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[darlaflower]

We are...

I still can't believe it, rather we can't believe it. Noah keeps watching the test over and over again. Those who read my blog know that I had failed pregnancies before, even if it was not with Noah. That made me not want to think about having babies for now (although inside me, but deep inside ... I melted seeing everyone and their little ones). So I understood that what I had was fear, that I would not be able to have children with Noah, that history would repeat itself. He told me many times that it was not a problem that if it did not work we would keep trying but I know that none of that is simple and that little by little it will consume us ... So we just let it pass and we started to enjoy the time together. But we both wanted to be parents, I just wasn't brave enough to take that path again.

Noah has always been super sweet with children, it is one of the things that attracts me the most to him. I always thought he would be an amazing dad. So I decided to talk to him and let him know about my decision to avoid pregnancy a few months ago, I'm not going to lie to you I was worried because it took a long time and I felt that Noah was waiting for this as much as I or even longer than I was. . So one day we talked and he calmed me down. He told me that he won't worry me about anything. As he always tells me, everything will be fine ... and that's how we got to this unforgettable day.

I had been feeling really bad for days. Everything was in the morning I thought I could be pregnant but after 11 am I felt fine. So without saying anything I went to the grocery store near home and bought a test, it came out positive. I could not believe it, but then my disbelief did not allow me to celebrate it as I deserved it again I mounted my bike full of tears that fell as I passed, I was shaking I was so nervous that I bought five more tests ... All positive guys! I ran around the house, shouted, cried, prayed. He dies to see Noah's face when I tell him, but it was barely 11 in the morning and he returned at 6 pm from work. Then it occurred to me to have a picnic ...

That day I told Noah to go have a picnic. I was so nervous that I couldn't prepare almost anything, I grabbed the first thing I found and we went to that incredible little place ... I don't know how I did so that Noah didn't see the blackboard among the things, I tried to hide it but obviously Noah felt that something was happening So I kept asking myself and I was even more nervous ... I don't know how I managed to hide it.

Just when he turned to see, he was shocked, and I couldn't stop crying. I asked him if he had told me about everything and he said no, that he believed that he had cooked his favorite food (And I thought I was very obvious). Guys, we cry for hours and hours. At night he kept looking at the blackboard with the sonograms, we are so happy. I feel like I'm dreaming, Noah is already talking to him even though I repeat that it is very early, which leads me to remember the miscarriages I had before ...

[darlaflower]

LOVE FOR PLANTS

Why do you like gardening?

I have always liked plants. As a child I loved to play with them in the field, I picked flowers, leaves, stones…, everything I found around and played at being a shopkeeper. He sold vinegar, borage, mulberry leaves, herbs, to imaginary customers who appeared in front of the counter, the largest rock in the place. So I had my first encounter with a nettle, it seems incredible that such beautiful leaves were so treacherous. When I grew up I began to see plants in a different way, they stopped being toys and I learned to take care of them like my mother did so that they would fill with flowers in spring. The first plants I remember watering are the geraniums on my mother's balcony. They also helped me to experience what I had learned at school: sowing a seed and watching the cotyledons grow, covering part of a leaf for days to check that chlorophyll was not formed ... Later I had my own house, the first balcony and the first flowerpots. in the propiety. The first attempts to root cuttings and the first failures. I never managed to have the pots as beautiful as my mother's. At last I came to this house, a house with a garden, a dream! And this is where through dedication I have learned almost everything I know about plants and the garden. It is not much and with each thing I learn I realize how much there is to learn, but that is what fascinates me: each new discovery and each new learning. Plan to do something and achieve it, repeat the failed experiences trying not to make the same mistake. I also like flowers because they are beautiful and convey joy with their colors, it is comforting to be in the garden resting outdoors or with the family spending the day. Nature in general is fabulous and going out early in the morning to contemplate the landscape is a delight. But what I like the most is doing homework, concentrating on plants and not thinking about anything else. It has always been a pleasant and relaxing activity for me.

#SIMS4 #LOSSIMS4 #THESIMS #THESIMS3 #TS4 #TS3 #TS #GARDEN

[darlaflower]

NOAH AND ME

I met Noah two years ago, he came at the most difficult time of my life. Noah is the most loving and incredible person I have ever met in my life. I just can't imagine the world without him. He always makes every moment special, and he cares that I'm happy. When I think that I can not anymore he is there and he tells me everything will be fine and there I know that yes, that everything will be fine, I can't imagine my life without him and there is no doubt that there is no man more wonderful than him.

I had just separated, I got married very young when I reached my 21 I was lost, I had been all my youth with another person. I did not know who he was, what I liked and what he wanted, he had had miscarriages in fact that was the reason why my first marriage ended in addition to the infidelities.

When I met Noah I did not want anything, but he was there, he was always there, when I told him about everything that had happened he was just incredible he understood and gave me my time. In that time I missed him so much. I understood that I had fallen in love another time and I was so scared, I did not want to be ... But he stayed and I proved that being in love was not a mistake nor was it a bad thing. Some time ago I believed that it was I who gave him the opportunity to be with me but now I believe that just the opposite, because I have the most wonderful man with me.

#@sims4 #thesims #thesims4 #losisms #sims4 #cottage #love #sims #thsims4

[darlaflower]

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