crazy8psychotic

[crazy8psychotic]

Lyrics from Ram Dass Interlude by Kesha

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[crazy8psychotic]

[crazy8psychotic]

Me: I don't experience delusions!

Also me: I avoid any and all religions because whenever I get involved with one I get this sort of religious euphoria and believe I am specially chosen by whatever god is involved and may even be a prophet and that the deity is speaking to me to me both directly and through signs telling me how special I am. This happened so much when I was younger that people made jokes about my "religion hopping" anyway that's why I avoid religion now

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My lack of self awareness in the past is astounding

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My emotions include:

• vibing

• not fucking vibing at ALL

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I always seem to end up here. No matter where I am, who I have, what’s going on in my life or how old I am - I always end up in this dark place, feeling like the last person in the world; utterly alone, exhausted and hopeless.

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it’s time to stop telling psychotic people they’re spiritually gifted because the moment you do that the psychotic person you just said that to has a 99.9% chance of having some kind of mentally tolling response. basically: shut up, neurotypicals.

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Me and a friend: *are watching a movie*

Me: *entirely absorbs the personality of the main character and becomes a totally different person*

Friend: what the fuc

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alrighty so my mom was asking me about my auditory hallucinations i get before falling asleep (which is normal and is called hypnogogic hallucinations) and asked me “what if it’s a spirit that’s trying to communicate with you?” ok NO.

NEVER feed your *oooh what iF itS a GhoST!!sPooOkYy* neurotypical bullshit to someone with schizophrenia or psychotic symptoms.

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some of you guys rb posts saying "protect psychotic people!!!!" and that general shtick but the moment someone shows what are obviously psychotic symptoms you don't hesitate to start ridiculing them and talk abt how they're "so cringey" and treat them like an animal in a zoo, and it's Really Fucking Telling that you don't actually care about us

non psychotics reblog this but don't say shit

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Hot take: Stop fucking calling psychotic people evil psychopaths and making psychotic people be your evil and scary bad guys. We are people, we're just different and have different mental functions. We're not inherently evil psychopaths! Neurotypical people stop speaking over us when we try to tell you what is fucking offensive towards us!

-From an actual psychotic person

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PLEASE! STOP! CALLING! YOURSELF! PSYCHOTIC! IF! YOU! DON’T! HAVE! PSYCHOSIS!

(Non-psychotic people are encouraged to reblog this! No one hears us otherwise)

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Neurotypical LGBT people have to do better than just reblogging positivity posts about how “autistic lgbt people are valid uwu.” Disabled people don’t have marriage equality, we are more likely to live in poverty, face discrimination from parents, have mental health issues, endure conversion therapy (because we all know that’s what ABA really is) and have our identities doubted.

 Actually TALK about these problems, research them, do what you’re able to. Obviously, don’t burn yourself out or beat yourself up, but take the time to acknowledge that we still face a lot at the intersection of autistic and LGBT. 

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list of people I can trust: