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unwilling angel of death

#silver sonic mk ii #my art #fanfic shit again yeah #bro went thru a lot at like 2 days old

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I have a bunch of spiders who need names uaghghgghh

#txt #this is hard.

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funky

#Euprosthenops #nursery web spider #pisauridae #spider tw #spiders tw #spider #spiders #arachnophobia tw #mine

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sceptre and the Skull .

#centipede #scolopendra morsitans #mine #sceptre #bug tw #bugs tw

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blame @mismageus for this <3 (song) fanfic shit once again teehee

#metal sonic #my art #ms paint

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sceptre doodle🔪

#my art #centipede #sceptre

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soooo sorry to disappoint everypony but Nothing Happened with the top surgery referral appointment actually

long story short in the past i've seen two psychiatrists with gendercare, dr bhatia and dr dundas

i went with dr dundas for this top surgery referral thingy but he picked up and said i should have gone with dr bhatia really because he's the one who saw me more recently and his practice manager hadn't noticed i booked for dundas and not bhatia until this morning

in the meantime i'm getting an appointment with dr bhatia ASAP and i was advised to contact the 2 surgeons i'm interested in to find out their current wait times

-_______- L

#txt #dr dundas is so lovely though #he offered a complete refund

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waiting for my top surgery referral appointment. NERVOUS!!!!!!!

#my mug #its in 20 minutes o____o

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FUCK YOU FUCK YOUUUU

#txt #was cruising along so relaxed until this

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the spiders have a fancier bedroom than me

#txt #spider tw #spiders tw #spider #spiders #arachnophobia tw

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*looks at you like this* O v O

#Polyspilota comorana #praying mantis #bug tw #bugs tw #mine

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beautiful eos!!!

#scolopendra dehaani #centipede #mine #eos #bug tw #bugs tw

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i am so sorry for the trans folk living in the uk. no matter if you’re fully transitioned, an adult, a minor, this has affected you and i am so so sorry. i know how scary it is right now and this shit has not made it any better.

trans people all around the world see you and hear you. in fact, even non-trans people, allies, professionals, people out of the community, all see you and know how wrong this is.

The world is not all against you. Please believe that there is hope. Because there is. Please keep yourself safe and please take care of yourself to the best of your abilities. You breathing is proof that you deserve to be here. You deserve to be here. You truly do.

Please. Be as okay as you can be right now.

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"They shouldn't socially transition until after 25"

So trans people magically aren't adults at 18 like cis people!?!?!????

[sarcasm] Wow yeah that sounds good and like something a normal government would say. Hope this isn't a dangerous precedent that will be used to repeal rights from other minority groups

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so umm. apparently The Guardian is looking to interview people about DIY HRT in the UK. Especially in regards to under 18s using it.

PLEASE NEVER TALK TO JOURNALISTS UNLESS YOU ARE 100% CERTAIN IT CANNOT BE USED TO HURT ANYONE.

I am absolutely terrified for the implications of this, especially considering the recent Cass review that suggested that the NHS should not provide gender affirming care to people under TWENTY FIVE. The UK government is actively trying to kill trans people. You cannot say otherwise now. They are not ignorant. They know what they are doing. I do not know what we can do, especially me as a 17 year old. But I want to do something. I NEED to do something. I need HRT, I didnt realise just how much i needed it until i found out the option might be taken away. And I can't go through the NHS, I can't go through private, DIY is my only option. Don't. Don't take this away from me too. Please.

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and so it begins

#txt

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brutal difficulty meatgrinder is what i needed after a brutal day at work <3

#txt #havent played the prelude in forever