darkdoza

[darkdoza]

Maybe if I was neurotypical, my parents wouldn't be so disappointed in me.

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[darkdoza]

It's my fault it's always my fault. No matter what the issue I'm always to blame. It's all my fault and that's it. Im the issue I'm the problem. Doesn't matter what the situation its my fault. It's always been my fault and mine only. I hate myself. I hate everything I do. I hate that I'm never good enough and I hate that i just fuck everything up no matter what. My fault. I feel as if people would just be better off without me. I just ruin everything. I make everything worse.

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[darkdoza]

I want to be a kid again

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[darkdoza]

She is there reminding me every day of who she could have been, what I've taken from her. She was me and I was her. I am now him and I question myself, what if it was different. What if I was trapped as her. I am glad I am not her anymore but I can't help but wonder if I'm actually him, what if it's not real. For now she's trapped in my thoughts, following close behind and I hope she doesn't escape to ruin me once again.

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[darkdoza]

Is there even a reality

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[darkdoza]

They don't even care

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[darkdoza]

Credit: @rabbittongues

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[darkdoza]

You dont understand

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[darkdoza]

Tired of it.

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[darkdoza]

You didn't even say sorry

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[darkdoza]

I just need to feel better

Credit to @sillylittleclownrealm

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[darkdoza]

I wish

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[darkdoza]

I miss you

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[darkdoza]

Please just stop ignoring me I can't take it anymore this is how it's been all my life, dont make me feel like this... this is all I've ever felt dont do that to me.. I can't.

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[darkdoza]

A soul mate who wasn't meant to be...

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[darkdoza]

Ignore me ignore me ignore me

Nothing new :/

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[darkdoza]

Am I worthless to you or something?

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