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“Sometimes before it gets better the darkness gets bigger.”

— Fall Out Boy, Miss Missing You

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This is exactly how life has been feeling for me lately.

#devii’s posts #memes #life is lifing #the amazing digital circus #tadc #glitch studios #indie animation #this has elmo fire energy 💀 #as well as that meme of the girl with the burned down house

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Haven’t been in the best of mood lately. Life is feeling like such a blur and not in the best ways. I don’t feel as enthusiastic about things, and creating hasn’t come to me as easily as it has.

I’m trying to write this oneshot and as soon as I start working on it I get distracted or disinterested. I’ve been trying to get back into sketching, and everything I’ve sketched out just doesn’t look as great as I would like for it to be. And I have two videos I want to create, but I’ve barely even started working on them. It feels like I haven’t had the time to really do anything lately.

Working at jobs I’m not interested in, trying to survive in this economy, and my relationship with my mom isn’t always the best given she’s partially the reason we’re in such a bad situation right now. I yearn to travel out of my city, or even my state just for a few weeks, make some new friends I can hang out with, and maybe find a lover I can obsess over even if it’s short lived. I just want to experience and explore life without any inhibitions.

I just — I don’t even know what I’m doing in life anymore, man. I might not keep this up for long or I’ll make it private, but I just had to get this off my chest.

#devii’s posts #life update #personal vent #might delete later #the retail chronicles #life is lifing #escapism

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The Eye of Gaia // Gifts From The Stars

My first piece, is Earth, our homeworld, our Mother. The name Gaia has always been synonymous to Earth like Terra is. The eye of Mother Nature depicts what she sees, the Earth and moon in its waning gibbous phase, and the dark blue universe surrounding us with small stars scattered around. She’s covered by plants, grass, vines and leaves, as they surround her eye, paying more attention to the focus being her. She is Earth and Earths soul is her.

Eyes are the key to the soul. Don’t mess with the soul. Don’t mess with Mother Nature (Gaia).

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There’s a world full of beauty within you. Vast landscapes of greenery, oceans deep of blue mystery organic beings that roam, to call your body, your temple their ‘home’.

You’re existence is one that most disregard, chanting vile incantations like the wicked strum of a bard.

But within you, is beauty & creation, destruction & death, a rebirth of old nations. From the eyes of a human, to the soul of Gaia

You are loved & appreciated from the moon to the stars, beyond the heavens & past Mars.

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Gifts From The Stars (Art Series)

#earth day #420 #earth art

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Modern society is VERY unforgiving. You can make a mistake, say something stupid at a time in your youth, or even do something socially deplorable and people will hold you upside down on a stake with your face to the fire and a rifle aimed at your chest no matter what you do.

I can’t stand the way society is at times, it just makes me realize how negative and puritan people claim to be (especially in online spaces). Yes, hold people accountable!!! But forcing accountability and then continuing to mention or punish people for their wrongdoings after they’ve shown growth or evolved in their beliefs is a bit much. In no way does doing that make you a better and more acceptable person.

#devii’s posts #just my thoughts #it can be very difficult being one of the few people who can see nuance in all situations and isn’t an extremist #this is also a sign of the times where people are overtly radical by thinking being that way leads to quicker changes #cancel culture #twitter debates

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This is exactly how I feel working in the retail industry… I’m not built for this shit

#devii’s posts #the retail chronicles #retail woes

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I love this X-Men 97 series. I never watched the original (and don’t plan on it cause of how dated the animation was), but this series actually fills you in on what’s really going on and what new viewers may have missed. Especially with introducing a new character to the series, like Sunspot.

I think a major reason for why I like this show is because of how similar some things are to a story I’m working on, with a young non-superhero kid who’s obsessed with superhero’s and gets to train and live with a superhero family. I’m not gonna spoil to much of it cause I don’t want yall to steal the concept but it’s very inspired by X-Men, and even Teen Titans.

I hope the MCU can get these characters right because this series is actually fantastic!!

#cinema starview #x men 97 #x men #marvel mcu #mcu

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“But I'm a lover of all kinds of art. And I just can't stick to one thing. I guess I could if I made myself, but I’d always be looking the other way, for other things.” ~ Unknown

#devii’s posts #quotes #unknown quote #artistic #creative quotes #bob ross

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“Fix the broken child in you, so you don’t break the child that came from you.” ~ Unknown

#devii’s posts #quotes #deep thoughts #inner child #inner healing

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The Misconception of Doja Cat (Controversy & Era Analysis)

Heyyoo, so this post is going to be a smaller version of a bigger analysis video I plan to make in the near future about Doja Cat’s Scarlet album. I’ll be sharing my thoughts when it comes to Doja Cat, her recent Scarlet era, the controversies that have followed, as well as how I think she could’ve been conceptualized this era.

There will be a video that comes along with this post some time in the future on my channel, so follow me on YouTube ≫ deViianceTV

In the meantime, let’s talk briefly about this Scarlet era. The themes, concept, and messaging + what I would’ve fixed if I was in the room with her

Scarlet is an album that thematically is about Doja creating this alter ego to be used as a way to lash out at her haters and people who wanted her to fit in a box that critics placed her in. A scarred starlet rebelling against the public eye and people’s perceptions of her.

The concept is a bloodied version of Doja’s alter ego, Scarlet, who symbolizes the bruised and broken version of her that is being reborn into someone confident, tapping into her inner creativity, esoteric intrigue, and embracing her natural beauty.

There are MANY things from this era that I would fix such as making this era a dynamic story of self-discovery through visual and sonic versatility. One example I would’ve loved is, if she had split this album into two separate pieces of art that bounce off one another in themes and symbolic representation. The first side of the album having dark horror Punk/Rave Rap elements, odes to video games and horror movies she likes. The other side having sultry R&B elements with a lighter tone of inner peace as she accepts her more melodic and jazz roots.

I don’t take Doja as much of a lyricist all the time. She has instances when she can be very witty with fun bars that have pop culture references, and double entendres, but she’s not overly lyrical in her songs. She should’ve taken more time on this project to better compile and write her songs with formatting structures and great analogies that have you think… instead, we essentially got her venting about how rich she is and how she was being attacked online. And then there’s the butter toast line which was just not good lol.

Honestly, another thing that ruined this era is the fact that there were too many controversies involving the time she dissed her fans, her romantic relationship with J Cyrus, and her self-identity issues that have plagued her career since she became mainstream. A lot of these things could’ve been handled better, had she not lashed out on social media, and showcased the cracks within her character. She is to blame for the many times she’s been canceled, by not growing and evolving or even holding herself accountable for her transgressions.

I may be overly critical of her, but that’s because I KNOW she can do so much better, than what she’s given us. I’m hopeful that the next era will be more developed, thought-out, and less drama-filled, focusing on just the music, with standalone videos. Doja IS meant a bonafide star, but Scarlet is a bloodstain on her discographic career… an aesthetically pleasing bloodstain, but still a bloodstain nonetheless.

#poptopics #doja cat #scarlet doja cat #scarlet album #female rappers #hip hop #pop rap #pop music #pop culture #coachella #celebrity gossip

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Resisting change can be scary, but nevertheless you must go through it.

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Solar Eclipse, Ring of Fire

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