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when you think you may have lost over $1000 worth of physical copies of video games bc you wanted to have silly goofy break time between lecture and lab tee hee

#vent #ish #literally terrified #fingers crossed Kevin (my prof) has it bc if he doesnt its gone tee hee #actively losing it

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i am a very professional and official environmental tech major

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i was getting study materials and got a chuckle out of this.

image description: a zoomed in image of handwritten notes on notebook paper written in light blue ink. it is a list of several species of fish, some of which have notes under them describing the fish's physical appearance. the list reads:

Redfish

black dot on tail

sea trout

lots of small spots

Flounder

flat fuck

Sheepshead

people teeth

Black Banded Darter

Yellow Fin Shiner

Spotted Sucker

River Chub

Creek Chub

#notes #fish notes #fisheries study #fish #flat fuck #tw swearing #swearing cw #excuse my bad handwriting #i was in a hurry

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i need to buckle down and learn to draw backgrounds but its so scary

i know how perspective works i have no excuse

i wanna draw my stories as comics but one must be able to draw at least vague backgrounds to draw a comic with a consistent episodic narrative

#drawing struggles #digital art #background art #ugh #backgrounds are hard #backgrounds are scary

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pov: indie makes me mad bc i looked up the definition and its literally just the exact same definition as regular indie music lmao.

#ignore that i listened to bust your kneecaps a bunch #i didnt mean to #i would have much preferred that ranking be given to milk carton or grenadine #spotify wrapped #im in the top 1% of mother mother listeners so. uhhhhhhhh #i promise im doing well my music taste just hasnt changed since i was a depressed high schooler #mother mother #music

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all i can think of with the newest naddpod episode is splatoon. the inklings?! and octos?! murf is accidentally feeding my squid-obsessed brain

#naddpod #naddpod c3 #c3 #splatoon #inkling #dnd #d&d #dungeons and dragons

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day 4 and 5 to be posted soon, i was tired yesterday lol

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Cringetober Day 3: Unnecessarily Complex Fit

I'm not sure why overly complex outfits are cringe? Maybe reminiscent of scene-core sparkle ocs? IDK, but fashion design is not my strong suit so this was a challenge and a half and its not nearly as busy as it probably could be, but imperfect results are okay bc this is cringetober and cringe is okay!

#complex outfit #cringetober #furry #fursona #cat #pastel #was meant to resemble decora but i kinda failed lol #oh well #322 #cringe culture is dead #art challenge #digital art

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Cringetober Day 2: Self Insert

I chose to make myself a poison-type pokemon gym leader because I love Salazzle and Paldean Wooper/Clodsire! If I had to ship her with someone to make this an official self insert, I'd pick Rika bc I love her and her Clodsire.

#cringetober #self insert #pokemon #salazzle #paldean wooper #clodsire #wooper #digital art #human art #322 #art challenge #cringe culture is dead

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Cringetober Day 1: Heterochromia

Heterochromia is a real trait a person can have in which they have 2 different colors in their eyes! This can be splotches of color, or even two completely different eyes. This trait is considered cringe because its often used as a way to make OC's seem unique, to the point it's no longer unique! But cringe culture is dead so who cares?

I give myself heterochromia when I draw myself pretty often because I have blue eyes irl, but I've always wanted green eyes, so I give myself both!

#cringetober #furry #fursona #heterochromia #digital art #oc #cringe culture is dead #322 #art challenge

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im super not normal about fionna and cake btwsss

#fionna and cake #like this is splatoon levels of obsession #i wanna eat the show

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i meant to post this here lol

idk whats cuter the idea of huntress wizard helping finn become a better person and then they start dating or finn finally developing a genuine friendship with a femme person that is mutually platonic and respectful

#huntress wizard #adventure time #finn mertens #idk their ship name

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if they ever renew inside job its bc i won the lottery and bribed Netflix literally the second i become rich im solving all the worlds problems and im starting by bribing streaming services into respecting the animation industry

#inside job #idk #i miss it

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Just some thoughts

i feel like the idea that the ice king and the crown were symbolism for alcoholism is being made stronger by Fionna and Cake.

Minor(ish) Fionna and Cake Spoilers

Simon is finally himself again, he was able to give up the crown, he's not the ice king anymore, but much like a recovering alcoholic, he finds himself surrounded by people enjoying and even benefiting from magic, something he could never and likely will never have a healthy relationship with.

