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Ā Ā Ā a Ā moment Ā of Ā solitude, Ā stillness Ā of Ā the Ā water Ā and Ā echos Ā from Ā wildlife Ā drawing Ā her Ā away Ā from Ā the Ā peculiar Ā feeling Ā swimming Ā in Ā the Ā pit Ā of Ā her Ā stomach. Ā perhaps Ā it Ā was Ā the Ā product Ā of Ā one Ā too Ā many Ā drinks, Ā perhaps Ā it Ā was Ā something Ā else Ā āā Ā she Ā wasnāt Ā sure. Ā regardless,Ā she Ā admired Ā the Ā picturesque Ā sight Ā ā¦ Ā like Ā watching Ā a Ā bob Ā ross Ā painting Ā in Ā real Ā time, Ā happy Ā little Ā trees Ā every Ā which Ā way. Ā wasnāt Ā until Ā she Ā heard Ā the Ā creek Ā of Ā the Ā dock Ā had Ā she Ā snapped Ā back Ā to Ā reality. Ā ā Ā yāgonna Ā push Ā me Ā in Ā ? Ā ā Ā she Ā greeted,Ā delayingĀ aĀ glanceĀ toĀ favorĀ theĀ elementĀ ofĀ surpriseĀ instead.
aĀ lightĀ laughĀ leavesĀ eliāsĀ mouthĀ asĀ heĀ sinksĀ downĀ ontoĀ theĀ dockĀ besideĀ sundayĀ .Ā Ā āĀ wellĀ ,Ā iādĀ beĀ lyingĀ ifĀ iĀ saidĀ itĀ didnātĀ crossĀ myĀ mindĀ ,Ā butĀ iĀ figuredĀ iādĀ spareĀ youĀ ,Ā āĀ heĀ statesĀ ,Ā makingĀ himselfĀ moreĀ comfortableĀ asĀ heĀ glancesĀ overĀ atĀ theĀ girlĀ .Ā Ā āĀ whatāreĀ youĀ doināĀ outĀ hereĀ byĀ yourselfĀ anywayĀ ?Ā broodingĀ ,Ā planningĀ aĀ murderĀ ,Ā planningĀ outĀ theĀ lifeĀ youĀ couldĀ liveĀ asĀ aĀ mountainĀ womanĀ ?Ā orĀ maybeĀ allĀ threeĀ .Ā iĀ donātĀ judgeĀ ,Ā unlessĀ iāmĀ theĀ murderĀ youāreĀ plannināĀ ,Ā andĀ ifĀ soĀ ,Ā makeĀ itĀ aĀ quickĀ deathĀ ,Ā yeahĀ ?Ā āĀ Ā
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ā Ā Ā oh Ā my Ā god, Ā eli. Ā SHHH. Ā Ā ā Ā Ā voice Ā is Ā barely Ā above Ā a Ā whisper Ā as Ā she Ā turns Ā to Ā him, Ā eyes Ā narrowing Ā dangerously Ā as Ā she Ā presses Ā a Ā finger Ā against Ā her Ā lips Ā in Ā a Ā hushing Ā motion. Ā okay, Ā maybe Ā ghost Ā hunting Ā in Ā the Ā woods Ā wasnāt Ā the Ā best Ā idea Ā sheās Ā had. Ā but Ā theyāre Ā here Ā now, Ā so Ā they Ā might Ā as Ā well Ā stick Ā with Ā it.Ā Ā ā Ā Ā how Ā are Ā we Ā gonna Ā find Ā some Ā ghosts Ā if Ā you Ā donāt Ā stay Ā quiet Ā ? Ā Ā ā Ā
āĀ whatĀ doĀ youĀ expectĀ fromĀ meĀ hereĀ ,Ā lunaĀ ?Ā iĀ feelĀ likeĀ iāmĀ ...Ā āĀ heĀ trailsĀ offĀ ,Ā eyesĀ dartingĀ toĀ theĀ sideĀ asĀ heĀ shinesĀ hisĀ flashlightĀ intoĀ theĀ darknessĀ .Ā Ā āĀ iāmĀ soĀ fuckināĀ scaredĀ rightĀ nowĀ .Ā itĀ feelsĀ likeĀ weāreĀ inĀ theĀ blairĀ witchĀ ,Ā andĀ iĀ alreadyĀ knowĀ youādĀ leaveĀ myĀ assĀ inĀ theĀ dustĀ toĀ saveĀ yourselfĀ ,Ā āĀ heĀ pointsĀ outĀ ,Ā glaringĀ atĀ herĀ teasinglyĀ asĀ heĀ thenĀ swingsĀ theĀ lightĀ intoĀ herĀ faceĀ .Ā Ā āĀ whereĀ areĀ weĀ goingĀ anywayĀ ?Ā areĀ youĀ takināĀ meĀ outĀ hereĀ toĀ murderĀ meĀ ?Ā actuallyĀ ,Ā donātĀ answerĀ thatĀ ...Ā iĀ donātĀ wannaĀ knowĀ .Ā ā
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ā Ā * ā° Ė ļ½„ļ¾ Ā ā¹ Ā new Ā textĀ Ā ! Ā āŗ Ā Ā ā Ā Ā from elijah to madelynĀ .
MADELYN: have you MET them?
MADELYN: be annoying???
MADELYN: fuck no, annoying af. fucking attacked me this morning for making a simple comment
MADELYN: i'm glad, but those are my choices
ELI: ok ok fair enough
ELI: i respect ur choices lmao
ELI: wait... attacked u for makin a comment? wtf?!
ELI: should i start beatin some ass
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ā Ā * ā° Ė ļ½„ļ¾ Ā ā¹ Ā new Ā textĀ Ā ! Ā āŗ Ā Ā ā Ā Ā from elijah to madelynĀ .
