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i honestly don’t even know what i did that made her react like that bc i only told her that i wouldn’t be at school the next day and didn’t change my mind when she tried to convince me to go anyway,, like i just didn’t want to be there for pe and she knows that so i don’t get why she got pissed and won’t talk to me anymore. honestly it’s always like this like don’t get me wrong she’s like my best friend but if she doesn’t get what she wants she gets so mad at everyone and especially at u

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i can’t help but envy anyone who is genuinely able to look into the mirror and not have a million voices tell them that they are ugly. like when i say that i hate myself i mean it. the way i look, the way i think, the way i act, there’s not one thing that i like. like it’s almost a gut wrenching hatred i have for myself. i want to kms just thinking of having to leave the house.

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i hate that my anxiety stops me from so many things i actually just want to disappear

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i’ll always have extreme hate for myself no matter what

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The urge to kill myself so I don’t have to deal with this anymore

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i am not enough and it’s eating me alive

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If the only reason why im still here is because people in my life need me why do I feel so lonely all the damn time

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no but honestly it just seems like it does before the same shit repeats itself all over again 😆😆😆😆😆😆😆

“It gets better I promise”

NO!!!!!!! IT!!!!!!! DOES!!!!! NOT!!!!!!!!!

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uh genuine question will the cashier say something when i buy razor blades as a minor ?

#s3lf harm #self h@rm #s3lfh4rm #made of styrofoam #sh #self harmmm #tw sh #tw s3lf harm #sh mention #self harrrm #tw cvtting #tw self destructive behavior #shtumblr #tw sh related #tw sh mention #tw self destruction #tw self half #tw cvts #selfharn

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hadn’t been on here for a while but guess what

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I blog for the girls who cry on their birthdays and lose a little bit of themselves during the summer months

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I hate myself so much it’s embarrassing to be alive

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i post for the girls who were lonely and isolated during peak social developmental years

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I wish i could cut anywhere in my body without having to hide it

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having a sh addiction is wild no matter what emotion im feeling/not feeling i think cvtting myself will fix it and it DOES lol

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I don't feel validated cause i don't cut too deep like, i only do styros. Idk anybody else feels this way?