crooked-smile-girl

[crooked-smile-girl]

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[crooked-smile-girl]

It’s low T

It’s too muck to drink

It’s him “just saying” things

Under the actual expectation

To be pleased.

But yet when I give in

It’s him

Who can’t preform

Or when it does

It triggers things

Unwanted things

Once taken from me.

So here I live

In this place between

A place of no real men

But the ones who feed

And the ones behind the screen.

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[crooked-smile-girl]

Dancing round

The old stomping ground

Bringing new feet

For the spirits to meet

[crooked-smile-girl]

What did I expect

When I breeze in and out

Of peoples lives

That they would wait for me

That they would remember me

That they could save some time

To spend on me

As if I were somebody

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[crooked-smile-girl]

Do you come here to look

Even though you swore not to

Do you come here to see

The ugly side of me

Doesn’t it make you happy

To know you’ve cut yourself free

Of the depths of darkness

That clings to me

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[crooked-smile-girl]

How do you “stand up for yourself”

When it’s you who doesn’t matter

Because you’re not a fucking person

Just a thing

Who provides

Everything

To everyone

Yet it’s me

Who doesn’t matter

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[crooked-smile-girl]

I fucking hate it here

[crooked-smile-girl]

Really sucks

To miss the thing

You never had.

Im in a weird and dangerous headspace i think.

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[crooked-smile-girl]

News flash

Little bitch

You’re only first

Because you put yourself there.

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[crooked-smile-girl]

It’s so funny when

You tell me how things are to be

Yet you, big silly man

Can’t do them for yourself.

Here we are again

Searching for razor blades

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[crooked-smile-girl]

“And Mary’s got a problem

And Mary’s not a stupid girl

Mary’s got some deep shit

And Mary does not forget

And this is how Mary’s garden grows

This is how

Mary has her ghosts”

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[crooked-smile-girl]

Don’t worry about me

I’m alright

I’m forgotten like always

It just hurts more at night

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[crooked-smile-girl]

[crooked-smile-girl]

So even after all this time

He still can’t remember her birthday

[crooked-smile-girl]

Demand intimacy

Then get drunk

And fall asleep

Don’t worry about me

I’m beginning to

Enjoy my own company.

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[crooked-smile-girl]

If only I could be

Something afloat

in this tempest sea

But instead, it's iron

And steel

That call to me

Sharp, and heavy.

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[crooked-smile-girl]

I can’t help but feel

Like none of this is real

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