edsheeranwithoutthesheeran

[edsheeranwithoutthesheeran]

guys i just got out of the hospital after 1.5 months- if you’re considering ANY type of ed, please please don’t do it it’s not worth it. whatever it is you want to get out of it isnt real. ed’s aren’t your friend, even though they tell you they are. life is so much better when you’re living for real things

[edsheeranwithoutthesheeran]

things ana has taken from me:

my entire dance career

my ass‼️‼️‼️‼️

so so so much time with friends and family

a lot of money (from my parents on treatment)

food obviously

a vacation to costa rica

#anor3xic

[edsheeranwithoutthesheeran]

guess who just got hospitalized

[edsheeranwithoutthesheeran]

hey guys i had a hard day today so here’s some things maybe someone needs to hear:

- not always meeting your goal doesn’t invalidate your ed

- wanting to recover/thinking about recovery doesn’t invalidate your ed

- there are more than just ana and mia, and they are all extremely hard to go through and of course, valid

- you deserve love and happiness!!!

- just because you are different from someone else doesn’t mean you’re less

ik this isn’t rlly the vibe id normally post but i hope it helps someone!

[edsheeranwithoutthesheeran]

ughhhh the thing that sucks most abt ana is no more boobs or butt- like on one end ✨skinny✨ but also 💔curvy💔 it’s a constant battle yall😩🙏

#tw ed relapse

[edsheeranwithoutthesheeran]

i live for pickles😁🤌

[edsheeranwithoutthesheeran]

alright guysss the end of another week here’s my stats: TW!!!

height: 5’2”

weight: 91 lbs

gw: 85 lbs

ugw: 75 lbs

total cals this week: 501

mood: pretty happy but lowkey bored

[edsheeranwithoutthesheeran]

underrated tbh😩😩 lowkey just put some peppers and some cabbage and u got the best low cal snack frfr

#not pr0 just for me #anor3xic #low cal ed

[edsheeranwithoutthesheeran]

good soup

#not pr0 just for me #low cal ed #i will be skiny #i want to be sk1nny #anor3xic

[edsheeranwithoutthesheeran]

lowkey for zero cal ts kinda good🤨🤨🤨

#not pr0 just for me #low cal ed #zero calories

[edsheeranwithoutthesheeran]

THEEESE iykyk but they’re so filling and u can rlly put any sauce and stuff on it idk pretty good tho

#not pr0 just for me #low cal ed #skinnnny #anor3xic

[edsheeranwithoutthesheeran]

lemme put y’all on these😩😩 best tortilla replacement, 7.5 cals each!!

[edsheeranwithoutthesheeran]

also i have a looooong list of good safe foods and snaccys you can get at target and stuff lmk if i should post them🕺

#anor3xic #i will be skiny #not pr0 just for me #@na #i want to be sk1nny

[edsheeranwithoutthesheeran]

i just need to appreciate these rq😩🙏

#not pr0 just for me #@na #ed humour #idk what else to put here

[edsheeranwithoutthesheeran]

wait what’s a brain cell??

I have one braincell and I use it to overthink

[edsheeranwithoutthesheeran]

LMFAO DOES ANYONE ELSE SEE UR EPISODE CHARACTER AND THINK hmmmmm th!nspo?🤨🤨

#th!nsp0 #i will be skiny #not pr0 just for me #th1nspø