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is this anything

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I don't even know what gender my presentation is supposed to be on??

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Realized I have a naked rat and a small piano

Here's Harry banging out the tunes, April 13th 2023

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I drew cats from stardew valley :D

kofi | commissions | instagram

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having issues continuing to read the apothecary diaries after the epilogue of volume 5. it’s so conflicting because i don’t want to say the book is a romance but the fact that the author gives us treats at the end of every book by always concluding with a jinshi and maomao scene really contrasts to the dev. of their relationship - i can see the author making a commentary on women and power, how maomao thought best to handle a situation that was causing danger for her without harming herself or her station, but i don’t think you can have both that commentary AND to continue this playful relationship between her and jinshi. it’s so contrastive and i don’t think they could develop feelings after this anyway. aghhhhh

#idk i should continue reading it without hope for them #sucks but #ughhhh #i wanna know what happens but #it hurts man #the apothecary diaries #the apothecary diaries spoilers #the apothecary diaries volume 5 #cat complains

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so anxious today i feel sick and tense and it’s literally for no reason !!!!!!! can my body stop sending that flight or fight response please

#cat complains #i’m vaguely worried about a lot of different things but i guess that mounts up #placement mainly boooo

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pure mc trio + the popular boys they pulled by being autistic

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i think they would be besties ☀️🌸

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really strange how you can be almost at peace with something that happened to you but it will continue to be a defining moment of your life for the rest of your life. you wont think about it much anymore but in a conversation about a film someone will mention the year it was released and you’ll think to yourself, “that was before it happened” and you’ll see an old photo and think how strange it is to have existed before it happened and somehow it’s like living a life in two acts

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the problem with autism is sometimes you want to do something (brave) but you need someone to gently walk you through each step so you know what will happen. and people don’t like doing that

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On This Day In History

March 23rd, 2021: A container ship runs aground and obstructs the Suez Canal for six days.

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i feeeel so anxious rn how am i supposed to sleep

#head is going WHIRRRRRR #worried bc i messaged some guy in our photo society and he #and he hasn’t replied to me and i’m like aaaa was i weird #seeing my dad tomorrow and it’s the first time seeing him since my step mum’s funeral #going to be. a weird day #ummmm i’m super stressed about uni so im feeling like completely switched off from my bf and i feel bad i don’t feel very affectionate rn #i don’t want him to think i’ve gone off him i’m just so so busy rn #cat complains #there’s just so much man

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ive forgotten the origin of "she blank on my blank til i blank" and i dont even begin to know how to look it up

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Gaoshun isn't paid enough for this

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Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | Ep23 | So this is what a human face looks like. Her eyes are like a balsam fruit, which could pop with a single touch keeping people at a distance… I won’t lose next time. For several years after that, I only met her to play go and chess.

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‘My cat Max’ by Irina ♡