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@bakerysnake

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was talking to a this group in class today and they were arguing about the gender pay gap and they had good intentions but made no actual points, so i came home and did lots of research <3

#💉 . cupid

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just had a good cry that lasted three hours, it is now 00:25 and i have an assignment due tomorrow morning for geography </3

so glad i found new music to put on, they all sound so pretty

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been thinking about what i'll do after i fin8sh foundations and maybe i'll go move in with my grandpa for a bit, it'll be nice to spend my break with him

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oh no trauma flashbacks ? will i be unfit for school tomorrow is the question

now it's my mother calling me arrogant, wonder if the third time they call me that is when i'll be sent to an orphanage

#💉 . cupid

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the fortieth day since my grandma died, i was crying so much my mother didn't send me to school

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AHA I'M MAKING SCHEDULES FOR MYSELF I NEED TO SHOWER TOMORROW OH NO I HAVEN'T WASHED MY HAIR IN OVER A WEEK WHAT IF IT SMELLS BAD OH NO

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got told someone in my grade thought i was pretty, no idea who though and now i'm having breakdowns over romance and school and time unfortunately

oh to not be so unstable

#💉 . cupid

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sometimes i desperately want to ask to be taken to a diagnostician just to get more time in getting work done

don't care if it's wrong even i just need some sort of excuse

and the amount of resentment i feel and the flashbacks i get when i have breakdowns are getting worse

more breakdowns and more trauma is being remembered

#💉 . cupid

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lecture notes my beloathed </3

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slowly dying cause of the homework i put off for two weeks that needs to be done by tomorrow morning, this is insane my hand is tired i'm so sleepy and it's so cold

i also probably failed a math test cause i was so sleepy and cold i just wrote random things so i need to finish a whole stack if the newest math worksheets by tomorrow as to not make my teacher upset even though she's never been mad at me

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i'm super tired today right and i'm skipping school but my mother tried to wake me up and when i did start talking i very gently asked her if i could study with my dad instead cause every time i skip school that's what i do, study for the entire day to make up for it

and then she just looked at me held the glass of after she was holding up to her face sighed and slammed the door and god aren't mothers suppose to be patient and caring with their sick kids ?

#💉 . cupid

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OH MY GOD ALEX 9H NO I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT THIS OART I'M GONNA THROW UP

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happy anniversary to me

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i hate this new update with all of my soul, it looks so cramped

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heloooo my love <33 that last ask you sent me weren't your last words were they?

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snake <3

they were not !! but they were after a very long day at school that tired me beyond belief i was falling asleep in the art room cause i usually take a nap at that time </3

ps . i love you very much for actually sending me the ask after you said you would, makes me love you just a bit more than i already do

#💉 . from snake

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school sounds like it's going horribly, anything i can do for you?

you can go on a picnic with me ! would you like to ?

ps . do you mind if i tell you about the good parts of my day after school ? it makes me focus on the better things and since it's your inbox it makes me feel better too, it's alright if you think you won't be able to emotionally handle it though !! we can just pretend to scroll tumblr at the same time <3

#💉 . from snake