinct is to go and eat a whole plate with salad

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Rest in peace blood God. You were the one that motivate me into playing Minecraft again and made my day everytime you upload. You have inspired so many people. Goodbye and thank you for everything, Techno.

Rest well, king.

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im seeing so many ppl who are ending techno-centered fan comics or abandoning their fanfictions or making last fanarts of techno and it makes me so sad. i know it’s probably so hard to keep doing things about techno, but he loved fanart and to stop it because you worry it’s insensitive to him is so heartbreaking. i truly think he wouldve wanted you to keep doing it if it brings you joy. you dont have to if you’ve already decided to stop it, but if you’re on the fence about it, this is your sign to keep his memory alive by pushing on.

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A tribute to Techno has been added to the Java Minecraft Launcher.

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A cropped screenshot of the current banner displayed on the Java Minecraft launcher. It shows Steve and Alex running out of a cave in the side of a hill surrounded by a variety of peaceful and hostile mobs, including a pig wearing Technoblade's crown.

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