MADELYN: lmao idgaf if you told. idk my family? uhm maddox is annoying..so is chloe
MADELYN: awww, you would??? thanks
MADELYN: you're safe from jason for now
ELI: damn u would sacrifice ur family?? thats cold
ELI: fr? what did maddox do to u?? lmao
ELI: & chloe is funny af like cmon u cant tell me she isnt entertaining
ELI: shes always stirrin up shit i love it
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ā Ā * ā° Ė ļ½„ļ¾ Ā ā¹ Ā new Ā textĀ Ā ! Ā āŗ Ā Ā ā Ā Ā from elijah to madelynĀ .
MADELYN: anyone and everyone
MADELYN: oh wait- someone i hate for SURE. why tf would you be on that list?
ELI: thats a copout
ELI: name someone specific cmon i wont tell
ELI: idk... maybe out of convenience u would just toss me into the crossfire
ELI: or because u know i would forgive u
ELI: even in death
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ā Ā * ā° Ė ļ½„ļ¾ Ā ā¹ Ā new Ā textĀ Ā ! Ā āŗ Ā Ā ā Ā Ā from elijah to madelynĀ .
ELI: if jason popped outta the lake & started swingin who are u throwin into the line of fire to save urself
ELI: & no u cant say me
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Fern had just finished getting high with her usual choice of poison, so her head was starting to spin a bit and deciding to walk outside to get some fresh air, and find a spot to roll in peace a bit. Though after she opened the door part of her wished she would have stayed in her room. She slid her sun glasses on quickly as she walked past Eli, a small scoff escaping her lipsĀ āWell, look who finally decided to show up and grace us with his presence.ā she said a bit more sarcastic then intended. Fern looked over at him with a quick glance before she ran her hand through her hair to move it behind her shoulders and opened the mini cooler outside and grabbed a cold beverage and sighedĀ āDo you want anything?ā she asked deciding to try and be polite since deep down she did careĀ for Eli glancing at him impatient for an answer.
eliĀ knewĀ thereĀ wasĀ aĀ goodĀ chanceĀ heĀ wouldĀ runĀ intoĀ fernĀ atĀ theĀ cabinĀ ,Ā butĀ heĀ thinksĀ thatāsĀ aĀ partĀ ofĀ theĀ reasonĀ whyĀ heĀ showedĀ .Ā bothĀ ofĀ themĀ endingĀ upĀ atĀ oakmoreĀ wasĀ alreadyĀ aĀ workĀ ofĀ divineĀ interventionĀ inĀ itselfĀ ,Ā soĀ heĀ feelsĀ likeĀ heĀ shouldĀ beĀ makingĀ theĀ mostĀ ofĀ itĀ .Ā evenĀ ifĀ thatĀ meansĀ poisoningĀ fernāsĀ lifeĀ withĀ allĀ theĀ toxicĀ partsĀ ofĀ hisĀ ownĀ .Ā Ā āĀ awĀ ,Ā wereĀ youĀ waitingĀ onĀ meĀ toĀ showĀ upĀ ?Ā āĀ eliĀ smilesĀ asĀ heĀ adjustsĀ hisĀ hoodĀ .Ā Ā āĀ nextĀ timeĀ ,Ā justĀ sayĀ thatĀ youĀ missĀ meĀ ,Ā babyĀ ,Ā āĀ heĀ saysĀ ,Ā leaningĀ backĀ inĀ theĀ chairĀ asĀ heĀ watchesĀ fernĀ siftĀ aroundĀ insideĀ theĀ coolerĀ forĀ somethingĀ toĀ drinkĀ .Ā Ā āĀ doĀ iĀ wantĀ anythingĀ ?Ā āĀ heĀ repeatsĀ withĀ aĀ quirkĀ ofĀ hisĀ browĀ .Ā Ā āĀ ohĀ ,Ā iĀ wantĀ aĀ lotĀ ofĀ thingsĀ .Ā whatĀ exactlyĀ areĀ youĀ offeringĀ ?Ā toĀ serveĀ meĀ aĀ drinkĀ ,Ā orĀ justĀ whateverĀ iĀ wantĀ ?Ā youĀ gottaĀ beĀ moreĀ specificĀ withĀ meĀ .Ā ā
