Tumgik
dontwanttolive · 2 days
Text
I'm starting to believe I'm not meant to be happy for too long.
Tumblr media
0 notes
dontwanttolive · 4 days
Text
I'm finally losing weight!!!
0 notes
dontwanttolive · 2 months
Text
Sometimes I want my life to be really fucking bad. Like getting abused and shit like that, because then I would have a reason to feel this bad. But now its just my brain making me miserable for no apparent reason.
7 notes · View notes
dontwanttolive · 5 months
Text
Oh you hate me? Well I hate myself more, so checkmate.
236 notes · View notes
dontwanttolive · 5 months
Text
Why am I not allowed to show him how much I love him the only way I know how to?
0 notes
dontwanttolive · 6 months
Text
I need to start losing weight for real now. I just need to remind myself about how good I'll feel when I'm under 30kg.
1 note · View note
dontwanttolive · 7 months
Text
People say they care about you, but they really don't. Or am I the one caring too much? Either way it hurts, so much
0 notes
dontwanttolive · 7 months
Text
Really wish I could drink today. But I've been sober for a few months now. And I don't want to disappoint my boyfriend.
0 notes
dontwanttolive · 7 months
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
My goal
529 notes · View notes
dontwanttolive · 7 months
Text
September
It's September 1st today. I hope this month will be a good one, weight loss wise.
0 notes
dontwanttolive · 7 months
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
some legsp0 for u guys xxx
3K notes · View notes
dontwanttolive · 7 months
Text
not my photos (dm for takedown)
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
988 notes · View notes
dontwanttolive · 7 months
Text
My hyperfixation is my fp, my fp is my bf. It's really difficult when I can't distract myself when he's not RIGHT BESIDE ME. I wish he knew how much I need him in the same room as me. I can barely stand him talking to other people when he's in the same room as me on a bad day. My mind goes instantly to "he doesn't care about me" "he doesn't love me."
Especially when he's talking with his ex's. I trust him when he says he's not cheating on me, but I think he still love them, and he probably does.
I'm in so much pain mentally that I have physical pain in my heart.
0 notes
dontwanttolive · 7 months
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
Audrey Hepburn is my go to th1nspo
The og timeless beauty
822 notes · View notes
dontwanttolive · 7 months
Text
I feel everything at once, but somehow I feel so, so empty at the same time.
It's worse when you're not here. You make the pain and nothingness bearable.
Our relationship isn't perfect, but I don't want perfect. I just want genuine, true love.
0 notes
dontwanttolive · 7 months
Text
I know I'm high maintenance, extremely high. But please, whatever you do, don't leave me. I could not handle losing the other half of myself.
0 notes
dontwanttolive · 7 months
Text
Because I have you
We met at one of my lowest points in life. I fell madly in love with you. As I got to know you more, my love grew stronger.
I'm getting bad again. I don't know how to tell you this.
Even though I'm getting worse, it's okay. I will be okay, because I have you.
0 notes