deliriousdemoness

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Being awake before the sun? No thanks, not for me.

#Hopefully I can fall back asleep

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I had a post nearly all written out, working through some family stuff and being raised in purity culture and how I'm trying to regain my sense of self and femininity and THEN THE SCREEN WENT WHITE AND IT WAS ALL GONE

#what happened #Phone why

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pretty sexy of me to keep going despite each day being more unbearable than the last

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Vanessa Stockard (Australian, b.1975)

Satan Said, 2019

Oil on Canvas

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Sleep is stupid. I wake up sleepy, doesn’t even do its job right I’m right back where I started.

#At least dreams are sometimes fun?

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Match with cute person, they message me first. I ask a question based on the topic they brought up/make it relevant to their interests in their profile. Never hear back again.

????

#I- I don't understand? #I don't get people

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Cat by Inagaki Tomoo (1930′s)

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via

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Forever grateful for Thai food

Drinking brings nowtalgia. Ive been thinkin about slide carousel prijectrs and old musicls

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If I'm already throwing up I might as well get mega drunk, right???

#Fun will be had #I'm making tonight good end of story

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I haven't been able to keep down still water today 😰

Going to try sparkling water because maybe the carbonation might help? I didn't eat yesterday so I know it isn't food poisoning

I wanted to go to a protest for human rights tonight but because of what my body is doing I can barely sit up.

#chronic illness #my body is fucked #so thirsty

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Despite best efforts I am having a really hard time fighting to survive today. Any encouragement, any positive news about your own lives, cute pet pics, anything at all would be awesome and I'd be grateful.

Thank you 🤍

#I woke up telling myself I'd conquer today but my mental and physical health are trying to stop me

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#Please #Please take me here #Let the waves wash over me until everything feels better

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#I wanna go here #Is this paradise?

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Just going to put this out here for anyone who might need it. Please reblog if this is helpful

#humanitarian aid #roe v wade #human health #No old man who needs pills to get his dick to work should have any say on anyone's body ever