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it's the last day you can rb this

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It’s obnoxious to me how ugly and uncanney valley AI images look, and yet manage to still be so prevelant. To me it’s like looking at computer generated vomit. Instead of a cohesive image it’s always some unsettling Cronenbergian horror of prompts (except far less cool and amusing).

#can you tell I despise AI #when I look for something on the internet now it’s like dumpster diving #and I have to sift through all the AI trash before I even get to something decent #.txt

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Little life update just cause, I’m still pretty fucked and not making enough to pay rent or bills which is… :))) well, not good.

BUT I got a brand new sewing machine for free from a family member. So I’ve been altering my clothes since they don’t really fit well, which is something I’ve wanted to fix for a while. And I can’t lie it has made me 10x more confident having clothes that are actually flattering on me.

#i cant pay rent but hey at least i feel cuter #ill fitting clothes just make me feel so ugly #.txt

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I can beat my avoidant tendencies I just have to stay away from any situation in which I might become avoidant. Problem solved

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I’m so tired of having paranoia and being anxious. It has me genuinely convinced everyone hates me or at best tolerates me with contempt.

If someone even so much as looks my direction I assume I’ve wronged them just by living. I assume everyone finds me ugly, or annoying, or rude, or hates my mere existence.

#vent #.txt

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if you can’t stand the mental illness stay out of my pussy

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the mature label??? WHAT

This is how it has felt when I wake up for the past 6 months, if you even care btw

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This is how it has felt when I wake up for the past 6 months, if you even care btw

#vent #my whole life is falling apart and I don’t feel like myself anymore #I miss not feeling completely doomed #every day I suffer silently because I don’t want to burden anyone #and also because I’m terrified if anyone gets close to me they’ll hate me #.img #.txt

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Been MIA because I’ve been doom spiralling about my whole life and want to die yayyy

#.txt #vent

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@/taroswish on depop

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