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Brynn was walking outside, her bikini on and a tray of fresh fruit in hand as she made her way to the pool side. She saw Elijah sitting there and she smiled setting down the tray and looked over at himĀ āListen, there are no injuries allowed this weekend. I am off dutyā she teased with a grin, knowing that asking that was probably a lot with this group but she was really hoping not to have to play doctor, at least not in the literal way. She played with the strap on her shoulder moving it up a bit,Ā ā I will take payments in advanced thoughā she chuckled as she plopped herself down in the chair next to him her head tilted slightly, a playful grin spreading on her lips as her blue eyed gaze met hisĀ āYou missed quiet the show last nightā she stated unsure if it was a good thing or a bad thing, thinking about how it ended a small frown briefly appeared on her lipsĀ āNot sure playing never have I ever was a good ideaā
eliĀ squintsĀ againstĀ theĀ brightĀ sunĀ untilĀ brynnĀ comesĀ intoĀ viewĀ withĀ aĀ smileĀ evenĀ moreĀ radiantĀ ,Ā andĀ honestlyĀ ,Ā heĀ canātĀ helpĀ butĀ toĀ laughĀ lightlyĀ alongĀ withĀ herĀ .Ā sheāsĀ probablyĀ theĀ mostĀ normalĀ personĀ heāsĀ everĀ metĀ inĀ hisĀ lifeĀ ,Ā andĀ sheāsĀ forĀ damnĀ sureĀ theĀ nicestĀ .Ā Ā āĀ butĀ arenātĀ doctorsĀ alwaysĀ onĀ dutyĀ ?Ā youĀ shouldĀ probablyĀ getĀ usedĀ toĀ thatĀ nowĀ ,Ā āĀ heĀ teasesĀ backĀ asĀ heĀ rollsĀ aĀ shoulderĀ andĀ pretendsĀ toĀ winceĀ .Ā Ā āĀ andĀ hereĀ iĀ wasĀ hopināĀ forĀ aĀ specialĀ ,Ā offĀ theĀ clockĀ massageĀ ,Ā āĀ heĀ statesĀ ,Ā hisĀ eyesĀ trackingĀ theĀ movementĀ ofĀ herĀ handĀ ,Ā thenĀ ofĀ herĀ bodyĀ asĀ sheĀ plopsĀ downĀ besideĀ himĀ .Ā Ā āĀ damnĀ ,Ā weāreĀ stillĀ playināĀ highĀ schoolĀ gamesĀ ?Ā iĀ wouldĀ sayĀ iāmĀ notĀ interestedĀ atĀ allĀ ,Ā butĀ nowĀ iĀ gottaĀ knowĀ ...Ā tellĀ meĀ everythingĀ ,Ā āĀ heĀ smilesĀ asĀ heĀ shieldsĀ hisĀ eyesĀ withĀ oneĀ handĀ .Ā Ā āĀ wellĀ ,Ā actuallyĀ ,Ā onlyĀ tellĀ meĀ theĀ goodĀ partsĀ .Ā likeĀ ...Ā didĀ someoneĀ admitĀ toĀ murderĀ ?Ā didĀ soĀ andĀ soĀ sleepĀ withĀ someoneĀ elseāsĀ partnerĀ ?Ā thatĀ kindaĀ shitĀ .Ā ā
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Caden needed to stick to smoking and smoking only. Drinking wasnāt something he really needed to do and heļæ½ļæ½ļæ½s had problems with it in the past when it came to his mouth. He sat outside smoking a blunt just trying to stay away from the alcohol tonight and sticking to this. Maybe his parents were right, but he wasnāt gonna think about that right now. āYou want a hit,ā he asked the person next to him and handed them the blunt.
neverĀ oneĀ toĀ passĀ upĀ aĀ bluntĀ ,Ā eliĀ takesĀ itĀ offĀ ofĀ cadenāsĀ handsĀ withĀ easeĀ andĀ slipsĀ itĀ betweenĀ hisĀ ownĀ lipsĀ .Ā asĀ heĀ takesĀ aĀ longĀ hitĀ ,Ā heĀ letsĀ theĀ silenceĀ washĀ overĀ themĀ forĀ aĀ momentĀ beforeĀ breakingĀ itĀ asĀ heĀ speaksĀ onĀ anĀ exhaleĀ ,Ā Ā āĀ youĀ goodĀ ,Ā dudeĀ ?Ā āĀ eliĀ asksĀ ,Ā passingĀ theĀ bluntĀ backĀ toĀ hisĀ companionĀ .Ā Ā āĀ iĀ honestlyĀ canātĀ tellĀ ifĀ youāreĀ justĀ superĀ relaxedĀ rightĀ nowĀ ,Ā orĀ ifĀ youāreĀ havināĀ someĀ kindĀ ofĀ existentialĀ crisisĀ ,Ā butĀ youĀ lookĀ likeĀ somethināĀ isĀ upĀ .Ā likeĀ ,Ā iāmĀ noĀ therapistĀ ,Ā butĀ ifĀ yourĀ dogĀ diedĀ orĀ somethināĀ ,Ā thenĀ myĀ condolencesĀ .Ā ā
