SERIES SUMMARY: your breakup with sakusa kiyoomi was one of the hardest things you’ve ever had to go through, but you finally think you’re starting to accept it and move on. that is, until he shows up back on your doorstep drunk, drenched, and droning on about how much he misses you.
CONTENTS: exes to lovers. gn!reader as always. alcohol/drinking (nothing crazy or anything but people do get drunk). cursing probably. slight suggestive (nothing explicit, just implied). msby sakusa. established friendship w hinata. jealous(?) sakusa. will update as needed + chapters will have individual content info.
i. DING DONG DRUNK
chapter song: memories by conan gray
summary: you weren’t planning for any visitors on your quiet friday night. especially not your ex—sakusa kiyoomi—and definitely not him intoxicated.
ii. MIDNIGHT MIGRAINES
chapter song: haunting me by loveless
summary: you think you’ll be fine after that—you just have to pretend it never happened, right? but suddenly it’s like sakusa’s everywhere again, even in your dreams.
iii. TANGLED THOUGHTS
chapter song: when you look at me by sara kays
summary: it’s a rattling realization, that you’re not as over your ex as you thought, but you can deduce that pretty easy. what you can’t figure out is if he’s over you.
iv. BED & BREAKFAST
chapter song: don’t you go by all time low
summary: going to atsumu’s party was a mistake, if the man in your bed’s anything to go by. and yet, the curls splayed on your pillow fill you with anything but regret.
v. HEARTS, HANDS, & HOME
chapter song: lover of mine by 5sos
summary: he just forgot his jacket, that’s the only reason he came by. but idle conversation and your old song coming on makes it so easy to fall back into place.
he’s so excited to be a dad, will bring it up to anyone who talks to him. anytime he comes home he has something new for the baby. when she’s a toddler he becomes the world’s biggest enabler, he literally can’t say no to her. he’s just so weak when it comes to her. but when it comes down to it and it’s serious, you know you can count on him.
kuroo’s phone may as well be a museum dedicated to the two of you. ever since he found out you were having a baby, he started taking pictures of EVERYTHING. the good and the bad. the only thing he doesn’t have any documentation of is her birth. the first time he saw his daughter, he was too awed to think about anything else, let alone taking pictures of all things.
and he’s so careful with her. she’s the most precious, most fragile thing he’s ever held, ever had to care for, and he thinks that maybe he was made for this, because he would do anything for his little girl.
he takes time off when she’s born, paternity leave (this is my fantasy and in it paternity leave is plentiful), and he spends all his time with the two of you, tending to you and keeping you from tiring yourself out with her.
he’s one lucky mf because somehow he’s there for all her milestones, when she rolls over for the first time, when she crawls, when she sputters out gurgles that he swears are “dada,” when she walks.
she gets sick when she’s almost two years old, and he’s a mess, but he keeps it to himself and allows you to lean on him and into your emotions, since you so often have to be the more reasonable of the two of you and you don’t get the opportunity to feel all the way very often when it comes to her. so he stays your rock, takes care of the two of you when she’s in the hospital, let’s you be the one controlled by her for a change. and when she’s all better, that’s when he finally let’s himself feel everything he pushed down for your sake, and this time you’re his rock.
for her second birthday he insists on a big birthday bash for his baby, and you insist that “tetsurou, she won’t remember it, there’s no point,” but you don’t fight him too hard because you know you’re both still reeling from her hospital scare and he needs to put his pent up worry and care somewhere, so you do end up having a huge party for her (if you’ve seen new girl, imagine the party schmidt and cece threw for their kid). it’s mostly your adult friends all just fawning over her and buying her gifts. kenma still insists he doesn’t like children, but you know better when you see how gently he holds her. there’s also been an abundance of packages containing various baby things you would never splurge on showing up on your doorstep, but kenma insists he knows nothing about that and would never waste his hard earned money on your little brat.
hi! i just searched the username 'hanku' and nothing came up, so idk if this is your chance to take it since i remember you wanted it, i was on mobile tho i dont know if it'd show up as taken on desktop
hi!! i think it’s a hidden blog or smth bc it still says the url is taken :( thank u for trying to help though!!!