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Tarot Cards & Their Simple Meanings (Yes, No, or Undecided): The Major Arcana 0 The Fool - Yes 1 The Magician - Yes 2 The High Priestess - Undecided 3 The Empress - Yes 4 The Emperor - No 5 The Hierophant - Undecided 6 The Lovers - Yes 7 The Chariot - Yes 8 Strength - Yes 9 The Hermit - Undecided 10 Wheel of Fortune - Yes 11 Justice - Yes 12 The Hanged Man - Undecided 13 Death - No 14 Temperance - Undecided 15 The Devil - No 16 The Tower - No 17 The Star - Yes 18 The Moon - No 19 The Sun - Yes 20 Judgement - Yes 21 The World - Yes

Swords Ace of Swords - Yes Two of Swords - Undecided Three of Swords - No Four of Swords - Undecided Five of Swords - No Six of Swords - Yes Seven of Swords - No Eight of Swords - No Nine of Swords - No Ten of Swords - No Page of Swords - Yes Knight of Swords - Yes Queen of Swords - No King of Swords - Undecided

Pentacles Ace of Pentacles - Yes Two of Pentacles - Undecided Three of Pentacles - Yes Four of Pentacles - No Five of Pentacles - No Six of Pentacles - Yes Seven of Pentacles - Undecided Eight of Pentacles - Yes Nine of Pentacles - Yes Ten of Pentacles - Yes Page of Pentacles - Yes Knight of Pentacles - Yes Queen of Pentacles - Yes King of Pentacles - Yes

Wands Ace of Wands - Yes Two of Wands - Undecided Three of Wands - Yes Four of Wands - Yes Five of Wands - No Six of Wands - Yes Seven of Wands - Undecided Eight of Wands - Yes Nine of Wands - Undecided Ten of Wands - No Page of Wands - Yes Knight of Wands - Yes Queen of Wands - Yes King of Wands - Yes

Cups Ace of Cups - Yes Two of Cups - Yes Three of Cups - Yes Four of Cups - No Five of Cups - No Six of Cups - Yes Seven of Cups - Undecided Eight of Cups - No Nine of Cups - Yes Ten of Cups - Yes Page of Cups - Yes Knight of Cups - Yes Queen of Cups - Yes King of Cups - Yes

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I came from a VERY superstitious family so here are some strange superstitions I heard growing up:

 If you have an itchy right foot, you will leave on a journey.

Cover the mirrors when someone dies so they won't get stuck.

If you bite your tongue while eating, it’s because you’ve recently told a lie.

If you see crows mourning the death of another crow then you MUST mourn with them, it's only polite and the crows will remember that kindness.

When cows raise their tails, it’ll soon start to rain so best get inside.

Always kindly greet cats and wish them a merry day/night because they hold grudges.

if a honey covered spoon is dropped it is a sign that your lover will come over.

Be careful when gifting flowers, Even numbers are for the deceased, so choose an odd number of flowers.

If your ears are red, burning, buzzing ir rimging it means someone is idly talking about you.

Beware of fleas, with each bite they suck a bit of your soul away.

If you keep a rabbit's food or chicken foot in your pocket, it will protect from evil spirits.

 If a bee gets inside your house, you will soon have a guest. If you kill the bee, then the visit will be an unpleasant one and bad luck will haunt you all day so best kindly escort the bee out.

Your guardian demon is just as protective as your guardian angel so if it warns you of something then listen.

Never cross or go near the train tracks at night, unsightly and unkind things wait in such places so they can make mischievous deals.

Always have at least one cat statue in your home for protection.

If you tell the moon your worries, she'll listen and help take them away.

A ring on each finger keeps the devil's deals away.

If you keep a blue jays feather on you then you can never be caught.

Everyone with a dimple was touched by Cupid.

Always keep dice on you for a fast reading better to know then not at all.

Always wear a bell, it wards evil away.

If a raven is near a sick person, then there is no chance of recovery for that person.

Never look between your legs at a funeral, if you do then you'll get THE SIGHT but only the sight of things that don't wanna be seen.

If you see three blue jays at once then there will be a death very soon.

If you see three red jays then someone you know will die a horrible death.

Always give each piece of jewlrey a purpose.

If you respect a spiders web, you will meet a new friend.

Have a lucky stone on you at all times.

Keeping spiders in your home keeps away bad dreams.

 A cat sitting on someone’s grave means that person’s soul has arrived in hell.

Always repay your debts to the fae or else.

Never point a sharp object at the sky or your guardian angel will leave you.

Keep a bit of hair from all you love, you never know when you'll need it.

Never cross your legs when doing a reader, it blocks the energy flow.

Always keep food of any kind on your person because you never know who or what might be hungry. Better the food eaten then you.

Never leave the door open at night, it lets in dark things.

If a magpie gives you a sign then best believe them. They only ever help if it's really important.

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Love Letter to ADHD/Neurodivergent Witches

It's okay to forget holidays

It's okay to forget to practice for days, weeks, even months at a time

It's okay to experience burnout

Burnout usually happens when we set expectations for ourselves that are unrealistic or way too high up to achieve. You don't need to practice daily, you don't need to do a spell every phase of the moon...