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why Ā had Ā madelyn Ā tried Ā to Ā be Ā productive Ā that Ā day Ā and Ā go Ā to Ā all Ā of Ā her Ā gen Ā ed Ā classes Ā ? Ā she Ā was Ā ready Ā to Ā make Ā it Ā back Ā to Ā her Ā room Ā and Ā just Ā escape Ā from Ā it Ā all Ā , Ā that Ā was Ā way Ā too Ā much Ā for Ā her. was Ā she Ā already Ā hitting Ā her Ā pen Ā once Ā she Ā made Ā it Ā outside Ā ? Ā of Ā course Ā she Ā was Ā , Ā she Ā had Ā a Ā mission Ā , Ā but Ā as Ā soon Ā as Ā she Ā heard Ā eliās Ā voice Ā the Ā girl Ā was Ā brought Ā back Ā to Ā reality. ā Ā stalker Ā much Ā ? Ā ā Ā she Ā asked Ā , Ā his Ā own Ā sarcastic Ā smile Ā causing Ā one Ā to Ā form Ā on Ā her Ā lips Ā , Ā an Ā eye Ā roll Ā following Ā suit. ā Ā oh Ā , Ā does Ā it Ā ? Ā ā Ā she Ā asked Ā , Ā ā Ā you Ā have Ā my Ā number Ā , Ā you Ā couldāve Ā texted Ā me Ā and Ā all Ā this Ā wouldāve Ā been Ā in Ā the Ā past. ā Ā continuing Ā her Ā walk Ā back Ā to Ā marsden Ā , Ā ā Ā aww Ā poor Ā baby Ā , Ā ā Ā sarcasm Ā flowing Ā through Ā her Ā words Ā , Ā her Ā own Ā practices Ā kicking Ā her Ā ass Ā lately. ā Ā iāve Ā been Ā here Ā , Ā shouldāve Ā found Ā me Ā earlier. ā
āĀ stalkerĀ ?Ā āĀ eliĀ repeatsĀ asĀ heĀ quirksĀ aĀ browĀ andĀ throwsĀ anĀ armĀ overĀ madelynāsĀ shoulderĀ .Ā Ā āĀ youĀ beenĀ fantasizingĀ aboutĀ meĀ beināĀ thatĀ dweebĀ fromĀ thatĀ oneĀ showĀ ?Ā onlyĀ iāmĀ hotĀ ,Ā andĀ iĀ disguiseĀ myselfĀ withĀ aĀ pairĀ ofĀ glassesĀ insteadĀ ofĀ aĀ hatĀ .Ā callĀ meĀ funhouseĀ clarkĀ kentĀ ,Ā āĀ heĀ statesĀ ,Ā hisĀ handĀ alreadyĀ reachingĀ outĀ toĀ takeĀ herĀ penĀ ,Ā butĀ heĀ thinksĀ betterĀ ofĀ itĀ lastĀ secondĀ andĀ pullsĀ hisĀ armĀ awayĀ .Ā heĀ isnātĀ tryingĀ toĀ loseĀ aĀ limbĀ thisĀ earlyĀ inĀ lifeĀ ,Ā afterĀ allĀ .Ā Ā āĀ cāmonĀ ,Ā madsĀ ...Ā iĀ feelĀ likeĀ youĀ definitelyĀ couldāveĀ sparedĀ aĀ momentĀ .Ā youĀ knowĀ iāmĀ notĀ oneĀ toĀ makeĀ theĀ firstĀ moveĀ .Ā iĀ haveĀ toĀ beĀ theĀ oneĀ wantedĀ ,Ā notĀ theĀ oneĀ doingĀ theĀ wantingļæ½ļæ½ ,Ā āĀ heĀ explainsĀ ,Ā likeĀ heāsĀ somehowĀ makingĀ senseĀ toĀ anyoneĀ .Ā Ā āĀ howĀ aboutĀ youĀ inviteĀ meĀ toĀ accompanyĀ youĀ toĀ yoursĀ rightĀ nowĀ andĀ weĀ makeĀ upĀ forĀ lostĀ timeĀ ?Ā thatĀ wayĀ ,Ā everyoneĀ isĀ happyĀ !Ā plusĀ ,Ā iĀ gotĀ aĀ newĀ strainĀ calledĀ mauiĀ wowieĀ thatĀ weĀ couldĀ tryĀ togetherĀ .Ā ā
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ifĀ thereāsĀ oneĀ thingĀ thatĀ eliĀ hatesĀ aboveĀ allĀ elseĀ ,Ā itāsĀ beingĀ ignoredĀ .Ā actuallyĀ ,Ā scratchĀ thatĀ ,Ā itāsĀ beingĀ completelyĀ forgottenĀ ,Ā thrownĀ asideĀ ,Ā replacedĀ ,Ā andĀ thatāsĀ exactlyĀ howĀ heĀ feelsĀ rightĀ nowĀ whenĀ itĀ comesĀ toĀ madelynĀ .Ā becauseĀ whatĀ theĀ fuckĀ ...Ā heĀ hasnātĀ heardĀ fromĀ herĀ inĀ agesĀ ,Ā andĀ yeahĀ ,Ā maybeĀ heāsĀ beenĀ busyĀ withĀ preparingĀ forĀ theĀ hockeyĀ seasonĀ ,Ā butĀ surelyĀ toĀ godĀ madelynĀ hasnātĀ beenĀ .Ā sheĀ couldĀ atĀ leastĀ sendĀ himĀ aĀ textĀ heĀ couldĀ ignoreĀ underĀ theĀ guiseĀ ofĀ beingĀ busyĀ orĀ somethingĀ .Ā soĀ ,Ā callĀ himĀ crazyĀ ,Ā butĀ thatĀ factĀ hasĀ himĀ strategicallyĀ waitingĀ outsideĀ theĀ buildingĀ forĀ herĀ lastĀ classĀ ofĀ theĀ dayĀ .Ā Ā āĀ whatāsĀ goināĀ onĀ ,Ā houdiniĀ ?Ā āĀ eliĀ greetsĀ asĀ soonĀ asĀ heĀ spotsĀ madelynĀ .Ā heĀ pushesĀ himselfĀ offĀ theĀ wallĀ andĀ shootsĀ herĀ aĀ somewhatĀ sarcasticĀ smileĀ asĀ heĀ saysĀ ,Ā Ā āĀ feelĀ likeĀ youāveĀ beenĀ ghostināĀ meĀ forĀ weeksĀ nowĀ ,Ā andĀ thatĀ reallyĀ hurtsĀ myĀ feelingsĀ ,Ā yaĀ knowĀ ?Ā practiceĀ hasĀ beenĀ stressfulĀ ,Ā andĀ yetĀ ,Ā myĀ smokingĀ buddyĀ wasĀ nowhereĀ toĀ beĀ foundĀ .Ā ā
