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TW EATING DISORDER

i just started watching degrassi next generation season 2 after having finished the older ones from the 80s and i got really attached to this character who’s name is toby isaacs, he’s a huge comfort character for me and he made me really happy, i just saw the episode in which he develops an eating disorder and it made me feel a lot less alone, it broke me that he had to go through it but also made me really relieved to have a character that i can relate with, eating disorder representation in tv shows is very important for me and i never thought it could have such a big impact on me either way degrassi rules i’m in love with joey jeremiah and emma isn’t even a good character

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I hate to tell myself i want to do things for me and i hate to tell myself i want to do things for others, everything sucks and i dont want to do anything

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i hate the way people think i have an ed when i’m trying to recover and they make comments on what i eat but no one notices when i’m actually literally dying like they constantly remind me i have an ed like where were you when i needed motivation to restrict shaking my smh

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tattoo malespo

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Not mine

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French Ed tumblr is the scariest place ever for no reason

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The androgynous urge to cry enough to melt my boobs away

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not a fan

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Reblog if:

- You support recovery.

- You support those in recovery.

- You support seeking help.

- You want  people to seek help.

- You think everyone is beautiful, regardless of their weight.

- Even if you yourself, aren’t seeking help or are in recovery, want others too.

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I don’t have friends anymore

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Why is it becoming so hard not to binge on anything.

Like I’m so sad and in my own bubble that I don’t let myself have nice things.

I don’t deserve food but at the same time I don’t deserve to be at my goal weight.

I’m such an asshole to myself I don’t realize how toxic I’m being to the people around me.

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It’s so hard to get out of a cycle of binging like I keep making efforts and then I eat it all away I just have to get back on track and focus on my goal

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Does anyone have good apps for workout plans or calorie tracking because using a notebook feels like I’m in a weird prévention movie about ana

#diet #weight loss #anerexx #aneroxic #anorexi4 #tw ed

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I’m at my highest weight

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My head hurts more when I eat than when i fast

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I eat so much and gain weight so fast, it’s not recovery anymore, it’s hell inside of my body