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#BUNNY #thank you for the bunny cow <3 #animals

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hiiiiii... crying and rambling about my personal life under the cut

so as of yesterday i have been officially rejected from all the summer internships i applied to. because i was stupid enough to only apply to four and assume that at least one of them would stick. what a silly thought

and it's just. so frustrating. like what do i not have that disqualified me from these jobs??

meanwhile i'm not going to get to see my best friend at all this summer. why? because she's going to be out of state with one of the most prestigious internships in our field this country has to offer :)

she applied to like twice as many places as me. some of the same places as me, in fact. and she got accepted into every. single. one. it's so fucking disheartening to tell her that i got rejected from a place and then hear her say 'oh, i got that internship. i turned it down though, i got a better offer'

she's my best friend and i'm so happy for her and so goddamn proud of her for getting all these awesome internships, and she fucking deserves them, she's so talented and qualified

but why am i not also qualified? what does she have that i don't?

and i don't want to brag on myself but seriously. i have over 300 hours of veterinary experience. what was the fucking point of doing unpaid labor for nine months to get all these hours and the whole certification if it's not helping me get a job??? why can't i get one single fucking internship? just one? what does everyone else have that i don't. i don't get it. i don't know what i'm doing wrong. i don't know what more i can do. did i just peak in high school? is that it? am i never going to be any better than this?

i just don't know what to do. it's late enough in the year that there really aren't any other internships open. everyone already has their people. i have one other place i can try but if i don't get that then i'm just fucked. and it's hard to even convince myself to submit the application because i feel like i'm just going to get rejected from this one too. why bother

why did i choose the most difficult subsection of vet med to try and get into

don't let anyone try and tell you people don't want to work anymore. people want to work. there's just not enough jobs in this godforsaken country

i normally try and stay positive but it's just. so fucking hard. and i feel like a terrible person because i want to be happy for my friend but at the same time i'm so fucking jealous it's not even funny. i feel like this always happens. everyone gets their dream job except me. i just get to watch from the sidelines

#mal's shitposts #vent post #i don't think anyone will but just to make sure please don't reblog this thanks

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if i post a fic and get no kudos or comments in the first fifteen minutes i’m a failure and should never write again. but the moment i get 1 comment i’m the next stephen king

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It is what it is but like. Can it be something else

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I love this Twitter.

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an unmatched feeling actually

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we need to get more insane about the yangchen and korra parallels

like. did korra wake up from her journey to the spirit world to discover her sister trapped and experience a haunting sense of deja vu? did she stumble over jinora’s name, almost crying out for a different person? did she vow to get her back at whatever cost not just because she loved her but because she already knew what it felt like to lose a sister and refused to let it happen again?

#i’m already insane about their parallels i’m dragging the rest of y’all with me #tlok #chronicles of the avatar #avatar korra #avatar yangchen

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you’re doomed, there’s nothing I can do 

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Storyboard made years before LOK that showscase Kataang, Mai, Zuko and their young daughter :)

Also....the adult gaang we deserved

#😍😍😍 #also prev tags about sokka so true #atla

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i remember adults telling me, as a kid, to listen to doctors and get my flu vaccine and any shots i could because they remembered Before.

then they started fighting Covid precautions.

i remember adults telling me, as a kid, that the ozone was disappearing and the earth was dying and we needed to recycle and save the planet.

now my parents think climate change is a myth.

i remember adults telling me, as a kid, that racism was a plague, that we had to love and accept everyone, that we should never judge before walking a mile in their shoes.

then they told me that protesting for my Black siblings was wrong.

i remember adults telling me, as a kid, that we needed to give to the poor. working at soup kitchens. making quilts. collecting food and money and supplies. building houses. because it was the christian and just plain right thing to do.

now they look at me, on food stamps with their grandchildren, and lament the "welfare state".

i remember adults telling me, as a kid, that it was easier for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle than a rich man to enter the Kingdom of Heaven and that any rich man, especially an immoral one, should never run our country.

you can guess who they voted for.

i remember adults telling me, as a kid, so very much.

when did they forget?

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Why do so many in vet med 'hate' doodles?

Me: Ugh, doodles

askbox: *inundated* WHAT IS WRONG WITH DOODLES?????

Me: Mistakes were made! Mayday, Mayday!

But seriously, there's a lot of factors as to why so many people in vet med have an incredible dislike of doodles. I could probably write a 10 page essay but I'm going to try to keep this short.

1- They are 'trendy', and thus come with all the problems that come along with that. Backyard breeders, unethical breeders, any doodle breeder who calls their doodles either 'purebred', 'akc registered', or uses the phrase "you get the best of both breeds" is a goddamned lying liarface... these dogs are bred purely to make money. There's rarely any health testing, almost never temperament testing. It's 'make a fluffy puppy with a cutesy name' and people are DRAWN to cute. I watched many people adopt *huskies* from the shelter because "They're so cute!" NO. BAD.

2- People are rarely prepared to handle the traits of either/any of the breeds that go into doodles, especially those mixed with working-type dogs. The number of labra- and goldendoodle owners who don't understand why their dog is always eating things is aggravating. It's because they're labs/goldens! They eat shit! It's what those breeds just DO. Most doodle owners do no research into the parent breeds at all. This means they are also unprepared for the health problems that can crop up from the parent breeds.

3- People see breeders calling these "Great family pets" and then ... don't fucking socialize or train them so now, as vet staff, we are faced with sometimes 90+ pound dogs that can't sit on command, are jumping all over us, mouthing us, or pissing themselves in terror and wanting to bite our faces off because they're so afraid of strangers. This is not the dogs' faults but it doesn't make us like them either.

4- This seems to be a bit less of an issue now, or at least less of an issue where I am, but a lot of people don't... groom them? Some breeders even specifically say to not get them seen at the groomer before they're a year old???? And people hear "non-shedding" (potentially A LIE) and then... don't.... brush them? So then they turn into a solid felted mat and they become a groomer's behaviour-nightmare-shear-it-like-a-sheep-"What do you mean you couldn't leave the hair long?!?!?!?"

5- Oh gods, the ENDLESS EAR INFECTIONS AND ALLERGIES AND GI ISSUES

So yeah, that's the quick and dirty on why "ugh, doodles"... at least it's a little shorter than a why "UGH, frenchies" would be

#every single thing is true #animals

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decently successful day i believe

went to floor meeting

ate 2 meals (but god i have to stop eating out i'm wasting so much money)

did laundry

studied for bio exam! oh god as i'm writing this i have to take the exam in 9 hours :/

didn't manage to get my hair done rip. the greasy-hair-hiding-bun will have to stay for another day. didn't get art/religion thing done but i have until tomorrow so i'm fine

today’s goals!

- attend floor meeting

- eat 2 meals

- do laundry

- wash and blow dry hair 😭

- work on art/religion project

- STUDY FOR BIO EXAM TOMORROW

#ecollegy shenanigans

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Danny Lane

#animals

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i am so unsatisfied with my life. *logs on to tumblr dot com to reblog posts for 16 hours*

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#for having a very normal name it gets misspelled quite a bit #i find it funny though usually #usually people want to end my name with an '-ie' for some reason though #also like in drive throughs and stuff it gets mistaken for another common name thats pronounced similarly