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ricky was ANNIHILATED by chloe in the groupchat.Ā destroy utterly; obliterate. he felt shame the most. now everyone knew. but people always know.Ā āyou know what? iām just fucking sick of everything.ā ricky said, anger and sadness colored his tone.āiām done.ā he flicked his cigarette on the ground and stomped on it.Ā āi just feel so fucking numb.ā ā¦like no one would even care if he disappeared, he thought.Ā āi donāt know what to do. i donāt know what to do.ā he repeated himself, growing frantic. his shaking hands tried to light another cigarette but his fingers were too sweaty to flick the lighter. he threw the lighter at the ground,Ā āFUCK!āĀ
toĀ sayĀ thatĀ eliĀ isnātĀ theĀ bestĀ whenĀ itĀ comesĀ toĀ comfortingĀ othersĀ wouldĀ beĀ theĀ understatementĀ ofĀ theĀ centuryĀ .Ā theĀ bestĀ adviceĀ heĀ canĀ everĀ giveĀ isĀ toĀ justĀ forgetĀ aboutĀ itĀ ,Ā andĀ ifĀ theyĀ canātĀ doĀ thatĀ ,Ā thenĀ theyĀ couldĀ alwaysĀ justĀ getĀ highĀ toĀ forgetĀ ,Ā butĀ neitherĀ ofĀ thoseĀ optionsĀ exactlyĀ seemĀ likeĀ theĀ bestĀ routeĀ toĀ goĀ withĀ rickyĀ .Ā especiallyĀ nowĀ thatĀ hisĀ businessĀ Ā āø»Ā moreĀ specificallyĀ hisĀ problemsĀ withĀ substancesĀ Ā āø»Ā hasĀ beenĀ airedĀ forĀ everyoneĀ toĀ seeĀ .Ā Ā āĀ listenĀ ,Ā manĀ ,Ā iĀ knowĀ thisĀ isnātĀ gonnaĀ beĀ easyĀ toĀ hearĀ ,Ā butĀ youĀ justĀ gottaĀ putĀ allĀ thisĀ negativeĀ shitĀ outĀ ofĀ yourĀ mindĀ .Ā itĀ sucksĀ havingĀ somethingĀ youĀ confidedĀ inĀ someoneĀ aboutĀ blastedĀ toĀ everyoneĀ ,Ā butĀ thereĀ areĀ moreĀ peopleĀ onĀ yourĀ sideĀ thanĀ notĀ ,Ā āĀ eliĀ explainsĀ asĀ heĀ gentlyĀ takesĀ theĀ cigaretteĀ fromĀ rickyāsĀ shakingĀ handsĀ andĀ tucksĀ itĀ behindĀ hisĀ earĀ ,Ā withĀ theĀ thoughtĀ thatĀ rickyĀ mostĀ definitelyĀ doesnātĀ needĀ toĀ beĀ dealingĀ withĀ hisĀ problemsĀ throughĀ yetĀ anotherĀ viceĀ .Ā Ā āĀ theĀ onlyĀ thingĀ chloeĀ reallyĀ didĀ wasĀ makeĀ herselfĀ outĀ toĀ beĀ aĀ shittyĀ personĀ ,Ā butĀ weāreĀ allĀ rootingĀ forĀ youĀ toĀ getĀ betterĀ .Ā youĀ obviouslyĀ haveĀ aĀ goodĀ supportĀ systemĀ ...Ā nowĀ ,Ā allĀ youĀ gottaĀ doĀ isĀ useĀ itĀ .Ā ā
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So I decided to finally pull out my guitar after a year and honestly with all this free time I have now I may start playing again for the hell of it. I donāt know, but with all this free time I can start actually picking up new hobbies that isnāt the gym,but letās be honest Iāll find myself in there still.Ā
āĀ broĀ ,Ā iāmĀ notĀ gonnaĀ lieĀ ...Ā iāmĀ aĀ littleĀ bitĀ tooĀ tiredĀ toĀ fullyĀ graspĀ thisĀ conversationĀ ,Ā butĀ iāmĀ happyĀ forĀ youĀ ,Ā āĀ eliĀ statesĀ asĀ heĀ runsĀ aĀ handĀ overĀ hisĀ eyesĀ andĀ forcesĀ himselfĀ toĀ holdĀ backĀ aĀ yawnĀ .Ā Ā āĀ whyādĀ youĀ ditchĀ theĀ guitarĀ forĀ aĀ yearĀ anywayĀ ?Ā alsoĀ ,Ā isĀ goingĀ toĀ theĀ gymĀ evenĀ consideredĀ aĀ hobbyĀ ?Ā donātĀ youĀ haveĀ toĀ enjoyĀ itĀ forĀ itĀ toĀ beĀ consideredĀ thatĀ ?Ā unlessĀ youĀ actuallyĀ doĀ enjoyĀ itĀ ,Ā andĀ inĀ thatĀ caseĀ ,Ā youāreĀ kindaĀ aĀ psychopathĀ ,Ā manĀ .Ā ā
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āshit.. shit.. shit..ā arlo stammers as he rounds the corner of the hall, backpack long forgotten as he shuffles to get ahead of the set of ratherĀ temperamentalĀ lacrosse players heād recently fucked with. call it a friendly rivalry that begun with the destruction of one of his art projects when he was sketching in the park that led him to tampering with their supply closet with a spectacular displayĀ of broken sticks and missing equipment. heād gotten far enough away that sneaking into a side door without being seeing was a successful move, his back now pressed to the door, chest heaving.Ā āfuck.ā he mutters as he pushes his fingers through his hair before his gaze flicks up, jaw going a bit slack.Ā āoh uh.. hey, whatās up?ā he muses, eyes landing on a familiar face set in the empty classroom.ā
