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I feel so fuckin lonely... I feel so fuckin alone. I'm so alone. It's like my stomach is eating itself, like there's a void where the heart should be.

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Today I guy I like but don't really know sent me flames as a reaction to my story on ig. I hope this could be the beginnjng of sth... even if it's just physical... I want to feel sth

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Kyrgios is playing, starts yelling for no reason. That's not the point.

The reporter tells us that he actually suffered from severe depression, self-harm and that he opened up about it.

My mother:"Well fuck off, don't act like that"

Me:"MOM that's serious, he has had those problems he's probably still battling"

Djokovic wins the point, my mother celebrates way too much. While I'm visibly pissed.

"Do you get him cause he's depressed?", somewhat fooling me.

And I'm froze. All this time she knew I suffered, maybe depressed, and she didn't do anything? She thinks it's funny? She ignored my silences, cause she doesn't care?

That. That fucking hurt me.

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Aaaaaand again... my friends don't even care about lying me. They just act like they'll try but have already decided I'm not worth it... not even a night out. That's nice.

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My father has severe issues but I am the one called "daddy issues"?

#abusive parents #father #hate #issues #help #sexism

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Me: "Why am I always single?"

Also me: horrendous skin, big nose, ugly haircut, lowkey flabby, small eyes, not so funny, introverted

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Father: "Don't you eat?"

Me: "Later..."

Mom: "But don't you eat anything?"

Me: "Later..."

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This was like the final hit... nobody wants even to fuck with me... i get ignored from the only one that says wants to fuck me... and that's not even true anymore obv

I feel like shit, even tho I'm trying to change my lifestyle.

When I'll be hot, everybody will die

They will be sorry and wish they could talk to me

I'm gonna get a revenge body against this fkn world that keeps treating me bad.

Bye bye baby, i don't need anything but myself.

You'll see what you lost.

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What the heck??? He left me on read???

Oh no wait not even on read, he keeps entering and ignoring my fkn message wtaf?????

Dead.

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I deserve a great love jnterest, I truly believe, at this point, that I deserve it. Instead I have nothing. Only guys I don't find attractive like me, and the one I text and see occasionally is soooo boring... I don't like my love life. I really deserve someone, even if it is for a short period... at least a year of good sex or some months of passionate love... ugh

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Really, I just want to give up.

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Sometimes I just wish I was dead.

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OMFG i need to remember not yo fall for Maxxie fuck me

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Me after the third mental breakdown in two weeks

S01E02: Cassie

I’m better now. I’m totally better.

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After years I see a video on ig and fall again for him

#skins #love #freddie #effy #freffy #skins gen 2 #sad

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