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davidjrpalos · 2 hours
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why has the topic of the month been my transness or whatever. I have been thinking about my place here a lot lately, how that effects my relationships etc and I’ve been coming to good conclusions but then my family lately feels like they need to give me their opinion how I should conduct myself and feel about certain things instead of just listening to me when I decide to talk about it. and it’s not even a cis people problem particularly bc my best friend is the only person in my life that really understands where I come from. I just wish I had more of that I guess, especially nearby. I made my room a peaceful place for myself but I don’t feel seen and like a part of my family when it comes to things like this. and being told over and over in conversation “I will never understand what you’re going through” really is not a comforting statement to hear even though it was intended that way.
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davidjrpalos · 8 hours
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need 2 take a vacation or just some time off at home… I really like that I split my days off so I’m no longer working 5 days in a row but I still feel the burnout creeping in 🥲
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davidjrpalos · 3 days
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came out to two of my coworkers as trans bc im really so over hiding it and also just over letting people say the dumbest shit ever like it’s nothing. We have a new coworker who is trans and both guys separately came to me trying to make jokes about her and it’s like … she is literally just existing around us but people are so comfortable making a spectacle of something as simple as that and I really couldn’t do another day just acting like an ally like you guys are gonna know we exist not just in concept or memes on your phone but actually around and with you and all we are trying to do is just live and mind our business. It’s such bullshit that I felt like I had to bite my tongue for so long bc I thought it’d give me normalcy when really I was just smothering myself the entire time. I was afraid of being treated differently for so long if people knew but it never turned out to be worth it, people are gonna do what they want with that information and it will be what it will be. I finally feel more free and real and comfortable within myself knowing there’s not two versions of myself I have to play anymore
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davidjrpalos · 4 days
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davidjrpalos · 5 days
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davidjrpalos · 7 days
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I straight up sleep like a fetus and then am like wow huh why am I so sore when I wake up hm what could it be …..
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davidjrpalos · 7 days
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these tags are so sweet I love when I see artwork that reminds me of someone I love so that fact that my art does the same for someone makes my heart warm :))) and yes the subject has been myself!
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davidjrpalos · 8 days
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davidjrpalos · 8 days
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I wonder how you think of me
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davidjrpalos · 8 days
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in my fond thoughts
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davidjrpalos · 8 days
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Admire
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davidjrpalos · 9 days
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davidjrpalos · 10 days
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I wanna be more active and everything bc I do like the back and forth between me, the artist and anyone’s who’s interested in my art etc (since that’s majorly what I post here) but im not gonna lie I don’t get how people share their every day lives online, especially with photos and things like that like that’s for when I facetime my best friend for four hours and we dump everything that’s passed through our brains over the last 24hrs
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davidjrpalos · 11 days
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Your art is so amazing. It’s kind of melancholic and symbolic and sweet all at the same time 🪽
thank you! those are kind of the things that have been kicking around my head lately. been learning to reconcile the melancholy with the sweet
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davidjrpalos · 12 days
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I get it’s all about the journey blah but why am I not already more grown living w my partner and decorating our place with weird little antique finds huh
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davidjrpalos · 13 days
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I wonder how you think of me
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davidjrpalos · 15 days
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