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Hey everyone, please consider buying the 2024 itch.io Palestinian Relief Bundle- it's 373 games, game-making assets, tabletop roleplaying games, zines, and comics for a minimum of just 8 USD! They have a goal of 100,000 USD, and as of the time I'm writing this post, they have 8 more days to reach it.

Link will be in the reblog!

#game #palestine

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Do wish i have enough strength to put these bastards to the hospital

#''I'm not gonna kill them. Cuz' it's illegal. Just gotta maim them to the point they have to waste their entire lives in the hospital'' #Man. I start having violent thoughts lately. #Idk. Just want to put them into the ground once they started hinting at being physcial with me. #Neighbors are shit. Blergh

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I'm too stupid for any of this

#Sorry for the inactivity. Not that anyone is bothered but meh #Depression and irl shit #Idk. Feel like i'm growing worse #I hate asking for anything. Because it's make me too aware of how dumb i am. And then make everyone aware of how idiotic i am. #But i need to ask. #Imagine being an adult and yet you still need to tell people to talk slow and repeat things over and over. Because i'm just that braindead.

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putting this one forward to be heard by the great people’s jury of tumblr.com because i like to start arguments over nothing

#polls #techincally yes #but personally i considered that it's late #like #either 7 or earlier than that

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wayyyyyy too many of yall are forgetting that forced relocation is a form of ethnic cleansing

#reminders

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can someone hire me as a lighthouse keeper. my grip on reality is soooo stable and i will behave so normally under conditions of extreme isolation. and i promise i wont try to fuck the light

#relatable

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do you ever trying to avoid the fun things even tho you're sad, and you need those fun things to like, cheer you up? because you feel as if you won't feel better, and kinda scared that you would hate those fun things instead?

#i'm just #there is like...few things i can do to like...giving me a boost #but i'm just #kinda anxious now #why the fuck am i like this

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i just want to hurt both myself and someone

#just #the whole stealing thing still pissing me off #things just so...frustrating recently and then assholes has to be assholes #the camera was installed by the company. #so now we just look stupid because we lost a fucking camera cuz' the neighbors are just oh-so-nice #in the end. i'm the idiot who didn't ask permission to gain access to the camera #like i could have been notified and go check wtf was going on with the camera #imagine being this mad over a camera #i want to stab them in the eyes #really. just want to go apeshit #even tho i'm definitely gonna end up getting murdered instead #dumb. idiot. moron #me

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i just fucking hate this neighborhood

#sorry to vent #but not really #just want to get st off my chest #my best friend is already like a stranger so really #no one here is like...decent #bunch of fake ass bitches #a fucking camera and they decided to steal it #''how do you know'' #oh idk. the alarm went off around fucking 8 in the evening #it's not even midnight #fucking eight pm #when there was literally bunch of people around sitting there #people just want to screw each other for a piece of land #''you can't prove it's me. the camera didn't even caught the thief' #listen. #listen. you were literally selling stuffs right fucking under the camera. and STILL active at fucking 9 and a half pm #the event happened at fucking 8 #so the asshole who stole it. HAD to walk up to you. HAD to stand right next to you. STOOD nearby other assholes. #HAD to stand on st AND HAD to manually unscrew the camera and removed bunch of wires #before getting away #so if it wasn't you #then you purposely just...fucking ignored a thief #the houses next to us has fucking camera too. and it has been there for decades! #and yet the moment. we installed it. suddenly it just vanished the day after. #''it's new so the thief like it more'' #then explained why this ''genius'' stole this at fucking 8pm when there were people around. #like. the camera was right under them #there is no fucking way #this shitlord wouldn't get their attention #sure. fucking fine. it's just an object

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#relatable

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the us air force confirmed that the protestor who self immolated outside the israeli embassy in dc today was an active duty airman (article contains a photograph of the protestor on fire, please proceed with caution.)

#palestine #genocide

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I'm so weird when it comes to compliment about looks

#''Hey! You look pretty with that hair style'' #It's just a casual comment yet the word ''pretty'' just make me...idk #I'm not mad? But also not happy either??? #It's just #Doesn't feel like they said it in a teasing way. Like harmful sarcasm. #It's just...i feel like i don't want to be pretty??? Or maybe i just don't want to be acknowledged at all??? #Idk. I just...maybe part of me feel like they were being sarcastic thus i didn't like the comment #Tbh. Word like ''pretty'' or ''beautiful'' always so weird to me #Sometimes i feel fine. But most of the times. I just want to feel handsome... #Gender dysphoria?

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literally wasting my times here

#i genuinely do not want to do anything #i can't even be lazy in the right way #i dreaded the day we went back to works and they asked me about how i spent the holidays

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#polls #I...i'm really conflicted about him #I guess i'm leaning more toward “my dad is a bitch but i'm willing to take a bullet for him” #He is not the best and gosh. Lots of lines from him still fuck me up to this day #But like. He is also...kinda trying? #But i feel like the reason he is being nice and “patient” with me #Is because he just...not bothered enough to force me anything. #He is like on the verge of wanting to die quickly but also want to hold on. In case i change my mind and be “normal” #Sorry. Tết holiday just...sad #And i need to vent a bit #Also prev tags. Sorry about your loss

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So many Palestinians’ lives will just never be the same. Even on the chance that a ceasefire is declared, which even that isn’t forthcoming, it will not undo the trauma of having your home destroyed, of having the cafe you dwelled every day destroyed, of your loved ones you had to dig among rubble to see one last time, of living in makeshift encampments that are bombarded by airstrikes day and night, of the sheer fucking trauma that came with experiencing a live genocide. Those people have seen things they never speak of—and still we have people chalking it up to “exterminating Hamas,” to “Arabs being terrorists,” to “both sides are in the wrong.” The least we owe these people is a free Palestine, but it’s far from the last thing.

#palestine

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lol I can’t fucking afford groceries, so sorry my attention isn’t 24/7 on Palestine 🙄

listen i feel u. i do. but i honestly cannot get over how immature these asks are (and i’ve received a few of them by now, cannot imagine the volume of them actual palestinians get) bc it should be an unspoken caveat that a lot of these posts are not targeted at people who’re living paycheck to paycheck, working busy lives, have copious amounts of shit to deal w etc etc. the problem comes in when you go out of your way to ridicule genocide by sending asks like this, especially to people who lost family members to israeli attacks. i know this isn’t the social etiquette site, but someone has to tell you it’s incredibly rude, distasteful, tone deaf, disrespectful…

if you can’t afford to do anything, okay. keep it pushing instead of going to people’s inboxes trying to make an obvious point.

and if you do have time or money and you’re not doing nearly enough, you are the problem.

it’s literally that simple.

#palestine #You can just donate or at least spread awareness. #If you don't want to. Just...continue whatever you are doing without complaining online about fucking genocide

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#relatable