eliĀ shouldnātĀ beĀ surprisedĀ atĀ beingĀ interruptedĀ whenĀ heāsĀ inĀ theĀ middleĀ ofĀ lightingĀ oneĀ upĀ āø»Ā especiallyĀ consideringĀ theĀ factĀ thatĀ heāsĀ doingĀ soĀ inĀ anĀ emptyĀ classroomĀ āø»Ā butĀ theĀ presenceĀ ofĀ anotherĀ personĀ stillĀ shocksĀ himĀ .Ā maybeĀ itāsĀ becauseĀ ofĀ theĀ suddennessĀ ofĀ theirĀ arrivalĀ ,Ā orĀ maybeĀ itāsĀ becauseĀ heĀ hadĀ honestlyĀ expectedĀ noĀ oneĀ toĀ beĀ aroundĀ ,Ā butĀ eitherĀ wayĀ ,Ā heĀ breathesĀ outĀ aĀ sighĀ ofĀ reliefĀ whenĀ heĀ realizesĀ thatĀ itāsĀ justĀ arloĀ .Ā āĀ uhĀ ...Ā āĀ eliĀ dragsĀ outĀ ,Ā eyesĀ slowlyĀ dartingĀ aroundĀ theĀ emptyĀ classroomĀ likeĀ heāsĀ justĀ nowĀ realizingĀ whereĀ heāsĀ atĀ .Ā āĀ notĀ muchĀ ?Ā āĀ heĀ repliesĀ ,Ā finallyĀ relaxingĀ backĀ againstĀ theĀ deskĀ againĀ asĀ heĀ settlesĀ theĀ jointĀ betweenĀ hisĀ lipsĀ .Ā āĀ whatāsĀ upĀ withĀ youĀ ,Ā manĀ ?Ā youĀ bustedĀ inĀ hereĀ likeĀ youĀ wereĀ tryināĀ toĀ shakeĀ swatĀ ,Ā āĀ heĀ commentsĀ justĀ asĀ heĀ finallyĀ lightsĀ upĀ andĀ allowsĀ thatĀ sweetĀ ,Ā familiarĀ burnĀ toĀ overtakeĀ himĀ .Ā
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(Ā aaronĀ liebregtsĀ ,Ā twentyĀ -Ā oneĀ ,Ā cisĀ maleĀ ,Ā heĀ /Ā himĀ ,Ā scholarshipĀ )Ā welcomeĀ toĀ oakmoreĀ ELIJAHĀ JANSSENĀ !Ā backĀ againĀ forĀ yourĀ JUNIORĀ yearĀ ,Ā iĀ seeĀ .Ā wellĀ ,Ā whatĀ areĀ youĀ waitingĀ forĀ ?Ā unpackĀ yourĀ bagsĀ inĀ yourĀ roomĀ atĀ paisleyĀ houseĀ andĀ getĀ settledĀ .Ā ohĀ ,Ā donātĀ listenĀ toĀ theĀ rumorsĀ ,Ā eliĀ ,Ā iĀ donātĀ thinkĀ thatĀ youāreĀ moroseĀ ,Ā actuallyĀ iĀ thinkĀ thatĀ youāreĀ quiteĀ beguilingĀ .Ā youĀ knowĀ ,Ā youĀ actuallyĀ remindĀ meĀ ofĀ jakeĀ connellyĀ .Ā okayĀ ,Ā wellĀ seeĀ yaĀ aroundĀ !
āø» Ā š²š¾š½šš“š½š Ā šš°šš½šøš½š¶š Ā :Ā drugĀ useĀ ,Ā usingĀ sexĀ asĀ aĀ copingĀ mechanismĀ &Ā justĀ messinessĀ inĀ generalĀ tbhĀ .
BASIC STATISTICS
FULLĀ NAMEĀ :Ā elijahĀ brooksĀ janssen
NICKNAME(S)Ā :Ā eliĀ ,Ā janssen
CURRENTĀ AGEĀ :Ā twentyĀ -Ā one
DATEĀ OFĀ BIRTHĀ :Ā octoberĀ 26thĀ ,Ā 2000
ZODIACĀ SIGNĀ :Ā scorpio
BIRTHPLACEĀ :Ā valenciaĀ ,Ā spain
GENDERĀ IDENTITYĀ :Ā cisgenderĀ male
SEXUALĀ ORIENTATIONĀ :Ā bisexual
RELIGIONĀ PREFERENCEĀ :Ā agnostic
OCCUPATIONĀ :Ā juniorĀ atĀ oakmoreĀ college
PHYSICAL FEATURES
HAIRĀ COLORĀ :Ā lightĀ brown
EYEĀ COLORĀ :Ā lightĀ blue
HEIGHTĀ /Ā WEIGHTĀ :Ā 6ā²2ā³Ā ,Ā 180Ā lbs
BUILDĀ TYPEĀ :Ā athletic
TATTOOSĀ :Ā wayĀ tooĀ manyĀ toĀ actuallyĀ listĀ !
PIERCINGSĀ :Ā doubleĀ helixĀ inĀ hisĀ leftĀ earĀ &Ā aĀ noseĀ ringĀ thatĀ heĀ doesnātĀ wearĀ often
FACECLAIMĀ :Ā aaronĀ liebregts
PERSONALITY OVERVIEW
LABELĀ :Ā theĀ cataclysmic
POSITIVEĀ TRAITSĀ :Ā adroitĀ ,Ā valiantĀ ,Ā ferventĀ ,Ā ambitiousĀ &Ā confident
NEGATIVEĀ TRAITSĀ :Ā moroseĀ ,Ā impulsiveĀ ,Ā restlessĀ ,Ā deceitfulĀ &Ā bellicose
LIKESĀ :Ā playingĀ hockeyĀ ,Ā goingĀ onĀ jogsĀ toĀ clearĀ hisĀ headĀ ,Ā listeningĀ toĀ musicĀ ,Ā boxingĀ ,Ā buyingĀ thingsĀ heĀ doesnātĀ needĀ /Ā canātĀ affordĀ ,Ā wearingĀ sweatsĀ wheneverĀ heĀ canĀ getĀ awayĀ withĀ itĀ ,Ā physicalĀ challengesĀ ,Ā paintingĀ ,Ā strawberriesĀ &Ā beingĀ inĀ chargeĀ .
