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i just finished my undergrad degree!!!

#can't believe i made it here

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the vortisaurs from the dr who audio plays

#doctor who

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there’s nothing like spending all day writing an exam only to not be able to submit it because the wifi isn’t strong enough

#🐝

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finals season fills my head with moss

#i do love school but golly gee the paper writing never ends #and i would really like it to end

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kinda cool that investing serious effort into being kinder to myself has resulted in me being kinder to myself

#dismantling my toxic productivity one step at a time #it’s little but im proud of myself #🐝

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pok always quietly monitoring riz’s whereabouts, checking in the second he can and he thinks riz might need back up, so proud and so loving and so careful

#pok gukgak #fantasy high junior year

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sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

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i'm convinced that there is an ancestral curse on writing papers about leonard cohen because one essay on cohen was my little sister's undoing and no here i am, struggling more than i have before on an assignment, to coherently think about what i'm trying to say in my own cohen essay.

#i start to think and it goes in circles until it turns to soup #he's such a fascinating guy it becomes overpowering #yes #this is still me procrastinating my school work and putting my lack of work ethic onto a curse instead of taking responsibility

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i'm actually so good at procrastinating. today i planned a trip with my sister to hike across liechtenstein instead of writing a paper that desperately needs to get finished.

#senioritis is real and i know it personally #but i always get everything done #and my sister lives in a different country so i really miss being with her #(<- truly just excuses to justify my procrastination lol)

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figure skating world championships reaaaally challenging my work ethic

#it's a home worlds! #and school motivation has already been waning bc i have non conditional offers for law school

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IS ANYONE ELSE FEELING THE HOPE OF SPRING

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cereal tastes better at night because the veil is thin

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oopsie! You got a bit too manic about a creative project too close to bedtime and now your brain is too awake to sleep. One million dead 10 morbillion injured

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Kristen Applebees, described as one of the most gifted clerics, reviving a forgetten godess sophomore year only to accidentally kill her this season and needing to revive her again, incredibly stressed (as all the bad kids are) and sobbing over Yolanda's body "You were such a good teacher. I'm sorry I only got a C." is just so heartbreaking in a way i cannot articulate

#fantasy high junior year #kristen applebees

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note to self: don’t schedule work meetings during little nap times

#i never can get enough sleep in the night so i build a little hour nap into my morning #it’s a weird schedule but it works for me

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she was initially formed out of pottery clay but came to life because it was her true hearts wish to be friends with everybody in the world and the princess of the faeries helped her

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about to testify as a witness in a criminal trial but i'm attending court virtually from my uni dorm so there is a poster in the background that clearly says "alien abduction club"

#like its fine but im self conscious #can't tell if it makes it better or worse that i am also a 0L at a good law school...