edggy-sage

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I don't think I'm going to delete my account...but I am going to leave it here to die I think.

Like many others I think I've outgrown the platform, and it's not as interpersonal as it used to be.

I've made many friends here, which alone blows my mind..I may pop back on from time to time, but I'm deleting it off my phone at least, shoot me a message if you'd like to connect on Instagram 💕

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“Don’t be seduced into thinking that that which does not make a profit is without value.”

— Arthur Miller (via amortizing)

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Story of my life

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#blue butterflies will always remind me of you

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I didn't learn to swallow my pride just to be choked by someone else's

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Positive quotes.

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Daily Quotes.

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A Brooding Bard...

I've lost so much in so little time..these festivals in Gridania don't feel the same

#bard #ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv #ffxiv art #zalera #ffxivsnaps #ffxiv roleplay #ffxiv shadowbringers #ffxiv gpose #gpose #gposers #playing with gpose #ff14 gpose #elezen #ninja main

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Can you die from exhaustion?

#lets find out #lord take me now

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Can someone just tell me what to do I don’t wanna think

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I feel... incomplete

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After all this time..I still can't sleep until I feel she's asleep. Idk what that means

We don't talk anymore..but I just know she's laying awake with a ton on her mind. Idk what it is, she'd never tell me.

But I can't rest when half of me is so alert

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When it's storming in FFXIV and IRL

#me #mood #rainyday #ffxiv #ffxiv shadowbringers #ffxiv screenshots #ffxivcommunity #ffxiv gpose #ffxiv crystal #ffxiv zalera #nuri aalvashan #gridania #elezen #ffxiv elezen #botanist

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8/7/19

This might sound odd-

But I feel so much relief just being able to identify what has been causing me so much unease. Maybe cause I've been so preoccupied with the question "what exactly is wrong?? and what can I do about??"

I've felt so scrambled and lost.. being able to finally put my finger on it just brought so much ease. Like at least something finally clicked into place. I have such an obsession with needing to understand things. Even if I can't "fix" it.

Also working on my self awareness. What I do and the affect it has not only on myself, but others.

Sometimes there is no right or wrong.. sometimes there's only cause and effect. What effect do I want to have?

I just feel like I derailed and I'm starting to get myself back on track.

I feel good..

I miss her everyday..but I'm going to live a good life regardless

#personal

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improving, growing, and healing