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edgy-teen-bs · 7 months

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Monster High

I recall the bags,

the rush to get to class.

I remember the cliques, the hierarchy,

to prepare us for the merciless society.

We crushed on teens out-of-our-league,

played around with mojitos and weed.

I remember the pretty entitled chicks,

who drowned in insecurities and were mean.

We called ourselves adults, despite being kids,

now adults, regrets remain,

no one remembers your name.

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edgy-teen-bs · 2 years

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Sooooo…this is me

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edgy-teen-bs · 2 years

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When you made me miserable

-when you repeatedly told me my taste in books sucked

-when you stood me up and didn’t have the courage to apologize

-when you doubted my sexuality

-when you thought I did it for attention

-when you victimized yourself when I was opening myself

-when you told me “me too” when I said I wanted to kill myself

-when you told me what a shit person I was over 4 paragraphs

-when you guilt tripped me into eating

-when you laughed at me in public

-when you didn’t acknowledge me in front of your friends

-when you called me drunk and passed the phone to your new friends

-when you told me your type was skinny

-when you made me feel needy for wanting to kiss you

-when you made me and my issues insignificant

-when you made me feel bad by not making the first move

-when you broke up with me because you didn’t know I needed “that much affection”

-when you broke up with me and told me “to be friends” and after telling you I needed time texted the next day

-when you hung out with the usual group of my friends but without me after we broke up while I cried in my room

-when we dated

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edgy-teen-bs · 2 years

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You came over

it’s different now

We are “friends”

Not an item

Not a pair of two

Not from a book

I told you about me

Talked about last week

Your eating habits

Our anxieties

I wish I could talk

Really talk

About how I feel

But it’s different now

You sat on my bed

Took around a look

Nothing changed

But your place

“It’s quite late”

I should kiss your lips

and avoid your leave

But it’s different now

We are “friends”

And exes

And it is painful

Wish I could tell you

But it’s different now

We have broken up

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edgy-teen-bs · 2 years

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Another day I didn’t successfully kill myself:

I saved a life… My own.

Am I a hero…?

I really can’t say…but yes.

-Michael Scott

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edgy-teen-bs · 2 years

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Where should I place

the memory of your self?

dancing across the bench,

taking away my breath.

Your hair,

your sweet addictive smell…

Where should I place my love?

Bury it, tie it tight in a knot.

Throw it to the wind, lost,

let by someone else be caught.

Clutch it between my hands,

whisper songs, wish you’d understand.

Let it fly, sail the crimson skies far.

Maybe I should tear it apart…

Instead I keep it close,

to my broken corrupted heart.

all the moments I miss,

all hidden within.

-edgy teen <3

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edgy-teen-bs · 2 years

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Mail Draft

If only I were brave enough…

but you tore me to pieces,

with each and every one of your kisses.

Knowing that I may never get back again

that I may completely lose myself.

If only I could tell you about the pain,

without my tears’ taste,

If only I was brave to look at you,

without the enveloping blue.

If only I could show you my poems

blushing deep red as you read them

If only I could brush your hair, be there

as you fill your story unwritten.

If only I could

drop on my knees

beg you please

to remember me.

Oh, these impossible fantasies!

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edgy-teen-bs · 2 years

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I want to ask about you,

about your new crush,

about college.

I want to ask you about me,

if you miss me,

If you dream of me.

I shut up instead,

seal, my lips pressed

Walk you home

wave goodbye.

I turned the page,

you?

you closed our book.

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edgy-teen-bs · 2 years

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Love Story (remix)

I feel replaceable lying in your arms. Warm, a step away from suffocating, but your gaze is cold, tired, borderline exhausted. At this rate I’ll forget everything, but those small smiles you gifted me when I was going to let you go, or those laughs when told you my life story. I’m not sad. Your memory keeps me company, through the winter. Those dreams I never had the bravery to tell you, the mirror conversations I waited to tell you, the outfits in my closet made for your stare to linger for a few seconds...I am made of regrets. My love is strong enough for both of us, I told myself that, until the tears obscured my view and clouded my thoughts. Even when we fell and broke apart, you are my love story, my ghost. Even if you don’t care enough, even if our love was fake, cheap, shaped from a teenage fantasy…I was yours.

They ask if I regret it. They pity us. They keep us apart, just in case. I would do it all again, the uncertainty, the newness, the innocence. I would fall back in love with you every time. Falling on my head. Despite everything, you were the source of my smiles, of my attempts to get back on my feet, of believing in fairytales. Just like after a fever dream, I woke up alone.

I miss you

-edgy teen <3

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edgy-teen-bs · 2 years

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Late Nights (TW: self-harm)   Thoughts spiral, dragged into the void, my heartbeat gets faster, about to explode I pick out my weapon emotions unlocked. I’m crying, my makeup is running. I silently let out a scream The pink razor dives deep across the pale of my skin. I’m bleeding. I’m bleeding red river of hopes and dreams, of class memories of lost will, of me. … I take my first breath, rough, cold, sickly dry, my mouth tastes lead. Wish I were dead. -edgy teen

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edgy-teen-bs · 2 years

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Our End

I wrote your name,

between cursive and poetry

spelled its 6 letters,

ravished its two syllabus.

The wind blows it away,

caresses its edges,

with the pouring rain.

Its gone,

resembling you.

I whisper your name,

too sacred to say,

too passionate to scream.

-edgy teen <3

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edgy-teen-bs · 2 years

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Love Draft

They say love is beautiful,

painfully, and bitterly beautiful.

You were beautiful,

with sudden helium laughs,

with your black nails,

with your hidden scars.

They all have a say in our love story,

judging our PDA,

our uncoordinated walk,

our intertwined fingers.

They gather,

discuss,

get back to us.

They don’t know about

your silhouette

framed on my bed,

your VIP suite in my head,

your buzzfeed tests

your crossword puzzles

They don’t know...

I love you

-edgy teen <3

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edgy-teen-bs · 2 years

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When I Was Six (TW)

What do you want to be when you grow up? I seemed to have limitless options, I was six and hopeful, pure and beautiful Now looking at the void beneath me I laugh Laugh at the dreams I couldn’t fulfill The fantasies I couldn't commit

The alarm sounds 7:36 then I wake up, piece by piece Its black and white and it envelops me, with all my hopes and “what ifs” I carry the weight of the world in my bag on my way to the slaughter, a lamb I practice my desperate smile

I laugh, squint my olive eyes, they roll theirs, comment back, amused I crack another joke, grin on the hopes that they like me Anxiety creeps up, eager like me, like me, like me the punchline awaits validation or an acknowledgement, attention.

A fair ride swings me slowly through numb wish I enjoyed it, like the rest wish you'd turn, see me there The floor is far, enough for my skull to crack Don’t tell, I’ll never be saved

It hurts, not the scars from last night, but the small six staring at seventeen, disappointed, blue, blurry, “Sorry little one, I have to go” Hope you don't take it personal, pops.

The abyss is tempting, deep grey, twirling and holding on to me The razor is pink, carves deep I search for the light as I bleed “I’m sorry little one” I lost, they won.

-edgy teen <3

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