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I hope in another universe someone is able to love me.

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girlhood

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Pov: ur my bf sitting next to me in bed

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This one got people really angry on Twitter so I’m going to say it again: TRANS SURGERY SCARS ARE COOL!

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I just wanna be loved

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I think I probably also have ADHD (more ADD but whatever) and I should do the tests but tbh the real driving force behind this is be for the weight loss caused by the meds

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i feel like i annoy everyone i talk to

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Tbh as long as i see u blogging occasionally so I know ur still alive you can take however much time you need to respond to me. All I care about is that you're still alive, there's absolutely no pressure to respond to me. Just please stick around.

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same:|

I'm actually embarrassed to have to update my cw so I'm just going to leave it as it is and change when I get lower

not a good month guys not a good fucking month

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Tbh as long as i see u blogging occasionally so I know ur still alive you can take however much time you need to respond to me. All I care about is that you're still alive, there's absolutely no pressure to respond to me. Just please stick around.

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i’ve been clean for 8 months WHY DO I SUDDENTLY GET INTENSE SH URGES LATELYY

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eating a cigarette with fork and knive

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ana rules to prevent binges

disclaimer: please understand that if you do not already have an ed of any sort or aren’t aware, this is not a healthy diet. please get out while you still can. take care everyone. <3

weekdays:

MUST stay under 800 cal. every day

walk at least 5,000 steps

no eating before 10 am or after 8 pm

have at LEAST one fasting day (liquids only)

do at LEAST two work out videos per day

skip at least one meal a day

have at LEAST 24. oz of water

NO SODA

weekends:

can go over 800 cal. but stay under 1,500

no eating only after 8 pm

do at LEAST one workout video per day

walk at LEAST 2,000 steps

NO SODA

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honestly im so fucked in like every way except the good way

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i miss him so fucking much i just wanna be in his arms

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all i want is tattoos and to be hot as fuck