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But at the same time I’m scared once I gain weight she won’t let me lose weight again, and I don’t want to have to be at a higher weight for over a year till I can move out.

I thought about restricting super heavy during the day, and eat dinner with the family so she’s not as on me about eating more, then upping my exercise level so I lose weight.

but idk, what do you guys think?

I’m so confused on what to do

My mom knows I have ana now and she’s trying to force me to gain weight

idk if I should be sneakier about not eating and maintain

OR gain some weight to get her off my back then start restricting again

#ana trigger #pro ana #ana buddy #ana humor #anamia #trans ana #tw ana diary #tw ana shit #tw ana relapse

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I’m so confused on what to do

My mom knows I have ana now and she’s trying to force me to gain weight

idk if I should be sneakier about not eating and maintain

OR gain some weight to get her off my back then start restricting again

#anor3x14

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Eating disorder??

Nahhh

Bitch I'm eating this order

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For those that are curious here's what I have to do.

Thank god I can use pictures, I'll be using pictures to complete this 🤡

I'm fucking crying

My school really gave me an assignment to learn about Mexican culture, and the assignment is to make and try an authentic dish from Mexico

And make a video showing me making it 💀

They REALLY gave the anorexic bitch this project 🤡

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I'm fucking crying

My school really gave me an assignment to learn about Mexican culture, and the assignment is to make and try an authentic dish from Mexico

And make a video showing me making it 💀

They REALLY gave the anorexic bitch this project 🤡

#excuse me while I go find pictures of making a dish to use #thank god I don't have to show me actually eating it #malesp0 #edtmblr #not pr0 just using tags #eating disoder mention #anorekic #tw ed account #ana relapse #ed not sheeran #eating problems #tw eating things #edblr #ed stuff #ed things #ed shit #ed memes

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GUESS WHO HIT A NEW LW??

THIS BITCH RIGHT HERE

#pro ana #ana #anamia #ed shit #ed things #tw eating things #thin inspo #disordered eating thoughts

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in loving memory of my fuckin marbles

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‘tis the season of chewing and spitting

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Low cal soup

I have been OBSESSED with this recently. It’s so comforting and filling. I play around with the ingredients based off how I’m feeling

Ingredients: 

-1 can chicken broth (20 cal)

-cornstarch (30 cals for 1 tbsp) (add more or less depending on how thick you want it, totally optional to add as well)

- 1 or 2 small eggs (65 cals for one small egg)

- onion powder (0 cals)

-salt (0 cals)

-1 small can mushrooms (30 cals) (optional but I love them bc they’re low cal and make me feel fuller)

Directions:

1. Pour the chicken broth into a small pot over medium heat. Add in cornstarch (if using), onion powder, and salt.

2. While it’s heating crack your egg(s) into a small bowl, and whisk them.

3. As soon as the broth comes to a boil and your eggs and mushrooms, and take off the heat.

4. If you want bigger pieces of egg don’t stir it after you pour the eggs in.

5. Serve in your favorite bowl, and be careful because it will be very hot.

I hope you guys enjoy this as much as I have been <3

#pro ana #ed things #ana #low cal recipes #low cal ed #anamia #ana things #ed shit #ed not sheeran #thinspo #thinspiii #thin$po

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FLOWERS??? 🤡

First thing you see after you zoom in is how you die

How you dying 👀

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i hate that my hair falls out, but if it doesn’t fall out i know i have to get back on track.

fuck.

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i dont tense my muscles in the mirror, i bend in weird ways to see how visible my ribs are from every angle ;)

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So I will now not be drinking anything until I can piss just because I can't handle it going up 🤡

I ate UNDER 300 calories yesterday

and my weight has the AUDACITY

to GO UP 4 ounces???

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I ate UNDER 300 calories yesterday

and my weight has the AUDACITY

to GO UP 4 ounces???

#ana memes #anamia #pro ana #ana #pro mia #mia #ed things #eating disorder #eating problems #disordered eating thoughts #ed shit #thin inspo #i want to be skiny #tw eating things #i wish i was thinner

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