danglesnipecelly

[danglesnipecelly]

Rude that stories need a "coherent plot" and "characters", how is it not enough that I have a vision and like two good lines of dialogue

[danglesnipecelly]

Careful Nick, those jewels are priceless.

#in my slutty football era

[danglesnipecelly]

I know it’s selfish of me to wonder if you have any regrets. I’d feel better if you did, like maybe if you suffered just for a second it would make how I’m feeling just that little bit better. In reality I know it won’t but you hurt me so easily and I know now that it was always going to happen, that you both, that you, would always find a way to say the things you knew would send me away for good. And I made a lot of mistakes, before, during and now but I cared a lot about you in a time I’ve learned didn’t mean much to you at all.

I hope you’re happy and I hope that the people you have in your life are ones you really want to be there. I also hope that the ones like me that didn’t fit in your life get a kinder send off. It hurt more than I have the words for but I can only hope that all of the times you screenshotted what I said to send to others or went “not this again” when I was trying to explain myself, you at least took a moment to look in the mirror and reflect even for a second on how I might be feeling. After all of our discussions about friendship and hurt, that’s the thing that kills me the most - that you so easily passed your own hurt onto me knowing exactly how awful it all feels.

#good thing this will be seen by 0 people because it’s dramatic and won’t make sense to anyone anyway #but the point of a blog is being able to say what I want to say #so dear diary or whatever

[danglesnipecelly]

[danglesnipecelly]

“Pay attention to what people say out of anger, they’ve been dying to tell you that.”

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