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i want to read more. i want to write in my journal more. i want to listen to more music. i want to eat more fruits & vegetables. i want to drink more tea, do more yoga, meditate more. i want to sit outside and admire the trees more. i want to laugh more, cry more, let myself be moved more. in this life, i will never stop wanting more.

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“Yes, you are in fact, dead. I know this can be hard to hear.” Death said with a compassionate smile “I can’t "help” you, but I like to offer one thing. Your last. I will show you your last. What would you like to see? Your last kiss? Your last talk with your mom? The last hug from your son?“

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Carolyn

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Carolyn

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“Keep reading. It’s one of the most marvelous adventures that anyone can have.”

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@ sororité.

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Oresteia: Agamemnon by Aiskhylos, tr. by Anne Carson [ID in alt text]

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May Sarton, from Recovering: A Journal [ID in alt text]

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imagine that one day, where you look at the scale and cry.

not from sadness, but from happiness.

when you finally reach your ugw.

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why are barnes and noble editions of books so gorgeous 😍

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35 reasons to keep this cr@p up: (for me but you can add on)

1. you wanna fit your desired aesthetic 2. you've been at this for like half your life mate, the least you can do is get thinner - or even back to your original start weight 3. you're the youngest at work but not the lightest 4. you’re the shortest sibling (and oldest but that's irrelevant) but you're not the lightest 5. you wanna be able to act crazy and chaotic but also like, not have your boobs and fat get in the way 6. your tits. like. they don't need to be that big 7. wanna be able to comfortably run 8. restart tap dance and look good in the costumes 9. not need to buy a large or x extra large when clothes shopping 10. you can wear all the clothes in your wardrobe 11. wanna prove to my parents i can stick to something 12. wanna look good for uni next year 13. also wanna save money for next year 14. i have an obsession with the sw1 london postcode and people who live there look rich and i wanna look like them so skinny 15. health - my kneessssss 16. i wanna be able to walk and run and survive summer without looking like a pig 1 minute in 17. wanna be able to wear layers of clothes and still look small 18. want people who haven't seen me in a while to say ''you've lost weight'' 19. my eyes get so much bigger and i love it so muchhh 20. i can look good from all angles 21. no double chin 22. confidence 23. my boots seem to fit better when i weigh less 24. i don't want the passenger seat to detect my weight (i know its weird) 25. want people to be able to carry my weight without being crushed 26. i want to be able to go to a gay bar and not the the biggest person there 27. if i'm going into law, i can't have my size scaring off clients - can i ? 28. i have this weird belief that if i get thinner i won't keep getting put on tills at work 29. i don't want my hair sticking to my forehead with sweat while i'm cleaning out the bakery trays 30. cosy sitting on the train with a book days 31. going into a café and not being ashamed for ordering a coffee with milk / a treat of some kind to go with my book 32. i have a small bone structure so the majority of my silhouette is fat right now 33. i want my clothes to be hanging off me 34. androgynous has always appealed to me more despite my fcking huge hips arse and boob regions 35. wanna be able to fit into small spaces and just take up less space in general

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A happy ending:

“She agreed to love herself deeply.She was finally the sun of her own life.”

-Juansen Dizon, I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction

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Best thing to do honestly.

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