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Sorry for the lack of content I’ve been in such a bad rut lately when it comes to fics. I’ve been working on a personal project for the past year and a half, nowhere near as done as I’d like

I do have asmr scrips if you want those. I’ll throw them to the wolves for your needs. I’m on Reddit under u/mcsquirmus

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commission for @lavenderboneswrites​

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I want to draw this again

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is this not accurate

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Mr GoodTimes

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⚠️ TW: Blood

Imagine you’re supposed to go to war tomorrow but can‘t stop thinking about that one specific person…

(Also bloody version cuz I love my dudes drenched in blood, don‘t @ me)

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AYO??? I haven’t posted on here in a hot second, sorry folks, work and getting my GED have me absolutely swamped.

I’ve also been attempting to branch out into other things, like ASMR RP scripts, since I hang out with some people on that side of the web and I might as well be trying something new.

I might go back and rewrite some of my OLD ASS FIRST PERSON POV FANFICS coz GAWD those are nasty. I like the idea of them. I just,,, why did I write them in first person like that ewewew need to redo that.

Can’t promise a consistent posting schedule but I’ve got some stuff that I’m working on, promise.

#earthlyyan talks

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HAVE A GOOD DAY U FUNKY LIL WORM 💖💖💖💖💖💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

YESSSSS

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*puts “taken 💕” in my bio after getting kidnapped*

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i genuinely don’t get cishet monsterfuckers. for context, in the wake of shape of water i participated in this loving-the-monstrous type discussion event slash publishing party wherein i debuted a short story about a woman who “befriends” a cave monster—but that isnt the point. the point is i had to hear straight women talk for hours about how the appeal of monsters is some kind of weird “taming the beast” fantasy—loving a monster until it loves you back, sounding like every bad beauty and the beast take ever.

And there’s my queer ass being like literally none of you get it. this isn’t about power, this is about love and alienation and acceptance. you dumbasses, I’m the monster. this isn’t a metaphor for your shitty boyfriend, this is a metaphor for my own alienation from a society that tells me a the way i am and the way I love are grotesque. this is a fantasy of love free of judgement, separate from societal standards that I’ll never live up to anyway. that ghoul doesn’t care if I’m fat, they think it’s hot that I eat well. that immortal fae creature doesn’t care if the gender on my birth certificate matches the one I use now, they barely have a concept of gender in the first place. that tentacle monster doesn’t care if I shave, they don’t have eyes

monsterfucking is queer culture, everyone else go home

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he’s a fictional character to you, i know him personally