deathlot
deathlot
Deathlot
Might be triggering, it's tumblr - whatever I relate to I've posted/rebloged
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deathlot · 9 hours ago
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deathlot · 20 hours ago
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Ouch
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Why was choosing me so scary? What did I do wrong?
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deathlot · 21 hours ago
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deathlot · 2 days ago
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I didn’t even ask to exist in the 1-st place...
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deathlot · 2 days ago
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All I ever wanted...
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deathlot · 3 days ago
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Things aren’t as they seem
I’ve been telling left and right I’m getting better recently and I believed that until yesterday at work when I realized I forgot my headphones at home... shit hit the fan real quick from there on... didn’t do anything but did I wish to...
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deathlot · 3 days ago
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Existing sucks...
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deathlot · 6 days ago
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deathlot · 7 days ago
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When you're shit but still your mood is not dropping for once
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deathlot · 7 days ago
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Sorry
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deathlot · 7 days ago
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A promise is promise 😊 hope you're well and you like them (I'm really bad at taking pictures)
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deathlot · 7 days ago
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deathlot · 8 days ago
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Best advice, sadly a bit late
“Be very, very careful what you put into your head, because you’ll never, ever get it out.”
— homas Cardinal Wolsey (via thoughtkick)
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deathlot · 8 days ago
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Thank you for the playlist 😊🎶
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deathlot · 8 days ago
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Can you understand? Not having a dream… not being needed by anyone… The pain of merely being alive
Yuki Haku (via redsabaku)
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deathlot · 8 days ago
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Haku for manifestationofuchihalove
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deathlot · 10 days ago
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I’m done with you
To the one who broke me - if you ever check on my tumblr to see how I’m doing, (after long and hard thinking) I’ve given up on you, I knew you’ve always wanted to find someone who wouldn’t give up on you and that’s who I chose to be, but you’re shit and didn’t want it to be me, denying me friendship, denying me any info about how are you while we’re separated... well go fuck yourself and see if I care, there’s a limit to how much blood I can bleed FOR you, how much pain I can take for you, how much hate I can handle from me for you and I’m way past that limit so I give up on you, you’re out of my capability to understand, care for, and lie to myself you’re not shit-person, I excused you way too much for your past, for your surroundings, for your circumstances and it came to kick me every time so no more excuses you’re just an asshole you don’t wanna take responsibility and be kind, or caring it’s not your past, your surroundings or circumstances it’s you in the here and now not giving a shit enough so fuck off and have whatever you get in life
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deathlot · 11 days ago
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Would you dance with the skeletons in my closed the same I'd dance with yours?
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deathlot · 11 days ago
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Only for the last 10 years or so
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deathlot · 11 days ago
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Why is dying so fuckin tempting... like fuck I’ll die alright but I just have to deal with the damage control 1-st... can’t I have an “on hold” of the craving or once you deal with the self preservation instinct it just goes “fuck it all just fuck it we should die it’s been forever and you’re taking too long just do it you know it’s pointless fuck that shit just die die die dieeee fuckin end it” and so on 24/7 meds or no meds it’s playing non-stop in the back of my head
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