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IM BACK

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‼️‼️PLEASE HELP ME FIND MY LITTLE BROTHER!! THIS IS AN EMERGENCY‼️‼️

He’s a missing native child and at EXTREME RISK! The cops aren’t doing SHIT!

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I really don’t like myself so much. I genuinely want to be someone different with a whole other personality and life

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Fasting tips of mine

- tea - diet drinks - tea with stevia - jacket, you’re going to get cold - naps! - heating blanket to help you sleep when its hard to sleep, i just find heating blankets soothing and when I got cold it was really helpful - if you get dizzy, sit. i had to stop because i almost fell down stairs - avoid carbonation, made me sick and empty my empty stomach - you will start shaking, i recommend doodling or braiding hair/brushing - the hunger passes after about thirty minutes. make tea, take a shower, look at some thinspo. and *poof* hunger gone - more tea - more naps - when your stomach growls pinch the fat and do crunches, and drink some water - some more tea - a few more naps - repeating to myself constantly “light as a feather, or heavy like a stone” really helped you can do this!! i know you can!😘❤❤❤

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These are some of the best subliminals guys😫

#tw ed content #tw ed thoughts #just ed shit #pr0 ed #cw disordered eating #eating disoder mention #tw ed talk #i want to be skiny #thinspø

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This is exactly how i want my body to be like

#pr0 ed #cw disordered eating #eating disoder mention #weightloss #tw ed talk #tw eating things #i want to be skiny #tw eating mention #thinspø #skinny

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I’m back bitches 🤪

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btw if u ever need to vent u can dm me or literally send an anon

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chanel ss rtw 1995

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🌸🌸🌸

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Im so obsessed with edtwt 😟

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Proud

6 months binge free today:)

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Say it louder for my sister

An apology

I'm sorry if I help fuel your ed

I'm sorry if this account is one of the reasons you have an ed

In sorry if you looked on my page out of curiosity then stumbled down the rabbit hole

I'm sorry if my page influenced your ed in anyway

But let me say something

It might be too late for those people but please I'm BEGGING you if you don't have an ed and are at the "curiosity" stage let me tell you the saying "Curiousity Killed the Cat" has never rang more true, so LEAVE. I'm not asking you nicely I'm telling you FUCKING LEAVE.

I don't care if I seem rude to you, get the fuck off tumblr RIGHT NOW. I ignored these when I saw them and I regret it this disorder is one of the WORST things that happened to me, you know anorexia is the most deadly mental illness ? If you don't recover you will DIE.

I want to scream through my phone, I am so fucking angry, I don't want to influence any eating disorders !!!

As the sister of a recovered anorexic being their family member is horrible, seeing someone slowly deteriorate, hearing the fights escalate, not knowing when you would see them for the last time, wondering why they won't eat this. When I was 8, my parents FORBADE ME FROM WAKING MY BIG SISTER UP IN FEAR I WOULD SEE HER DEAD BODY. DO YOU UNDERSTAND ?! THEY THOUGHT A CHILD, A BABY, WOULD SEE THE PERSON SHE LOOKS UP TO DEAD.

THIS ILLNESS IS NO JOKE, NOT A SKINNY DISNEY FAST PASS, NOT A CUTE QUIRK, IT'S DEADLY.

And as an anorexic let me tell you, it's even worse. You will cry in front of the mirror, pinch your "fat" until it's red, shower in the dark, the scale will be your best friend and worse enemy, you will hate yourself so much more, you will MISS FOOD, you will miss being able to eat fries or pizza or spring rolls or crisps or potatoes, you may be thinking "I'll still let myself eat them from time to time" NO YOU WON'T, you will probably have a breakdown when you have them on your plate, you might purge, you might starve for the next day or more. Your personality will dissolve, you will be constantly angry and irritable.

Oh and also, if you have siblings or cousins I would like to inform you that people are more likely to have an ed if a family member had one and I KNOW you care about your family. (I am not accusing any one of purposefully influencing family members it's just for information)

If you have an already existing ed you can stay, if not then get the FUCK OFF MY PAGE YOU BEAUTIFUL PERFECT HUMAN BEING AND GO HAVE A SNACK. This illness is not beautiful and aesthetic, it's torture.

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It hurts🥲

seeing a really skinny girl irl hits different compared to just looking at pictures.