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listen. aging into your thirties rocks. yes your joints get a little creaky. yes you can’t sleep in a pretzel on the floor anymore after a concert or a convention. and you lose some friends. but the thing is that you sort out who your real friends are and you sort out who you really are. and you get to see your friends settling into careers they like, and adopt new dogs and cats, and you find a job you can stand, and get really good at arts and crafts, and maybe that book you loved as a kid gets a movie deal and it doesn’t suck, and you learn to like new food and bake your own bread, and you realize that the great portfolio of self harm scars you all used to curate are going white with age and not updated, and half your friends are a different gender now and so much happier and maybe you are too, and you know who you are, and that it’s a journey and not a revelation. it’s a direction you’re headed, and you’re enjoying the trip.

reaching your 30′s rocks. and i’m hearing good things about what comes next, too.

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Henri de Toulouse-Lautrec - In Bed Paintings

KinnPorsche the Series - In Bed/ Episode 8

The lovely @ellaspore reminded me of this series by Toulouse-Lautrec painted in a Paris brothel of two women waking up together in bed by lamp light. Lautrec's painting depicts same-gender love, not as a voyeuristic spectacle for the male gaze, but as something gentle, sweet and tender.

It fits perfectly for KinnPorsche, as hot and heavy as they are, this moment of sweet and quiet intimacy, as Lautrec shows, so does P'Pond queer love as real and mutual affection, not just as a sexual fantasy.

#kinnporsche #kinnporsche the series

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#kinnporsche ep 3 #they have so many fanfic tropes tbh

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“il Cuore di Kinn, ready to serve.” 

“meaning?”

“Kinn’s heart. Taste it.”

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Apo Nattawin as Porsche Kittisawasd in KinnPorsche (2022)

#kinnporsche #kinnporche the series #the power he holds

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KINNPORSCHE (2022) dir. Khom Kongkiat — According to the Theerapankakul’s tradition, the main family can appoint anyone to become the head of the minor family in case of the sudden death of its head.

#kinnporsche #kinnporsche the series

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Power Couple ™

#kinnporsche #kinnporsche the series

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MILE PHAKPHUM & APO NATTAWIN as Kinn and Porsche in KinnPorsche: The Series (2022)

#kinnporsche #kinnporsche: the series #i’m breathless #their chemistry is insane

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Dad. Mum. This is Kinn. My boss. That’s it? And he’s the one I love.

#kinnporsche #kinnporsche the series #sobbing uncontrollably

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But I’m not such a good boyfriend myself. I made him sad many times. But he’s sweet. He still gave me chances. He made me be able to truly trust someone. He used to ask me why I put up with living this life. Actually, I do have an answer. Just having him by my side, wherever it may be, I’ll be able to live. That’s so cheesy.

KINNPORSCHE THE SERIES (2022)

#kinnporsche #kinnporsche the series

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Can we start all over?

MILE PHAKPHUM & APO NATTAWIN as KINN & PORSCHE KINNPORSCHE: THE SERIES (2022) dir. Khom Kongkiat

#kinnporsche #kinnporsche the series

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KinnPorsche's Secret Ceremony

Remember when Kinn said “if I could turn back time, I’d right all the wrongs I did you”? He did it.

Kinn brings Porsche back to where they first met, where all the lies began. But this time, without the tint of Korn’s machinations.

It’s Kinn who wants Porsche this time. Not Korn. Not the mafia. Just Kinn.

The first time they met, the place was basked in blue and gold. In @antique-forvalaka​‘s color theories, those are Porsche’s and the mafia colors, respectively. There were hints of red in the form of the lanterns, but that red symbolized danger and deceiving, not Kinn.

Here, the scene is filled with blue and red, and overwhelmingly, their marriage: purple.

“From now on, there will be no secrets between us.”

From now on, I will not keep things from you anymore. You are my equal in all that matters.

Don’t think about Kinn’s misty eyes. Don’t think about the pain in them because Kinn can’t actually turn back time. He can’t undo all the hurt he has caused Porsche.

But he can try his damndest to do things right from now on.

“My name is Kinn. I’m the head of the main family.”

It pains me that even in their little domestic bubble, in this private moment, Kinn can’t separate himself from his family obligations. But this is him giving Porsche full transparency.

This is who I am. This is my life. Do you accept me?

“Please be my bodyguard.”

His proposal, his hand hanging in the air, waiting for Porsche’s answer. Kinn hasn’t said ‘I love you’ directly to Porsche yet, but it’s ok. Porsche knows it. He can say it for both of them.

Porsche takes his hands, peppers him with kisses, with forgiveness and acceptance.

“I’m the one you love. And the one who loves you.”

Porsche not only accepts Kinn for everything he is. He loves him in his entirety.

And then Kinn places a kiss on Porsche’s hand, affirming his love, devotion and worship. Do you realize what this is? They just exchanged vows.

Under the witness of the red lanterns. The red lanterns of fortune, jubilation and new beginnings. The red lanterns that are raised in Lunar New Year and, you guessed it, weddings.

We got ourselves a metaphorical wedding. I repeat, a metaphorical wedding! Kinn and Porsche were starved, but now they can have their heart’s fill of love and affection, because they have each other.

*** Check out other awesome meta collected by @luckydragon10​ here 🤗.

#kinnporsche #kinnporsche the series

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#my friends telling me how they cheated on their partners with married men in public places

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#kinnporsche #kinnporsche the series #apo nattawin #mile phakphum

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KINNPORSCHE — EP 12

#kinnporsche #kinnporsche the series

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Vegas + his bare essentials 

#kinnporsche the series #vegas theerapanyakul #lmao

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This family, they’re all easy to read. Right now, they must be voting on what to do next. Tankhun is voting to have me killed. Mr. Korn is looking at the big picture. He will choose to keep me for further use. Eventually, it’s up to what Kinn’s going to choose.

No matter what Kinn chooses, it’s probably the best for the family.

Or maybe what’s best for his heart. (in.sp)

KINNPORSCHE THE SERIES (2022)

#kinnporsche #kinnporsche the series #i notice this too #it’s the first time he ever took off the ring #now when he’s with porsche he’s just kinn #free from all his burden