You ruined me.
I’m so tired…
I hate you for doing this to me
Because of you I can’t trust anyone anymore.
“I am not depressed. I can still smile at pretty things And laugh when jokes are funny, I can still talk to people And enjoy nice days. But when I go inside, When I’m all alone, There is something broken. And I fall into a sadness so sweet That it engulfs me. I look in the mirror But I don’t like what I see. And the tears always fall When I’m falling asleep, Because I miss something That doesn’t exist. But I am not depressed, I’ve just been sad for a while. Although I can still find the light I can still smile.”
“When something bothered me, I didn’t talk with anyone about it. I thought it over all by myself, came to a conclusion, and took action alone. Not that I really felt lonely. I thought that’s just the way things are. Human beings, in the final analysis, have to survive on their own.”
— Murakami, Haruki. Sputnik Sweetheart.
“Life doesn’t always introduce you to the people you want to meet. Sometimes life puts you in touch with the people you need to meet – to help you, to hurt you, to leave you, to love you, and to gradually strengthen you into the person you were meant to become.”