Everyone around him tells him he's doing so well, yet immediately they take back this prase by reminiscing and constantly reminding him how much more remarkable and interesting he was when he was under the crown's influence. he can never escape his past, and no matter how hard he tries to move on, everyone keeps reminding him of a version of him he hates and never wants to think about again, insisting that the self-destructive version of himself wasn't actually so bad.

the only people who knew him before and love him for the man he was before the ice king are busy living their own lives separate from him, or seemingly gone forverer

#fionna and cake #simon petrikov #adventure time #ice king #tw alcoholism

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if you click the incredibly annoying clown in the corner, this is what your dash looks like. The background is black until you tap him, but he’s in the way and easy to accidentally hit. 

is there a tumblr alternative we're looking to move to? the ad situation on here is getting ridiculous. i was on my laptop today and while logging in, the background was a one piece ad instead of a post, then it yelled at me once i was in for my ad blocker extension, then when i turned it off to see the difference, my entire dash was taken over more one piece ads, even the background of my dash was an ad.

also the bot problem. we banned porn for this? i get followed by 20 bots a day. its fucking insane. where is all the money from the tumblr store and the ad-free purchases going bc its clearly not going towards site maintenance.

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is there a tumblr alternative we're looking to move to? the ad situation on here is getting ridiculous. i was on my laptop today and while logging in, the background was a one piece ad instead of a post, then it yelled at me once i was in for my ad blocker extension, then when i turned it off to see the difference, my entire dash was taken over more one piece ads, even the background of my dash was an ad.

also the bot problem. we banned porn for this? i get followed by 20 bots a day. its fucking insane. where is all the money from the tumblr store and the ad-free purchases going bc its clearly not going towards site maintenance.

#im not paying you to make your website functional #i miss when having an account was a financial drain for yahoo #im fine with other platforms being like this because they always were #but changing the website to be like this is insane #tumblr #tumblr sucks ass #this is awful

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personal gender and sexuality rant idk

I'm gonna tag this bc i would love if someone could relate or explain this to me but i also expect nothing from this post I'm just yelling at the void

When i was little i wanted to be a boy because i didn't like how restrictive being a girl was. boys could play sports, get dirty, and my boy friends still got to play with girl toys so clearly boys could do girly things if they wanted. My dad assured me i didn't because then i would have to date girls, which i accepted. but i still hated femininity, especially in reference to myself because i was convinced makeup was for bimbos (something i didnt want to be at the time) and that girly girls were stupid.

over years of learning and unlearning, I've grown to accept and embrace femininity and i love being a woman, but i hate having a vagina. i wish i had a penis so bad. i want to be a woman, perceived as a woman, but i dont want these genitals.

I've also pretty much always hated the idea of dating men, ive only ever been in love with real women and fictional men, but i have such a hard time telling when im in love. ive only been in love twice, and i was a child both times and it ended with them leaving my life without warning (both are alive, it was just sudden and unexpected).

I just want a label. I want to know why i feel this way. I dont feel trans because I'm a woman, but cis women dont want penises, right? why am i like this why is this shit so complex? why cant i fall in love anymore and why do my body and brain betray me constantly? im so fed up with not having answers. I'm so tired of wanting things i cant reasonably have. i wish I'd never discovered how complex gender and sexuality can be because at least then i wouldnt know im missing something. im constantly scared that im aromantic and that im going to spend the rest of my life yearning for a feeling i can never have, constantly mistaking platonic feelings for love. I don't want to feel like this forever, but how can i label something i dont even fully understand? i know im only 19 but ive been out since i was 9, ive had a decade to figure this bullshit out and the longer i experience it the farther away i seem to get from an answer.

#gender rant #gender #sexuality rant #sexuality #confusion #lgbt #queer #queer rant #vent #mildly nsfw #slight tmi

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Idk if this makes sense but i feel like in terms of vibes this guy:

is like the pg version of this guy:

like i feel like the same people who love Arven and his sad boy story are the same people who love Astarion and his sad boy story.

Idk i just feel like even though they're crazy different maturity ratings and backstories that they occupy the same little character niche yk?

#not sure if i shouldn't tag this.... #im gonna anyway and if it gets negative attention I'll just delete it ig #by no means am i sexualizing Arven btws i just mean their vibe in my brain is similar #but i also wanna be astarion's friend more than his partner so that could just be a dumb lesbian thing #idk #astarion #arven #pokemon scarlet and violet #balders gate 3 #shitpost-adjacent #like its a shitpost but im 100% being serious also #shrug