DISLIKESĀ :Ā loudĀ chewersĀ ,Ā peopleĀ whoĀ spitĀ ,Ā peanutĀ butterĀ ,Ā notĀ doingĀ anythingĀ forĀ extendedĀ periodsĀ ofĀ timeĀ ,Ā gettingĀ delayedĀ ,Ā notĀ beingĀ ableĀ toĀ findĀ hisĀ phoneĀ chargerĀ ,Ā sandĀ ,Ā lettingĀ laundryĀ getĀ piledĀ upĀ ,Ā disorganizationĀ &Ā coffeeĀ .Ā
FAMILY HISTORY
PARENTSĀ :Ā josephĀ &Ā adaĀ janssen
SIBLING(S)Ā :Ā none
CHILDRENĀ :Ā none
FINANCIALĀ STATUSĀ :Ā lowerĀ middleĀ class
CURRENTĀ RESIDENCEĀ :Ā paisleyĀ houseĀ inĀ southernĀ california
BACKGROUND AND HEADCANONS
eliĀ wasĀ nearlyĀ bornĀ onĀ halloweenĀ ,Ā whichĀ honestlyĀ shouldĀ haveĀ beenĀ hisĀ parentsāĀ firstĀ indicationĀ thatĀ heĀ wouldĀ beĀ aĀ problemĀ !Ā notĀ toĀ stereotypeĀ ,Ā butĀ noĀ wayĀ couldĀ thatĀ beĀ aĀ goodĀ signĀ !Ā aĀ halloweenĀ babyĀ equalsĀ satanāsĀ spawnĀ &Ā youĀ canĀ quoteĀ meĀ onĀ thatĀ !Ā evenĀ thoughĀ eliĀ wasnātĀ actuallyĀ bornĀ onĀ theĀ dayĀ thoughĀ ,Ā heĀ definitelyĀ cameĀ intoĀ theĀ worldĀ screamingĀ bloodyĀ murderĀ !Ā hisĀ poorĀ motherĀ couldnātĀ catchĀ aĀ breakĀ &Ā wasĀ barelyĀ ableĀ toĀ getĀ anyĀ sleepĀ afterĀ beingĀ upĀ allĀ dayĀ &Ā nightĀ withĀ eliĀ .
itĀ seemedĀ asĀ thoughĀ hisĀ troublesomeĀ natureĀ onlyĀ seemedĀ toĀ getĀ worseĀ asĀ timeĀ passedĀ asĀ wellĀ &Ā whenĀ heĀ wasĀ fourĀ ,Ā hisĀ motherĀ actuallyĀ hadĀ toĀ endĀ upĀ quittingĀ herĀ waitressingĀ jobĀ toĀ stayĀ homeĀ withĀ eliĀ .Ā thisĀ leftĀ onlyĀ hisĀ fatherĀ workingĀ ,Ā butĀ hisĀ salaryĀ asĀ aĀ teacherĀ /Ā coachĀ atĀ theĀ localĀ elementaryĀ schoolĀ wasĀ justĀ barelyĀ payingĀ theĀ billsĀ .Ā notĀ toĀ mentionĀ theĀ factĀ thatĀ hisĀ motherāsĀ mentalĀ healthĀ wasĀ rapidlyĀ decliningĀ rightĀ alongĀ withĀ hisĀ fatherāsĀ patienceĀ .Ā thisĀ ledĀ toĀ hisĀ parentsĀ fightingĀ aĀ lotĀ &Ā theĀ fightingĀ ledĀ toĀ hisĀ motherĀ eventuallyĀ leavingĀ withoutĀ soĀ muchĀ asĀ aĀ goodbyeĀ .
notĀ oneĀ toĀ dwellĀ ,Ā hisĀ fatherĀ immediatelyĀ uprootedĀ theirĀ livesĀ &Ā decidedĀ toĀ moveĀ asĀ farĀ awayĀ asĀ heĀ couldĀ .Ā thatāsĀ howĀ theyĀ endedĀ upĀ inĀ southernĀ californiaĀ ofĀ allĀ placesĀ .Ā hisĀ fatherĀ wasĀ ableĀ toĀ getĀ aĀ similarĀ jobĀ toĀ theĀ oneĀ heĀ hadĀ inĀ spainĀ ,Ā butĀ theĀ moneyĀ wasĀ reallyĀ noĀ betterĀ .Ā thatĀ didnātĀ stopĀ hisĀ fatherĀ fromĀ puttingĀ eliĀ intoĀ everyĀ sportĀ heĀ possiblyĀ couldĀ ,Ā thoughĀ ,Ā untilĀ heĀ finallyĀ decidedĀ thatĀ hisĀ sonĀ wouldĀ beĀ theĀ nextĀ bigĀ hockeyĀ starĀ !
fromĀ theĀ timeĀ eliĀ wasĀ justĀ sixĀ yearsĀ oldĀ ,Ā hisĀ fatherĀ beganĀ pushingĀ himĀ toĀ hisĀ limitsĀ &Ā beganĀ caringĀ onlyĀ aboutĀ eliĀ doingĀ wellĀ inĀ hockeyĀ .Ā theyĀ basicallyĀ hadĀ aĀ nonexistentĀ relationshipĀ outsideĀ ofĀ aĀ coachĀ /Ā playerĀ dynamicĀ ,Ā butĀ eliĀ didnātĀ mindĀ thatĀ muchĀ .Ā heĀ filledĀ upĀ hisĀ timeĀ withĀ otherĀ thingsĀ &Ā beganĀ toĀ fillĀ theĀ voidĀ withĀ differentĀ vicesĀ .
heĀ pickedĀ upĀ smokingĀ atĀ justĀ thirteenĀ &Ā experimentedĀ withĀ allĀ kindsĀ ofĀ drugsĀ afterwardsĀ ,Ā withĀ cocaineĀ beingĀ hisĀ drugĀ ofĀ choiceĀ .Ā heĀ alsoĀ turnedĀ toĀ sexĀ aĀ lotĀ ofĀ theĀ timeĀ inĀ orderĀ toĀ feelĀ wantedĀ &Ā lovedĀ inĀ someĀ wayĀ ,Ā butĀ heĀ couldĀ neverĀ forceĀ himselfĀ toĀ stickĀ aroundĀ anyĀ longerĀ thanĀ thatĀ .
