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i can remember who i was before you, before us. it’s not very hard... but we spent so long together, we melded. now that you’ve pulled us apart again it’s so hard to reshape myself because i cant go back to how i was at 14 but i don’t know who i am now without you… how do i rebuild myself without parts of you, how do i rebuild myself without regressing.. how do i rebuild.

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me when writing poetry (?) and never actually posting it or showing anyone 😐 i can write such beautiful words but the world will never know lol

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i want you to love me.

love every soft and squishy part of my tortured body

cherish the rough bumpy scars that rise just above my skin or create craters of soft tissue

i want you to love me

hold my face and wipe my tears

laugh with me as i start to giggle and apologize because i don’t know what else to do

just hold me before you start to grow tired of my repetitive ways

love me until you hate me, dear

because i know that day will come

#poetry #maybe #idk #creative writing #lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtqia #lesbian #sapphic #wlw #wlw post #wlw things #wlw culture #wlw teen #nblnb #nblnb post #nblnb pride #nblnb things #nblw

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you make me want to believe in marriage… i’ve always thought it’s stupid and that it’s just a piece of paper and some rings so what’s the point because love means so much more than that… but i had never loved this deep before… marriage isn’t made to bring meaning to love it’s made to appreciate and show love… it’s like “i love you so much i want to commit and i want to show you that you’re the only one until death”… sure it involves a piece of paper and some rings but it’s so much more than that… and darling i’ve never wanted to marry someone more than you, in fact i had never wanted to marry someone before you came along… you make me want to believe in marriage and have a stupid wedding and commit and live a life together… because i truly don’t think i will love or ever have loved anyone more than you

#grr emotions #it’s so stupid how much i want them in my life #like just stay #forever #and we can say screw the paper #and have a wedding but not legally get married #idk #grrrr #i love them so much #lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtqia #lesbian #sapphic #wlw #nblnb #wlnb #nblw #wlw post #wlw things #wlw teen #wlw textpost #wlw culture #nblnb things #nblnb pride #nblnb post #writing

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n e ways anyone want to tell me how to tell if someone is being genuine over text,, like are you actually offering to give me hickeys or is this a funny ha ha ?? cuz i’m not opposed to the idea please please please please but like i can’t tell if we’re being serious or not,,

#i’m so bad with this #like the neurodivergent #mixed with just general lack of tone in texts #it’s not giving lol #not slaying #i’ll just like take it as a joke and only a joke until proven otherwise #because i don’t want to say something #and them be like “huh? #idk lol #but like #hickeys… #that’s all #lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtqia #lesbian #sapphic #wlw #wlw post #wlw things #wlw culture #nblnb post #nblnb #nblnb pride #nblnb things #wlw mood #nblw #nblw textpost

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hey whores,,, im back,,

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Being held and having my hair played with by a beautiful woman would solve like 98% of my problems

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me when i’ve recently developed a constant deep fear that my partner is going to break up with me at any given moment 😎👍

#i’m losing it #it’s a slay #i’m just a girlboss #it’s okay lol #i’m doing so great mentally atm (/s) #so excited to not seee them as much bc of school (/s) #definitely haven’t sobbed multiple nights in a row #i hate talking abt stuff like this with ppl tho #slaying #on my a game #lgbt #lgbtq #lesbian #wlw #nblnb #wlnb #nblw #lgbtqia #sapphic #vent #vent post

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i wanna take care of her while she's sick, my entire excuse to ditch what im doing and go look after her, i would drape a blanket and learn to make chicken soup for her,,,,,

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Imagine laying in bed and your partner walks in and lays on top of you, snuggling into your chest. You kiss their forehead and hold them closer, making them smile and hold you tighter

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my favorite hobby is imagining all the different dates i can go on with my girlfriend <3

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them holding your waist/hip to pull you close and kissing you <33

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In the mood to wake up on a rainy morning and go stand in front of my bookshelf, or kitchen or something and have her come behind me, give me a backwards hug and some tea she made

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WHISPERING >>>>

literally just like “i love you” or “youre pretty” against my neck or just in my ear ughhhh melt worthy

#it’s like i’m the only one who gets to know i’m pretty #like it’s our secret #i don’t know #i’m trying to make it deep #but i simply just like whispers lol #also i’m the type where if i feel a lot of love at once it’s hard to talk loudly #so whispers >>> #that’s all lol #lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtqia #lesbian #sapphic #wlw #nblnb #wlw post #wlw things #wlw teen #wlw culture #nblnb things #nblnb pride #nblnb post

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there’s something so like peaceful and like heartwarming i don’t really know how to put lol but i like that we went to school together for basically two years (7th and 8th grade) before properly interacting and then we got close in quarantine because we had shitty experiences with the same person and also needed someone to play among us with and we followed each other on insta lol i don’t know i just like that we knew each other but didn’t know each other until high school it’s just like soft feeling i don’t know lol

#it just makes me smile #for some odd reason #i don’t know #it’s confusing lol #but i love that i liked the idea of who they were in middle school #and now i love them #lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtqia #lesbian #sapphic #wlw #nblnb #wlw post #wlw things #wlw teen #wlw culture #nblnb things #nblnb pride #nblnb post

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maybe it’s the mommy issues lol but yesterday i was sat in their gaming chair in their room and they walked back in and stood in front of me and hugged me while i was still sitting down and then started playing with my hair and i just,,,, it was so fuzzy and soft and warm feeling like just resting my head against their stomach while they played with my hair

#sometimes i just need to be held lol #the loving touch of a non-man >> #no but seriously #it was super nice and soft and fuzzy #and i love it sm when they play with my hair #lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtqia #lesbian #sapphic #wlw #nblnb #wlw post #wlw things #wlw teen #wlw culture #nblnb things #nblnb pride #nblnb post

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lesbianism is fun