You just need to focus on your health and happiness, magic will weave its way into your life, I promise.

When you are mentally and physically able to do more active magic, it will be there waiting for you. It's not going anywhere.

Rest and revive, dear, you are worth it.

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nobody has bitten my neck this october and that is frustrating

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good morning i need my neck kissed

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I should probably actually post on here and my system account since it helped my mental health quite a bit /: lmao

@haven-system is my system account

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I really want an ed buddy ((:: i need someone to remind me everyday because out of sight out of mind really sucks

#proana #thinspo

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Im like.. a whole guy but my entire body is shaved because of sensory overload (: so if you could stop calling me a trap lmao

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Went way over my usual calories today (: cause i got treated to mcdonalds for my birthday thats coming up. So ima just. Not eat

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reblog if you:

- flinch away when someone touches you.

- panic when you accidentally break an object.

- get scared when someone walks behind you.

- feel your heart rate increase at every sudden noise.

- are easily panicked by slightly-louder-than-normal sounds.

- stare apprehensively at your bedroom doorway for hours at night.

- have trouble making eye contact with people.

- always feel either too mature or too immature for your age.

- simultaneously crave and be terrified of physical contact.

because i do all of these

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Reblog if it’s okay to befriend you, ask questions, ask for advice, rant, vent, let something off your chest, or just have a nice chat.

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guys with periods are so damn strong and amazing and that’s just that on that

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things to remember :)

(trigger warning mostly for things at the end)

charlie one of percys best friends died on a boat in the middle of the ocean while he was there and then had to go back to camp and tell everyone that charlie had died on a boat in the middle of the ocean while he the son of poseidon was there and he probably hates himself for it every single day

percy probably still has moments where he thinks “oh charlie would love this” or “yo this makeup is so cheap it would be a great gift for silena” or “wheres the dam water fountain” etc and then remembers they all died and is put in a sad mood for the rest of the day like when he thought tyson had died—sometimes it takes someone else to remind him that they have died to remember

percy thought tyson died before he could call him brother

percy watched his mother die then thought she was going to stay dead through out basically 3/4 of the first book

percy watched clarisse one of the strongest ppl he knew and looked up to break down crying after watching silena die

percy was abused mentally physically and emotionally for most of his childhood

percy also watched his mother be mentally physically and emotionally abused for most of his childhood (and she was probably sexually abused as well but he didn’t see that)

percy doesn’t know jason died yet and will probably think his death was his fault bc he didn’t go with apollo on his quest

percy blamed/still blames himself for biancas death

percy watched luke k*ll himself

percy probably beats himself up about not staying behind in tartarus to help

percy has been through tartarus

percy probably hates himself for what happened in nicos childhood

percy probably still feels guilty for leaving calypso on her island and for blowing up that valcano

percy was burned alive and i would be extremely suprised if he didn’t have at least one scar to show for it

after meeting reyna and her sister and hearing what happened he probably feels guilty about that too

percy probably heard/listened to reynas pegasus’s last words as they died

percy has ptsd and i mean every type of ptsd- he sometimes still feels the terrible burning sensation from when he was burned in a volcano he still smells beer from when he was younger he gets frozen in things that happened years ago and he still hears bobs last words when things get too quiet

percy 100000% has panic attacks flashbacks and nightmares about these things not just tartarus and they are 100000% worst at night

when percy does have really bad panic attacks/flashbacks he can be stuck in them for hours and if he doesn’t have certain ppl (his mom or annabeth) to help him out of it he can be stuck in them even longer

percy eats a lot bc he grew up with so little that he feels terrible for not eating everything and is always waiting for when he finds out there isn’t any food left

percy 100000% has depression and 100000% has anxiety/social anxiety he’s just learned how to put his needs aside and take care of other ppl first/instead

percy can be put out of commission for weeks when it gets bad and he’s just forced to lay in bed and cry and feel and not feel

percy feels worthless most times it’s not something he grows out of

percy hates public speaking/hates being the center of attention

percy wonders why he’s still alive and thinks it would have been better if he had just died like he was supposed to-why couldn’t he have just followed that one rule and died like he was supposed to-or that maybe to save some trouble for the future he should just end it now

percy wants to have kids but he’s terrified that he will end up like g*be

percy blames himself for what happened to sally while g*be was alive

percy was bullied for 80% of his life and probably doesn’t like/want/thinks he can make any mortal friends other than rachel

90% of these memories and feelings are probably repressed bc that’s how your brain usually handles big trauma like these and that’s why we don’t see him completely melting down like you think he would

percy has terrible memory bc his brain has cut out large chunks of his life bc they are full of trauma and as a side effect to what hera did

percy hates himself

that’s all just thought y’all needed the reminder :)

i might make a pt 2 for more sad things or some happy/cute things bc percy is my comfort character but idk yet when/if i do i’ll like link it idk

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Hey why the fuck am I not a slightly ominous forest entity that you only see out of the corner of your eye on a foggy day