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Me in 2019: hey I really liked this movie Crazy Rich Asians :)

Me 2022: ends up studying economics and dating an Asian guy named Nick

#we rewatched it last weekend and we realized the coincidence

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If you ever feel like you made terrible decisions remember that I own almost $300 dollars worth of Hamilton merchandise

#I hate myself

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Nothing humbles me more than knowing I wrote shadowhunter fanfiction

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Well well if it isn’t the consequences of reading fanfiction at such a young age that now my perception of romance and intimacy are warped by it

#lovely

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My bf thought that women just popped out the entire egg on their period, like we just bled a little bit at that moment. Imagine his face when I explained that we bleed the whole week

#he thought pads and tampons were to catch the egg #in his defense he went to an extreme catholic school #and has no sisters or cousins

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Guess who got COVID so she’s binge watching markiplier and fnaf lore

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#Spotify

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This felt like a truck hitting me cuz I wasn’t ready for my mommy issues to be explained this well

#mommy issues

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hi fernanda!!! i just wanted to stop by and say hi and that I’m really really glad that you’re doing well!!! although I miss you on here, you seem to be living the shit out of your life in the best way possible and, as previously stated, I’m really happy for you! I love you lots and merry christmas💗💗💗

(that’s u and I. also yeah my url change. it had to happen)

CARMEEEEEN!!! how are you???? Merry Christmas to you too (late I think) I might not miss this cucu ass site but I do miss you and talking to you. Yes I can confirm that is us and your new url is fucking cool. I love you!

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I think I just had the best Christmas Eve dinner in probably 6 years and I’m really happy

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Happy Christmas Eve, it’s 9am and I already cried :)

#i fucking hate holidays

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My personality trait is that I think I can win a fight against everybody

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I wanna talk about my experience of actually having to consider having an abortion cuz it was definitely not fun, and the resources the pro life and pro choice movement gives you. btw both kinda suck.

First of I was scared as hell specially bc if I dicided to go through with an abortion it would have to be a medicine induced (misoprostol) one in a hotel/Airbnb room because in my state the legalization is still in process and clinics are rare and extremely expensive.

I looked up all kinds of information I could find from t how this was going to affect me and my so to how to do it safely. Neither the pro choice nor the prolife movement provide the whole picture. All the information I found was either severely pro abortion, just pushing me to go through with it without explaining the mental health consequences, nor the pain I would go through in the medical induced one. Or severely pro life condemning me to a long life of suffering and relationship problems if I went through with it and not providing any information to be as safe as possible.

At the end of the day both movements have a lot to work on and there should definitely exist a middle ground where information to have a safe abortion is provided at the same time of explaining the full consequences of it. Thankfully my test came back negative and I had full support from my boyfriend on whatever decision I made but it still was some extremely stressful time of no sleep looking up testimonies of women that have gone through with it, how an embryo develops, planned parenthood articles and more.

#pro choice #pro life #pro abortion #feminism #abortion

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So turns out there’s a thing called implantation bleeding, so I’m taking a pregnancy test tomorrow. I cannot express how scared I am

Hi idk what over sharing means so I’m gonna let u guys know that I’m scared shitless like really fucking scared cuz the condom we used today broke and I’m on my possible pregnancy days

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Guess who’s not having a child?? THIS BITCH FUCK YEAHHHHHH

Hi idk what over sharing means so I’m gonna let u guys know that I’m scared shitless like really fucking scared cuz the condom we used today broke and I’m on my possible pregnancy days

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Hi idk what over sharing means so I’m gonna let u guys know that I’m scared shitless like really fucking scared cuz the condom we used today broke and I’m on my possible pregnancy days

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I’m gonna name my son krab