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depressedgirl6-5-blog 3 years ago
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Why today was suppose to be a good day all the comment about my body are getting old i sick of it. My family knows i have body issue yet my grandma goes have u been gaining weight u should go back on your diet... I lost 5 pounds i dont get i get enough comments at school but now home to.. Maybe that why he left maybe i was geeting fat idk i just done i hate my body i hate my life can everything end pleaseeeee馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶
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depressedgirl6-5-blog 3 years ago
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Your all i think about u keep me up at nighg i think to myself well sleep it off then u pop up in my dead the memory mean nothing to you i was just a bad dream to u when u were my life my heart my soul. I try to find someone else but their not u you changed me and left me my friend dont get it they think i should be over u and it should be easy but its not you weremy first love i want u to be my last but i get it look at me im.nothing you deserve better someone pritty smarter funnier someone who family u like someone that doesnt have past problems. Idk what im gonna do when i see u with another girl it gonna kill me more inside. Your familys forget about me it fine though u no it was bound to happen. I feel out of place everywhere i hate it. I feel like im driving my friends crazy sometime i wounder if they even like me i feel.like i ove lr welcome.my stay at someone house andntheirngetting sick of me i have a feelimg everyone i care about getting annoyed with me and just wants me to leave them alone i staying quite around most people so i dont bother them. Maybe i really am my mothers kid. You were right to leave ypur the smartest person every im a mistake.
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depressedgirl6-5-blog 3 years ago
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I cant take this anymore everythings hurt out of everything i been threw you broke me more them anything. My friend cantbhelp me i feel hope less destraction barely work anymore hiding my pain is bad but i sick of people not caring so why talk about it everything you did was so gental you made me smile and laugh and feel loved and its all gone now im sorry for eveything everything i did to u im did to u was a mistake im sorry i love u so much i love my friends and im so thankful for everyone whose help me. I think i cant get over u because the fact u were the first people that made me feel real love and was their for me and treated me like i was their everything i got attached and now you gone and its my fualt everyone leave me bc i was a mistake i shouldnt be here i really shouldn't maybe your right maybe i am a bitch im no good for anyone. I dont no what to do rn my panic attacks are gettibg worse probably bc in like less the a mouth was the day u ask me out and made me so happy i want that back i want u back but that not gonna happen so im sorry for everything. I Love You.馃挃
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house-ad 3 days ago
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depressedgirl6-5-blog 3 years ago
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I dont get it why cant i ever be happy i try and try and try but no my self esteem is getting worse i have relapse on all the stuff i havent done and a bit one thing havent done in about a yeah but ya no it fine. No one understand i love u and always will u dont get it i get that u never loved me i get that but doesnt mean it doesnt hurt i was so happy for a split sec today than everything changed it hurts so damb much i want a family who loves and care about me l, i want the love of my life to come back, i want to not cry mysslf to sleep, i want friends who arent in and out, i want a body thats actually attractive, i want people to stop comment bad things about my body thinking its a joke when it not it effects me so much. Why does everyone leave and cant control my family its not something i can physically help. I have liek maybe 5 amazing friend and one person in my bio family who loves me. Living is harder but im try to stay strong i am but its so hard. CANT I JUST BE HAPPY!
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depressedgirl6-5-blog 3 years ago
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My familys no help to anything u left me all alone to deal with the family you knew killed me inside you were my light now all i am is darkness you made me realize the world wasnt all bad and made me feel love and safe the nights u helped me as i cry myself to sleep but u stayed on the phone telling me kind things to calm me down enough to pass out you were the best thing i ever had everyone judges u and say your a bad person but your not they dont realize how many times u helped yes you broke my heart yes you hate me but i forever will love u even if you dont believe i ever did i do and always will you broke me in ways i didnt realize was possible threw everything i been threw it i didnt think it would effect me this much i didnt realize my heart could hurt anymore i miss you so much i just wanna be wrap up in your arms or sitting by the fire leaning on you and say i love u and hear your sweet voice say it back and giggling bc of how happy i was with you. No guy can replace what we had your all i want all i ever needed im sorry i wasnt what u wanted and needed im sorry u hate me im sorry for what ever i did. I miss u so much馃槥馃槶馃挃 please come back to me.
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depressedgirl6-5-blog 3 years ago
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I cant seriously i love u so much and yet u broke my heart again..so much shit happen today had the need to call u bc you were always the person i cried to on the phone the person i could trust me and lean on i wanted to dial your number so bad but u hate me and it hurt.. My dad is shit i cant believe he did what he did.. My uncle broke my heart i cant believe him he broke a promise he made... So did u too you broke so many promise the day u ripped my heart out i can never get it back i tried but u hold it captive i need u so much i just wanna be wrapped up in you arms again and calm myswlf down cry into you as u hold me and tell me everything will be okay vut it wont nother ever does u were my light my hope my love my whole world and left me like i was nothing but the dirt u walk on i cant even breath my chest aches at the thought of you i get the feeling of crying and breaken down just see u i love u so much so fucking much and i wish u loved me back馃挃馃槶馃槶馃槶 i cant take it no more馃槶
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depressedgirl6-5-blog 3 years ago
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Why wont u just fucking leave my head all the memorys why was it so easy for u to just up and leave and forget me like i was a trash yet all i do is miss u i miss you smile the way you use to mess with me and i giggles and be happy i miss the happy me where i didnt have a care bc i knew i wake up and still have the most caring guy to call mine yet now i have convince my self into moving have to stop myself from hurt myself bc the pain takes over. I cry myself to sleep i cut away the pain when it get to much i have panic attack and juat seeing you yet all i wanna do is be near you i hate how easy it was for u to leave how i wasnt enough why couldnt i be enough馃槶馃槶馃槶馃挃馃挃馃挃馃挃
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depressedgirl6-5-blog 3 years ago
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I cant take this my heart hurts because of u it been months and i still cry alll the time i hide the pain so u think im over u and am strong but im not it hurts im balling my eyes rn just memory of u hurt seeing u so happen when im broken hurts i miss u why couldnt u love me like i loved u馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶#broken #deadinside #depression #imissyou #comeback #whyyy
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depressedgirl6-5-blog 3 years ago
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Fuck people im done helping anyone i try to be kind and helpful and get stab in the back so fuck people unless you a selective few then dont fucking talk to me.馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶#hurting #deadinside
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depressedgirl6-5-blog 3 years ago
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