ifĀ anythingĀ ,Ā hisĀ hardĀ workĀ &Ā oneĀ -Ā trackĀ mindĀ whenļæ½ļæ½ itĀ cameĀ toĀ hockeyĀ didĀ kindĀ ofĀ workĀ outĀ inĀ hisĀ favorĀ inĀ theĀ endĀ ,Ā becauseĀ heĀ gotĀ anĀ athleticĀ scholarshipĀ toĀ attendĀ oakmoreĀ .
overallĀ ,Ā eliĀ isnātĀ exactlyĀ anĀ awfulĀ guyĀ orĀ anythingĀ ,Ā butĀ heĀ definitelyĀ isĀ anĀ assholeĀ aĀ lotĀ ofĀ theĀ timeĀ &Ā canĀ beĀ extremelyĀ selfishĀ ,Ā tooĀ !
funnilyĀ enoughĀ ,Ā evenĀ thoughĀ eliĀ isĀ twentyĀ -Ā oneĀ ,Ā heāsĀ neverĀ botheredĀ toĀ getĀ hisĀ driverāsĀ licenseĀ ,Ā soĀ heāsĀ alwaysĀ bummingĀ ridesĀ offĀ ofĀ anyoneĀ &Ā everyoneĀ .
eliĀ isĀ aĀ bitĀ ofĀ aĀ controlĀ freakĀ &Ā likesĀ toĀ haveĀ completeĀ orderĀ inĀ hisĀ lifeĀ Ā āĀ whenĀ heāsĀ soberĀ ,Ā thatĀ isĀ .Ā heĀ canātĀ liveĀ inĀ anyĀ kindĀ ofĀ messĀ &Ā heāsĀ cleanĀ toĀ theĀ pointĀ ofĀ slightĀ obsessivenessĀ .Ā hisĀ therapistĀ claimsĀ itĀ hasĀ toĀ doĀ withĀ hisĀ messyĀ upbringingĀ &Ā neverĀ beingĀ ableĀ toĀ makeĀ hisĀ fatherĀ trulyĀ proudĀ ofĀ himĀ ,Ā soĀ nowĀ eliĀ doesĀ thingsĀ thatĀ heĀ knowsĀ willĀ haveĀ theĀ outcomeĀ thatĀ heāsĀ afterĀ .
heāsĀ beenĀ claimingĀ thatĀ heāllĀ stopĀ smokingĀ sinceĀ heĀ wasĀ ,Ā likeĀ ,Ā sixteenĀ ,Ā butĀ heāsĀ neverĀ evenĀ actuallyĀ triedĀ .Ā inĀ factĀ ,Ā heāsĀ probablyĀ onlyĀ gottenĀ worseĀ whenĀ itĀ comesĀ toĀ hisĀ badĀ habitsĀ .
eliĀ hasĀ aĀ bitĀ ofĀ aĀ tattooĀ obsessionĀ &Ā prettyĀ muchĀ hasĀ hisĀ wholeĀ upperĀ bodyĀ coveredĀ atĀ thisĀ pointĀ withĀ noĀ intentionsĀ ofĀ stoppingĀ .
heāsĀ alwaysĀ beenĀ aĀ bitĀ aggressiveĀ &Ā wasĀ knownĀ forĀ solvingĀ hisĀ problemsĀ withĀ hisĀ fistsĀ ,Ā butĀ whenĀ heĀ startedĀ takingĀ hockeyĀ moreĀ seriouslyĀ ,Ā heĀ insteadĀ focusedĀ allĀ ofĀ thatĀ energyĀ intoĀ theĀ sportĀ .Ā itĀ didĀ giveĀ himĀ aĀ bitĀ ofĀ aĀ badĀ reputationĀ inĀ theĀ sportsĀ worldĀ &Ā inĀ generalĀ ,Ā butĀ heĀ doesnātĀ reallyĀ careĀ .
āø»Ā THATāSĀ ALLĀ MYĀ PUNEYĀ LITTLEĀ BRAINĀ canĀ thinkĀ ofĀ atmĀ ,Ā butĀ pleaseĀ gimmeĀ aĀ chanceĀ lmaoĀ !Ā ifĀ youĀ wannaĀ plotĀ ,Ā thenĀ justĀ giveĀ thisĀ aĀ likeĀ &Ā iāllĀ shootĀ youĀ aĀ messageĀ onĀ discordĀ orĀ sumnĀ ?Ā orĀ feelĀ freeĀ toĀ contactĀ meĀ ,Ā becauseĀ believeĀ meĀ whenĀ iĀ sayĀ thatĀ iāmĀ willingĀ toĀ takeĀ upĀ prettyĀ muchĀ anyĀ connectionĀ &Ā thatĀ iĀ liveĀ forĀ messĀ !Ā iĀ wonātĀ evenĀ pretendĀ toĀ beĀ coyĀ orĀ nothingĀ ,Ā becauseĀ thisĀ bitchĀ lovesĀ romancesĀ ,Ā hateĀ shipsĀ ,Ā rivalsĀ ,Ā enemiesĀ ,Ā impulsiveĀ bestĀ friendsĀ &Ā anythingĀ elseĀ thatāsĀ messyĀ asĀ hellĀ .Ā iāllĀ takeĀ itĀ allĀ ,Ā thankĀ youĀ !
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guilty pleasure this guilty pleasure that, I don't feel guilty abt pleasure, I'm not catholic
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iām literally so self aware of when iām making bad decisions that youād think itād be enough to stop me but no, itās not.
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