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I love having my silly little secrets that make my friends worry just a little about me. It feels so nice.

#ed male #trans ana #e🌧 #trans ed #ftm ed #male ed #ed not ed sheeran #tw ana stuff

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how it feels to be trans with an ed on tumblr

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Thinspo for me and the boys

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being trans and having an eating disorder is hell. like babe, pick a struggle-

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need to starve my tits off, literally.

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Tsats pdf? Tsats epub?

Please lmk where you found it!! Thank you:)

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I want to slowly rot away until I'm just bones, pure sparkly white bones, then I can be loved

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don’t eat tomorrow

don’t eat tomorrow

don’t eat tomorrow

yk ur gonna eat tomorrow bc you have no self control fat ass

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It’s hard with an Ed looking back at last year seeing how I was 10lbs less than I am now. Having maintained the weight for 8 months without losing or gaining any. Why do I fail so hard at this.

#tw ana stuff #tw ana thoughts #anarexsick #i will be skiny #skinnnny #thinspho #an0rex1a #getting skiny #not pr0 4n4 #tw ed vent #ana fast #4na #not pr0 just for myself #an0r3x1c #ana rules #ana trigger #just ed stuff #male ed #not pr0 anything #only pr0 for myself

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pls for the love of god

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If i was skinnier he would probably like me back

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Im so tired of being told that this isn’t healthy. Fuck off. Food is the only thing in my life I can control. Nothing else. All my rage I can only put into controlling my weight and calorie intake.

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Couldn’t sleep so I made this <3

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i want it to get so bad that i pass out in school

maybe i'll be taken seriously

if i pass out in school then i will be sick enough to be valid

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How dare everyone at this school be skinnier than me? And eat so much?

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“Growing up in an overweight household didn’t have any effect on me.”

Meanwhile me being terrified of food and wanting to vomit when watching overweight family members eat.

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it’s as simple as not eating.

really, it is.

the only thing that is standing in front of you and finally being able to live your life in a body that you love is completely in your control… so act like it.

if you’re tired of living in a fat person’s body, then stop eating like a fat person.

go take a nap, go read, go scroll. you can do anything you want as long as your are not adding unnecessary calories and fat onto your body.