death-will-come-hopefully
death-will-come-hopefully
When Will This Be Over?
***Trigger Warning*** I do not prompt any kind of self harm or eating disorders. Just a place to be able to get the dark thoughts out. Nobody knows the extend to my darkness because I don’t let anyone in.Nobody knows that I still self harm and have suicidal thoughts but this is me and who I truly am. I want to be open with people if you need anything my inbox is always open. 23 she/her straight. Punk. Scientist.
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wingedfanged:

“I wonder why he likes the moon so much. He always looks for it, even in the day time. And he always finds it.”

Being Two Isn’t Easy (1962), Kon Ichikawa

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late-for-the-sky:

There is just too much going on inside my head. I’m sorry that I can’t think straight.

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12/6/2020


Today my dad told me that I make enough money to move out of my house and that if I don’t get out before Christmas hell is going to break loose. He also told me that I don’t have a boyfriend because I’m a pig and that no guy will ever want me. Little does he know that I’m seeing someone, someone who he isn’t too keen on and doesn’t like but I like him very much to the point where I feel like he’s the one but I know I can never have him ever cause my family will be disappointed I’m me

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quotemadness:

“People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.”

— Elizabeth Gilbert

Literally the man I want but can’t have becuase everyone in my life will be disappointed in me for choosing him but he’s the only one I’ve ever felt like is right for me

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rotting-innocence:

♡All You Do Is Hurt Me, Why Do I Love You?♡

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death-will-come-hopefully:

10/4/2020


Why do I fall in love with you more and more every time I hang out with you but I can’t seem to get the courage to say something to you and just keep letting myself catch feelings 😭😭

He called me later in the night and asked me to have a thing with him and I could never be happier that he wants to be with me I thought I would never have anything with him 😊😊

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10/4/2020


Why do I fall in love with you more and more every time I hang out with you but I can’t seem to get the courage to say something to you and just keep letting myself catch feelings 😭😭

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8/31/2020


This post is just for myself,


Dear past self,

Why were you so toxic to yourself? Why couldn’t you take better care of yourself? Why were you always depressed? Why couldn’t you talk about your depression? Why does it feel like you are in a mental fog all the time? Why couldn’t you just try and work out and take your time trying to lose weight? Why has it taken yourself a year and a half to find who you are? Why do you still beat your self up for your past relationship?


I jsut want to let you know that you are doing g great and better now. You are learning to love yourself and I just want past as future self to read this and remember the bad things you have told yourself and that now you are taking care of yourself a little. Exercising about 30 minutes a day is really helping you feel better. I just want you to know that you are loved by everyone and people love who you are. Never stop being you. You’ve also lost 22 pounds in the last year and a half. Keep doing good things.


Love your past self❤️❤️

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Gotta love when your father is in a pissy mood and says that if a car hit you that you would do more damage to the car then the car hitting you would do

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On a serious note can someone relate that occasionally when they are super depressed they come to the realization that they need to clean and get very little done because it overwhelms you and no one you know understands this

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compassionatereminders:

Yesterday my boyfriend told me “you’re not any less of a person just because you can do less things” and I wanted to pass that reminder on to other physically and mentally ill/disabled people who might need to hear it.

Pass it on.

Where can I find me a man like this???

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thepositivityspace:

I try my best to be the light in someone else’s life because I know too well what it’s like not to have any.

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Why do I have no self esteem? Because of my father. I have no self esteem due to you and your torturous things that you would say when I was little and then when you tell me I have no self esteem and you say well I wonder why and he counters with ya I wonder why all you have to do is wonder if he remembers all the shit he said to you and how much it still hurts even tho you are normally numb to everything

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perfeqt:

“Forgive me if I don’t talk much at times. It’s loud enough in my head.”

— Unknown
(via thoughtkick)

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